we'll all become stories

Writer, Artist, Poetry We are the Universe of our self. Sometimes a up and down.

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Das Gefühl wenn du statt zur Toilette zu gehen um das Klo zu benutzen zehn Minuten im dunklen Raum stehst und weinst.

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WAKANDA FOR EVER!!

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I stand right between „He’s let’s go outside and have some fun in this beautiful weather!“ and „Please can u leave the room I want to crawl in my bed and hide until everything is fine again.

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I’m useless and it seem everyone knows...

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I did something I wanna regret along my life...

I slaved my heart and set it down for my soul...

I need time for myself and time to think about the future...

I loved/love him...

And now I hate me more then ever befor...

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Sad, lonely and depressed Bitch....

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I’m 20 now and I’m not sure that I’m living right...

I lost my entire family but my brother...

My father, grandparents and uncle died years ago and my mom died just a few months ago...

Now I life with my brother again and my life starts trampling...

Aaanndd i broke up school the fourth time because of my hypochondriac...

Everything is falling down and I’m not strong enough to catch it...

The only thing I can do is falling with it...

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Everything feels so fake...

My body

My mind

And my life

How is it possible that every step I do leads to another deep dark ground...

Yesterday was a good and happy day

Today I woke up and feel like shit...

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When u are a alone and the demons come out, don’t try to flee. Just breathe and let your anger take your part.

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Monsters

The monster were never under my bed.

Because the monster were inside my head.

I fear no monsters, for no monsters I see.

Because all this time the monster has been me.

-Nikita Gill

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I have the feeling in the next time my life could explode...

I don’t have a job, my Family is splitting up from me, my bills are big as a mountain and my depression hit me in my face all the time.

My friends are awesome people and help me all the time but in the end I die alone and I know that and it feels awful...

I wish I could be a better person without these thoughts and problems...

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are the conversations with your therapist made up or do you really go to see one?

At the moment? No.

But these conversations are from my last therapist

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New relationship, new love.

How long does it go well?

How long does it take before he thinks i’m broken and not repairable?

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sometimes when I say: “I hate my life” I don’t mean it, but when I’m really think that I’m hating my life I don’t say it loud out.

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Series

Have you ever seen a tv show and you thought one of the characters was like you?

You watched the whole series and become more and more exactly this character?

And then... the show is over and you feel like one of your parts dying?

This show broke you and you swear this would never happen again?

Month later you watch it again because the next episodes came out and it change you again?

But you like and hate it this time because you think: Maybe its not that bad?

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Love songs

I hear all these love songs about heartbreak.

I wish I have a reason for hearing these... I don’t have a reason to hear love songs at all...

To be alone is the worst feeling on this whole planet...

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5am and I still awake..

Why?

I cannot sleep with all the through I have...