Hey, so, anyone else wish they were normal? Like. Sitting alone at a park and chilling then suddenly start crying bc WHY can't I just be normal? Have friends who live at least somewhat near? Less than an hour drive, or worse across the damn states? Have a brain that others understand? Or understand others brains enough to PRETEND to be the same? Have NORMAL people hangouts? Not be a childish mf who spends their weekends at SEVENTEEN at the park on the goddamn swings alone with music and thoughts? Be able to talk to people without worrying you're a weird ass bitch? Relate even to the normal things that people go through at school because nope you're homeschooled and always have been? Or relate to normal things but you're dirt poor so nope, you have no clue what this or that is like, what are you on about? Or just... even KNOW what you're gonna do with your life because shit, you weren't even supposed to live to see your THIRTEENTH birthday! What are you gonna do at SEVENTEEN?! I mean, yay, you lived through the bad times, but WHAT NOW?! Just me? Okay, sorry, bye.










