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Joel: [in the house on the beach] I have to go. I have to catch my ride. Clementine: So go! Joel: I did. I thought maybe you were a nut... but you were exciting. Clementine: I wish you had stayed. Joel: I wish I had stayed too. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do. Clementine: Well I came back downstairs and you were gone! Joel: I walked out, I walked out the door! Clementine: Why? Joel: I don't know. I felt like a scared little kid, I was like... it was above my head, I don't know. Clementine: You were scared? Joel: Yeah. I thought you knew that about me. I ran back to the bonfire, trying to outrun my humiliation, I think. Clementine: Was it something I said? Joel: Yeah... you said "so go." With such disdain, you know? Clementine: Oh, I'm sorry. Joel: It's okay. [Walking Out] Clementine: Joely? What if you stayed this time? Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left. Clementine: Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one. [Joel comes back. Clementine walks down the stairs towards him] Clementine: Bye Joel. Joel: I love you. Clementine: Meet me... in Montauk...

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind 

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The art of losing

One Art

Elizabeth Bishop, 1911 - 1979

The art of losing isn’t hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster. Lose something every day. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn’t hard to master. Then practice losing farther, losing faster: places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel. None of these will bring disaster. I lost my mother’s watch. And look! my last, or next-to-last, of three loved houses went. The art of losing isn’t hard to master. I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent. I miss them, but it wasn’t a disaster. —Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture I love) I shan’t have lied. It’s evident the art of losing’s not too hard to master though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

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BARBARA You’re never coming back to me, are you, Bill? BILL Never say never, but… BARBARA But no. BILL But no. BARBARA Even if things don’t work out with you and Marsha. BILL Cindy. BARBARA Cindy. BILL Right. Even if things don’t work out. BARBARA And I’m never really going to understand why, am I? Bill struggles… seems he might have more to say, but then: BILL Probably not. Bill goes. She watches him leave. Fights back tears.

(August: OsageCounty)

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Lola! My friend in london

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On inspiration in the ugly City

February 2016

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‘why are you still alive?’ They asked

‘Because somewhere inside that room full of stories... there is a moment when the storyteller shares her story, tears fall down her face and instantly wash her smile away ... then something is magically and eternally transformed in her ... because of that moment I still find reason to stay alive’

#BuSSy

Reasons why we didn’t strangle ourselves in Cairo till now ....

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The things we don't talk about.

How many medication pills we take 2011 How we feel now how we felt back then The people who died The people who are in prison The future The future of the kids Politics Sisi The 18 days The people we got to know in the 18 days The blood The 18 days Tahrir square It's not a revolution The chants The tears The joy The opportunities abroad we gave up to stay in this country Our secret collective wish to die/to have died on the 28th of january 2011 The memory of so much blood The anxiety The panic attacks The clinical depression The therapy The pills The sleepless nights The helplessness The hopelessness The nothingness

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Don’t you start to harden in this hard time The all too hard will break The all too sharp will stab and break off fast… …Don’t you start to fear in this frightening time That’s what they’re aiming for”

Wolf Biermann

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I will pinch your ass and grab your boobs, and you can't talk about it: the BuSSy Monologues in Egypt

Every time someone goes on stage to share something that others label as taboo, they challenge the mental barriers of society, and pave the way for a place where openly talking about our issues is no longer considered a crime or a sin.

"I will pinch your ass and grab your boobs, and you can't talk about it"

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حكاية بصى

مايو  ٢٠٠٦ ... كنت ٢٠ سنة، بالصدفة لاقيت نفسى بحضر أول عرض لمشروع بصى فى غرفة صغيرة فى الجامعة الأمريكية …

بدأ العرض وفوجئت ببنات أدى وأكبر منى طالعين على المسرح يحكوا بمنتهى الشجاعة والصراحة تجارب شخصية … كل قصة كان فيها أجزاء من قصصى … وفى نص العرض لاقيت قصتى. "إيه ده! ده أنا! أنا حصلى كده! مدرس الدين اتحرش بيا أنا كمان!"، قلت كده فى سرى طبعا.

روحت يومها وكتبت قصتي لأول مرة فى حياتى،  وفى ٢٠٠٧ طلعت على المسرح وحكيتها … وما أفتكرش إنى مريت بأى تجربة تانية قويتى كده.

كل واحد فينا عنده طريقة للتعامل مع الواقع الأليم اللى بنعيشه، بصى وفرت لى ولبنات وسيدات ومؤخرا شباب ورجال كتير طريقة نقدر من خلالها نحكى تجارب رافض مجتمعنا إنه يواجهها أو يسمح لنا إننا نحكى عنها … تجارب أثرت فينا، سابت جروح كتير جوانا … لكن حكيها بيقوينا.

بصي هو مشروع فنى يهدف إلى تمكين السيدات والرجال المصريين، ونشر الوعى حول مشاكل النوع الإجتماعي من خلال الحكي المسرحي. بننظم ورش حكي لأفراد من خلفيات وأعمار مختلفة، وبندرب المشاركين على الحكى وبندعمهم ونشجعهم على حكى قصصهم الشخصية على المسرح. والهدف من ده إننا نحاول نعكس واقعنا اليومى من خلال تجاربنا الشخصية فى مساحة حرة بدون قيود رقابية.

من ٢٠٠٦ حكينا عن عن التحرش والإغتصاب، والتمييز، وجرائم الشرف، والزواج القهري، والختان، والأمومة، والعنف الأسرى، والاعتداء الجنسي على الأطفال، والإعتداء الجنسي الجماعي، وغيرها من الموضوعات اللى بيصنفها المجتمع كتابوهات ممنوع الكلام عنها.

بصى بدأت كمشروع جامعى بيعمل عرض سنوى، وفى ٢٠١٠ خرج المشروع من إطار الجامعة وبدأ يأسس نفسه كمشروع مستقل غير تابع لأى هيئة أو مؤسسة. وبدأنا نوثق قصص وننظم عروض كتيرة خلال السنة، وفى ٢٠١٢ عملنا عروض فى المترو والشارع. سافرنا جوا مصر وبرا مصر. وهدفنا حاليا إننا نلف محافظات مصر كلها.

ليه محتاجين دعم؟

من أول ما بدأنا اشتغلنا فى أى مكان وكل مكان (سواء ورش أو بروفات أو اجتماعات أو توثيق شهادات) … اشتغلنا فى كافيهات وفى بيوت أصحابنا وفى الشارع وعلى أسفلت حوش مدرسة وفوق السطوح وفى البدروم …

ولآن المشروع بيكبر وكم القصص اللى علينا توثيقها كل سنة بيزيد، استمرارية المشروع بدون مكان ثابت آمن أصبحت شبه مستحيلة.

محتاجين دعم عشان نخلق مكان لبصى نقدر من خلاله نشتغل ونكمل ونروح محافظات أكتر … مكان نعمل فيه ورش حكى، وبروفات عروض، وتوثيق لشهادات من خلال لقاءات فردية سرية … محتاجين مكان نقدر من خلاله نعمل أنشطة بتدير دخل ثابت للمشروع عشان نخرج برا عباءة انتظار المموليين.

محتاجين مكان بدل الشارع،

عشان بصى تكمل.

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I am going to die.

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Some heart breaking realizations ...