[somethingber]

recent fits

[kawaiidesu]

[somethingber]

are mosquitos really a vital part of our ecosystem? bc shit is fucked out here

[somethingber]

i thought i hated dresses but it turns out all my dresses were just ugly

[gouged-doll]

katherine brown

[drunkwhenimadethis]

It feels so incredible when the person who has literally seen you at your worst, literally on the floor, screaming at them, crying your eyes out, lived with you in your drunk phase, asexual sloth phase, etcetera looks at you over dinner and says you’re just like a really beautiful person. I think that love really does make things new all the time. It’s so regenerative and freeing. I am very grateful for that

[somethingber]

just been seeing owls everywhere too

[somethingber]

i felt really lightheaded after my tarot reading and that had never happened before but she was extremely accurate. i felt like very, light and maybe uneasy, on edge, but also relaxed and reassured. it was an intense reading so i assume it’s just from talking about all of those things. i guess it could be something energetically too. she said my father was supposed to reach out from the afterlife idk lol

[somethingber]

today i got my tarot read, went to pilates and a crystal shop, went for a long walk and called my brother, and spent an hour in a float tank. oh i also ordered italian. idk how to even classify the events of the day but i showered and i can still smell the sage on me. i guess i needed some form of purification bc its still acting

[somethingber]

none of it even matters but it all does, too. i love you in a way that feels painful to me because what is there to do about it?

[somethingber]

i have so much to write about but today was more focus on the experiencing side of things. then i wanted to go to bed early but i had latin and greek translations. now i’m done and all i want to do is write but i’m too tired and a bit sad. life is shifting so much and i feel inspired and exhausted and i just want the feeling of home.

[somethingber]

im believing more in the metaphysical rn and it feels like getting back to myself and spirituality

[sacred-portal]

[warmfigure]

made an arrangement to match this perfect farmers market tomato

[somethingber]

i have really been refining my life recently

[somethingber]

i’ve just been going through the most terrible time and feeling more beautiful than ever lol

[pmamtraveller]

Ester Tartar