I'm moving to @l3m0ngh0sts !
I don't know how many people cared for my art but I've been struggling to find motivation to do just about anything and almost quit art a couple of times. I have been kind of easing back into it but one thing that's been ticking me off is that this isn't my main blog. It's a nitpicky thing, I know, but I'm just like that. So here's something I'll get off my chest as I've never spoken about it to anyone other than friends:
I've been struggling with bad social anxiety since I was around 14. I've had it my whole life but by that point it was the worst it's ever been and it made it hard for me to personally post any art online or even do anything online. Don't even get me started on commenting on other people's posts... it's terrifying. I just don't know how others do it. I comment on a post and I get so scared, I basically have to restrain myself from deleting the whole blog!
That being said, I'm 21 now and I still struggle to do things like ordering at restaurants or commenting on posts. Posting my own art isn't as scary anymore but anything else just feels so personal and agh! I'm just glad I have the big adult brain now to realize it's just irrational fears and worries. I want to be able to put myself out there like I wanted to when I was younger and make art that other people enjoy! So thank you if you have ever seen my art and enjoyed it, it means a lot to me.
My plans for this new blog are simple: post art, interact with others, and start up commissions again. If I can start an ask blog for any creepypasta characters or even my oc's, that would be great but I don't know if people even like ask blogs anymore !! But yeah, if anyone has anything like advice or just encouragement, that would be nice. Thank you for everything! I'll post old art on my new blog to get started!
