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Amalie! You are a super smart, insightful, strong, and kind person (with impeccable music taste btw) and I love seeing your posts cross my dash! I am rooting for you always! 🫶🏻

😭 you're too sweet cora! tysm 💞

merry belated christmas, amalie! i hope you’re well and were able to be at least a little festive during the holidays ☃️ please take care always..you are loved and thought of fondly <3

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#ty angel !

I mit hoved har du fra starten været godhjertet og lysende, en tilstedeværelse jeg ofte har tænkt, ville være skøn at have i levende live, såvel som det er online. Som du har delt mere af dit liv og dine smerter, ser jeg dig som enormt stærk og modig - måske du ikke føler dig sådan, men livet er svært, særligt med de hændelser og omstændigheder du har og det at du står imod, sætter hælene i og bliver ved med livet, er noget jeg altid vil respektere og holde af dig for. Du hører til her i verden, al min kærlighed til dig Amalie<3

🥹 skønneste besked at modtage fra dig louise, tusind tak <33 jeg vil prøve at huske dine kærlige ord og kan kun sige i lige måde langt hen ad vejen - derudover udstråler du en form for ro, som jeg beundrer

moment of weakness seeking validation online but if someone could pls tell me how they view me aside from a pity/tragedy i would really appreciate it.. 🙃

#also none of your asks made me feel this way dw!

I think of you often even when you don't update us, and I wonder how you are managing. Your situation sounds so painful and lonely, I'm so sorry. I carry your situation around with me. I really hope that it eases for you soon and you can get back to a life that is full and enjoyable. I'm beaming you strength and care across countries...x

oh wow i had no idea my situation had that kind of impact, i feel like i haven't even shared the full extent on here or at least not in a while... but this is so kind, thank you dear

Sending so much love your way Amalie, i can't imagine what you are going through but it gives me joy to hear a little update from you ever so often. no one deserves a life like this. I pray better days are ahead ❤️😢

it's so unbelievably sweet to me when you guys say it makes you happy to hear from me even if what i have to share is unhappy, thank you <3

I WANT TO BE SAVED :(

#im not ready to leave for good or give up on everything i love #but i also cant stay in this absolute living hell #if anyone else could be in my place for 24h they would be horrified #yet i can neither be treated or allowed assisted dying #my ME is too severe for me to afford a failed attempt or travelling abroad and i dont want a violent ending. so what do i do

so cruel how you only get to experience life and the world through the one body you're given, no matter what happens to it, no matter how much you want it

#wish reincarnation was real #i like who i am but i want the full life experience #not dying young after having lived an excruciatingly unfulfilling one full of trauma and adversity #been looking at pre-chronic illness photos that excude joy (mostly childhood) but its bittersweet bc i know deep down i was hurting #whereas in my 20s i am fully aware of my wounds and have put in a lot of effort to learn and grow psychologically #i truly believe i could be thriving if this hadnt happened to me #time to change my url from something to believe -> picture me better?

I’m so sorry that you’re hurting so badly, but I’m always so happy to see your username pop up on my dash!!! Even if you’re sharing your hardships I’m really glad to hear and know how you are….. sending much love to u <33

aww tysm :') 🤍

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<333

Thinking of you, Amalie... I hope you know so many people love you and really care about you, sending you the biggest hug💗💗

thank you ♥️

#thought i would never post on here again but hi #things are really Really bad...

Offline not in a thriving in peace type of way but in an every second is torture and i am going to die type of way

fantasising about waking up cured and just sobbing out of happiness and finally being able to grieve what i went through all those years. it's hard to fully grieve something while it's happening and you're forced to accept it. but it's still weighing on you all the same

#i could be happy with less than cured but still

to know i am suffering tremendously and trapped in the most depression-inducing living conditions for no reason at all is the worst

#i am not being punished for anything and i am not gaining anything #it is just wasting my short time on this earth and making it a lot more miserable than i ever deserved or fought for #to lie in a darkened room day in and day out with nothing but my own thoughts and the void and the sound of my tinnitus #how am i supposed to cope and endure this indefinitely