somethingsketchier

my little corner of the world where no one knows who i am (thank god) ie digital drawing journal

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im editing my grad video and its so satisfying to be able to chose who is in it and who is not :)))

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im more than just an unfinished, unselected film.

im trying this new thing where i draw and write how i feel which sounds very evident with how i am irl but you’d be surprised by how much i don’t do it because it can feel dumb somehow.

Saying it myself is not enough anymore. I need to put it down and put it out. Im sort of feel like I’m losing some of my social connections right now so I’m glad to have this space of my own where I can pretend someone is listening.

Anyways, long story short, I didn’t finish my thesis film, therefore I didn’t get selected as a thesis highlight. 100% fair. I know a bunch of people who didn’t finish their films either.

HOWEVER, some of those people still got picked because they finished enough to get by with good story and tbh, better visual designs than mine. There is no doubt they deserve their spots. This simply reinforced this idea in my head that I am the weakest link :)))

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no one tells you how much things change when the most important person in your life (childhood best friend) gets into a relationship.

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it was a very long and tiring weekend.

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Hello. I’m finally figuring out how tumblr works.

This side blog is purely for me to express my thoughts and feelings about my life without the people in my life knowing about it :D

Yes, I’m in therapy. Yes, I have lovely friends and family who care about me.

But there are some things that I simply cannot talk to anyone about either because they’re involved in the situation or I would just sound like a broken record and there’s no point in telling them.

I’m sharing it here because I need to feel like someone is listening, even when I won’t directly go to those who probably would/should. Our generation is funny like that.

Anyways, let’s see how this goes. :)))