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waxing moons || minah & junho

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“i’ve been on maybe three dates, so i’d say you’re pretty fairly matched,” she admitted with a nod. the only dates that she had ever been on were the one’s that lead up to a failed marriage. minah had mostly shied away from conventional relationships since then to say the least. she had always opted for casual flings with the sincere promise of no strings attached, but with this new start in seoul the only question that rang in her head was why not?

it may be a bit naive to think, but she figured that putting herself out there a little bit wouldn’t be the worst. she enjoyed the gentleman across the table from her. he was handsome and polite, and the conversation and the company were all lining up well.

“well with a movie we don’t get to talk much, and i have to admit i’m enjoying the conversation a bit too much for that.” the vampire chuckled as she spoke freely. “with dinner we could learn a bit more about each other.” she suggested.

once again, caught off guard upon learning they were both fairly inexperienced in dating. though to a degree, it was a relief. pressure taken off his shoulders, without that looming expectation for something extravagant.

having just come out of a relationship himself, though, there was still a certain amount of unease. moving on was something he needed, and minah was the only person as of late that had managed to catch his eye, no less forced him into a throes of needing to get to know someone. for that, alone, he was grateful.

junho had ducked his own head, the notion of her enjoying their little back and forth was enough to draw slight colour to his cheeks. “dinner sounds nice,” spoken sheepishly, until he could gather himself once more, settle upon resting his eyes over her features. taking her in as he thought, “or we could spend the night at the beach? bring some stuff out with us, to eat or drink, i don’t mind. we’d be alone, that way.”

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. waxing moons #ft. minah

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waxing moons || minah & junho

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minah didn’t anticipate the question that next left his mouth. in fact it left her feeling a bit stunned. she paused for a second and a wide grin took her features. she felt flattered, and relieved. it was really nice to have her feelings in this moment matched. she now just felt nervous that she wouldn’t make a good first date. it had been a while since she had gone on one; it was safe to say she was a bit out of practice when it came to the world of dating.

minah felt a bit of guilt wash over her as junho quickly back tracked, suggesting that they could go straight to business. she hoped that her pause wasn’t what caused any insecurity. “oh, no, no. I’d enjoy going on a date very much.” she quickly answered with a pleased, pink-faced, grin.

She straightened back up in her seat as she tried to cooly compose herself. She didn’t want to necessarily come off too eager. “what kind of dates do you prefer to go on? you don’t seem to be the type of gentleman who would enjoy a simple movie.”

his avoidance of eye contact meant he hadn’t caught the grin that spread across her lips, instead focusing on the ring of condensation coming as a cost of the drink he’d had earlier. it was only when she’d chosen to speak up, his head snapped upwards. perhaps wasn’t expecting such a response to come from her, if his wide eyes were anything to go by. as much melted away as quickly as it had come, however, as his grin mimicked her own.

“you would?” if he was coming across enthusiastic, he’d neglected to realise, too caught up in the moment to pay any mind to anything else. only her, and her agreement to a proposal he wasn’t entirely sure of himself. all he knew was his feelings and wants.

“uhm...” a hum came, joined by the toying of the short hairs at the back of his neck, “i’ve actually never been on a date. not a proper one, at least,” he’d taken to explaining, which was the truth. always found himself stumped on the matter, thus went into relationships head first rather than taking baby steps, “i’d be down for a movie, though. or a candlelit dinner. anything you’re into, so long as i can spend time with you in the process.”

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. waxing moons #ft. minah

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waxing moons || minah & junho

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when junho had revealed that he was single minah smiled and nodded. it filled her with a bit of excitement that resembled the feeling when of a school girl talking to her crush. that’s what this felt like in a way. an innocent crush. the vampire wasn’t entirely sure what she would do with this new information. she was pleased to hear about this relationship status, and hoped that maybe if she gained enough courage she would make better use of the information. though, for now she was simply flattered.

minah chuckled and shook her head as she watched her painted nails tap her martini glass. eye contact felt a little more difficult when she felt a little more flustered. “no. i am also single.” she said simply. she sat up a bit and cleared her throat as she looked back up towards him. with the answer, she didn’t know where to take the conversation from there. maybe she was too timid.

when she had originally started the small talk she hadn’t expected it to go on for so long. she didn’t mind of course; it was far more self indulgent than she’d be willing to report back to the gang. she also worried that this may not be the direction that he had anticipated the conversation going as well. “so, should we start to talk about business, or would you prefer to keep conversation going?”

the grin that overcame his lips after learning they shared the same relationship status, was almost blinding. admittedly caught by surprise, half expecting her to have been humouring the notion of conversation with him, if only to make things less awkward going forward. after all, he truly wouldn’t have been caught off guard if she had told him that she was taken. would’ve understood as much, though now caught in the idea of excitement.

and perhaps it had become awkward after their announcements, with no real insight to what the future would hold. a stall in conversation. for a moment, junho panicked, was convinced that was it. they’d jump into business, as was intended, and forget about everything that came beforehand. perhaps that was the reason he was so eager to jump forward, fingers gripping the sides of his chair as he leaned into the table.

for a moment, he couldn’t help but think over what he was going to say. how he was going to word it. braced himself for either conclusion. “how... how would you feel about going on a date with me?” the weapons tech had asked quietly, loud enough to be heard over the distant sounds of conversation in the background. though his nerves were becoming obvious, “it’s totally cool if you don’t want to. we can just get straight to business if not,” and a shrug of the shoulders followed as he ducked his head, leaning back once more.

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. waxing moons #ft. minah

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minah let out a small laugh a he explained that he wouldn’t have the patience for teaching. “well i was mostly a teacher for younger children, so it was easier to get them to listen.” she explained with a smile. minah sat back in her chair a little more comfortably. “yeah, i do like what i do.” the vampire clarified. “it’s just different. it’s exhausting in different ways than i’m used to, but i can’t complain. that’s exactly what i wanted when i came back to seoul. i wanted something different than i was doing before.”

minah felt a wide smile curve her mouth. “oh, me teaching you is what you’re getting from it?” a small genuine laugh left her as she nodded her head. “okay. fair. i’ll teach you anything you wish to be taught, but… only if you’ll be my occasional handyman.” she proposed lightheartedly. “i’ve got an apartment filled with small things that could be fixed or worked on.” she tapped the glass with her fingers again before taking another drink. she was teasing, but she wouldn’t mind spending time with him, even if it was something as mundane as teaching him something new.

she let out a small breath through her grin almost as if to steady herself. the conversation was going quite well in her opinion. this felt like it was going in a good direction, and perhaps giving it a little nudge for the sake of clarification would help as well. “so. if you were to be my handyman or if i was a teacher for you would there be any problems with any jealous or worried significant others?” she looked up to him, attempting to keep a cool demeanor as she asked. this was a little bit more bold of her, but she was at a point where she wanted to have her expectations in check. if she needed to back up and reassess, she needed to know now. “if that’s not too much to ask, of course.”

“doesn’t sound easier. kids are just hellbound on eating glue,” followed promptly by the makings of a laugh, though he could admit that he found a newfound respect for the other. teaching in and of itself didn’t seem like the easiest of things, perhaps one of the most rewarding if one loved their job, though. he could understand where she was coming from, though. many a time he’d thought about dropping everything to pursue something vastly different, if only to find a new meaning.

junho couldn’t help but lean back as a burst of laughter overcame him, though. the notion of both of them exchanging what they were good at, simply for the sake of it, was amusing enough. two completely opposing services. “no, no, it’s a promise. i’ll bring my toolbox, and my study head.” the further he thought about the idea of the two spending more time together, though, in such a manner, he couldn’t complain. in fact, he’d more than welcome it, if only to give him an excuse to see her more often.

the question, however, had caught him off guard. hadn’t expected the conversation to delve into such a topic, despite him wishing exactly that. perhaps it was the confidence she held as those words passed from her lips, or the idea that he’d thought he’d made it clear that there was nobody else to worry about. even so, he’d straightened himself up, thumbs rolling against each other. “i’m single, so there’s nobody out there looking to cause trouble. don’t you worry your pretty head,” came his response, makings of a grin pulling at his own lips. junho went through the motions of clearing his throat, however, as he returned the question, “you’re not with anyone, right? i mean, i wouldn’t be surprised if you were. look at you,” and of course, he was rambling. yet another habit he was prone to, no matter how much he tried to shake it off.

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. waxing moons #ft. minah

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minah knew that at some point they would have to transition towards the actual business of their meeting, but for now she was happy letting this play out. she enjoyed the company junho was providing, and learning a bit more about him was fascinating to an extent. a small blushed smile curved her lips when he had mentioned making sure that today was a good day. she couldn’t quite tell the intention of the comment but it flattered her nonetheless. “you’re doing quite well i’d say.”

she found curiosity mulling over how exactly one is thrown into such a profession, but she knew that digging for some kind of answers was less than polite. “at least it’s something you can make use of in this way.” she nodded her head.

the vampire should have anticipated questions about her career choices but she still need to take a second to think of how to explain it. it wasn’t that she hated her job, by any means. it was something that was more out of her comfort zone from past careers. “it’s something different. i was a teacher for a few decades in the town i grew up in. which i enjoy, but i needed some change.” it felt strange actually talking about, but also pleasant. “so i figured i’d go a different direction. i moved back to seoul. i was learning computer programming anyways and it all kind of fell into place.” she admitted. she was a very organized and premeditated person, so living without much of a plan was a bit chaotic to her.

her hands tapped at the martini glass as she felt a little too self centered to carry on too much about herself. “you know, i doubt that this is the only thing you can do, but even if you think it is, there’s always time to learn something knew though, right?” she suggested with a shrug. “there’s plenty of time to learn new tricks.”

junho couldn’t help but soak it in, the notion of being the other’s highlight. and perhaps he didn’t want it to be business related. didn’t want that edge of seriousness to linger over the two. not now. after they’d gotten into the rhythm of getting to know each other, on a more personal note. almost dreading the moment it would progress into such a discussion, if only to hang onto the notion of delving deeper into her life. he wanted to ask something, as much was on the tip of his tongue, though his progressive nervous fidgeting was bringing light to the fact he hadn’t gathered the courage to do so just yet.

his head ducked at her comment, smiling to himself. “there is that. if you’re ever looking for a handyman, at least, you know where to look.”

fully grasped by her own story, however, almost refused to look away, as though he’d lose the sound of her voice if he’d dared to do so. and it was fascinating, learning more about her. hadn’t realised the depths she’d partaken in until now. and it only made him further realise the two knew next to nothing about each other. what he wouldn’t give to change that. “being a teacher sounds pretty neat. i don’t think i could ever have the patience to stand up in front of a bunch of people and teach them anything,” spoken with a hint of laughter behind his voice, to which he shook off, “do you enjoy what you do now, at least?”

eyes dropped to her fingers against the glass she cradled, deep in thought. he could take up the opportunity to learn something new, he had nothing else to lose after all, “i’m taking that as an offer of you teaching me things. you can’t take it back now.” perhaps the widest grin he’d worn in a long time, had taken its place upon his lips at that. a joke, for the most part, though he certainly wouldn’t turn down the chance to spend more time with the other.

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. waxing moons #ft. minah

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“ah, i see.” she nodded her head. she listened intently and felt a bit fascinated. she didn’t have the slightest bit of knowledge of cars so it was interesting to her to find people who did take interest in them. she wished he would continue, truth be told she could happily watch his lips tell stories all night long.

when he had asked her the same minah shrugged one of her shoulders. “for me it’s been okay. a little uneventful actually. i mostly kind of listen to people it feels… as well as taking on any other little miscellaneous tasks i can take on.” sometimes she wished that she was in a role that gave her a greater sense of purpose, but that was a little much to dish out so quickly. that seemed a bit heavy, and to minah, this wasn’t about her. who knows. maybe she was just in a rut. “this has been the most eventful thing i’ve done today,” the vampire chuckled.

she paused and smiled at the wait staff that sat the drink in front of her. she muttered a thank you before bringing the glass to her lips for a sip. “so,” minah sat the glass back down. “you’re a weapon’s tech and you were fixing up stuff on your car… i’m assuming that means you like fixing and building things? or is it something that you happened to fall into?”

it was strange, junho had never paid much thought into the operations of the higher roles of gangs, mainly just delved into his own work; kept to himself. hearing the other talk about her own set of tasks, though--or rather, lack of them, drew a slight furrow to his brow. still, a softened response, given he couldn’t draw his eyes away from her lips.

“oh?” junho questioned, hint of a smirk resting on the corner of his lips. he’d come to lean forward, arms resting on the tabletop, fingers tapping. “i’ll have to make sure this is enough to make it a good day, then, right?” it could have been suggestive, or simply playful. had chosen to leave that up to minah to decide, though once more refrained from hiding the way his eyes skimmed over everything she did, from the smallest of details.

with her questioning, the weapons tech sat back once more, head tilted with deliberation over how he’d answer. the truth of it was too deep to discuss with someone who qualified too close to be a stranger, though he didn’t want to make himself out to be a liar, neither. “it wasn’t my choice, i kind of got thrown into it. but, it’s the only thing i can do that would allow me to make a living, so i’m just rolling with the punches,” it was vague enough to leave deeper explanation open for a later date. “how does one find themselves becoming an adviser, anyway? anything specific, or was it just an absent calling?”

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junho was polite as ever as he stood to greet her as entered. he was handsome and it left her feeling a bit jittery; nervous. minah smiled and nodded her head “oh, um, yes. a drink does sound quite nice.” she smiled as someone from wait staff seemed walked over to take her order “oh, I’ll just have a martini, please. thank you.” Not necessarily her favorite drink, but it was simple and enjoyable.

she relaxed into her seat but not too much. she made sure to keep a relaxed but proper position as she rested her hands in her lap. she kept them out of sight so he wouldn’t see any of her needless fidgeting.

this was a point where she could start to talk about business, but she wasn’t sure she wanted to just yet. “have you had a nice evening so far?” a sweet smile kept the corners of her lips upright. it seemed a bit silly to ask given their purpose of meeting, but she felt a little compelled to get a little insight of his life. she new little to nothing about the man across from her. tonight perhaps she’d be confident enough to change that.

and he didn’t hide the fact that he was consumed by her, if his lack of attention to the wait staff was any indication. startled to look once they’d cleared their throat to garner it, only to mutter out a sheepish “i’m good, thank you,” in response, apologetic smile in its wake. perhaps he was making himself too obvious, didn’t know how else to compose himself other than to lose himself.

as much became even more obvious when she’d asked such an off-topic question, only to be met with the bubbling of laughter from the sin demon. it was unexpected, the male otherwise expecting the duo to delve straight into business, into the reason they were meeting. proven wrong, though he couldn’t deny that he preferred this direction.

“it’s been okay. i’ve spent the majority of the day tuning my car, fixing it up. neugdaedeul seem to think i’m a runner, lately, so it’s been through better days. what about you?” asked with genuine curiosity, in an attempt to get to know her. his hand dipped underneath the table to toy with the frayed fabric of the rips in his jeans, to take his mind off of how nervous he was. had settled down since they’d come to meet, but it hadn’t toned down the anticipation of wanting to know more about the adviser. call it external liquid courage, but he’d look for any reason to allow him to spend more time with her.

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. waxing moons #ft. minah

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minah had her coat wrapped tightly around her waist as she made her way down the street. while the chilled january winds were a bit of a bother, she was happy to be out tonight. despite it being for gang business, she found herself quite excited for this meeting. it was a meeting that she had been appointed to a few times now. geomeun son didn’t have many connections to the purchase of weapons, which is where these meetings with neugdaedeul had come into play.

she paused a couple buildings before her stop and looked over herself in the blacked out windows of an abandoned shop. it wasn’t the best mirror but it’d do for a quick touch up. it only took her a moment comb through her hair with her fingers and dab on some lip gloss. she had tried to convince herself this was strictly business, but she was starting to see that maybe she did fancy the weapons tech. maybe she did want to leave a good impression.

the adviser stepped into the quiet private bar and guided herself towards the back table with a familiar face. she gave a smile to the gentleman that she was meeting, “good evening.” she quietly cleared her throat and took a seat in the space across from him. “i hope i didn’t keep you waiting too terribly long.”

perhaps he’d arrived too early in his excitement, not too early where he’d find himself on the borderline of desperation, but early enough to familiarise himself with the spot they’d agreed to. now sitting here in nervous anticipation, leg bouncing up and down, and hair slightly mussed through his consistency of running fingers through the strands. he’d made the effort today, after all, to make himself more than presentable.

in his own little world when the adviser had walked through the door, hadn’t truly noticed her until she came close to the table he’d situated himself at. immediately stood in wake of as much, if only to catch a better glance of the girl. perhaps it was a mistake, left him without words. he’d continue to deny as much for his own sanity, but the real reason for his boost of excitement was simply because of her. had feelings for her he’d never thought he’d have.

“don’t be silly. i’ve barely waited myself,” the empty glass that sat before him suggested otherwise, hoped she wouldn’t pick up on such a minuscule thing. once more taking his seat when she had, fingers tapped against the tabletop, once again partaking in nervous habits he’d wished he’d grown out of by now. “did you want a drink or something? before we get started?”

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it’s always a dangerous line to play at when it comes to what anyone can and can’t do. hyojin of all people knows that yet, she never stops herself. she’s lived far too many lives, with far too many people to let things in her personal life affect her nowadays. it was when it came to others she could lose her mind within seconds. it’s just how she functioned, and she doesn’t know what mates junho think she would back out so easily.

she watches him, eyes closing and opening slowly, head tilted to the side as he brings the glass to her lips. she can’t help but look away, some far away corner in the room, as if she was ignoring him. the crossroad demon shrugs, at his question, taking a big sip from the whiskey in her hand, letting her head fall back as she enjoys the way it burns.

“dunno hun, have you ever played that game with me?“ hyojin asks back, looking at him as she feels his head on her arm. so she moves in such a way that her fingers could run through his locks, ever so tempted to pull on it. however, she had more in her than that. however, her attention is back on the sin demon.

she raises a brow at him, head tipped to the side, fringe covering her eyes from the lack of time she had to go get them cut, but there is a glint in her eyes, as if she was daring him to try. she has to bite down on her bottom lip to try and stop herself from grinning.

“ah, really? you think you’re power’s are gonna work on me? please, that’s cute.“ the female almost purrs. her fingers then twist in junho’s hair enough for it to hurt before letting go, hand running though his hair just like it was a second ago. hyojin even smiles at him, innocent as she can be, as if nothing ever happened, and she brings the glass to her lips again, taking yet another sip.

it was almost a comfort, knowing the silence wasn’t awkward, but rather appreciated. and perhaps he appreciated her knowing she wasn’t going to push for answers to questions he didn’t know how to provide. why was he here? and what did he look at getting out of the alcohol he pushed into his system time and time again? simply looked for an outlet, to a situation he’d never dealt with before.

“you know i haven’t. you’d know it if i had.” it was simple enough. he wasn’t the most powerful sin demon yet, didn’t know how to control his powers, thus simply didn’t use them just yet. but a sin demon of pride? he knew how to use that sin to his advantage, was moulded from it, and died to it in the process.

the motion of her fingers in his hair was an odd comfort, though. brought upon him a sense of belonging, in a space he didn’t belong. and for a moment, his eyes closed, all the weight on his shoulders slowly disappearing in time with each shallow breath he’d begun to release. vulnerable, and perhaps it was the alcohol talking, but he couldn’t help but relax in that moment.

though the grin that pressed against his lips was one that told a tale of the lengths he’d go to, to ultimately get what he desired. knew how to play the game, and played it well. jaw clenched under the force she’d applied to his hair--it was a dull pain, one that he welcomed, perhaps enjoyed it far too much. the younger brought his glass to his lips, to consume the last of the liquid that sat at the bottom, before he’d lean over to dispose of the container onto the table in front of him.

only then did he shift himself closer, nestled himself in the crook of the crossroad demon’s neck, breaths dancing against her skin. “i reckon i don’t need to use my powers to get through to you.” and it was with that, his lips replaced breath, gentle at first, if only to test the waters, as unstable as they were. though increased the pressure gradually, moved them up to her jaw where teeth began to nip at skin.

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the fact that it had come to such a time that she was a co-leader, of a pack of wolves would always amaze hyojin. she had been here from the start and there were very few people who could say the same, maybe nowadays, no one could even say that but her. with that, it came questions and lots of insecurities on her side. she had always been an emotional one under stress, some had seen it more than others. junhoe maybe had seen a bit too much of it lately to keep his distance.

it wasn’t anything new, they were back at the crossroad demon’s cozy apartment, downing a bottle of whiskey. they’ve lost the count, hyojin never bothered with how many they drink. it was the only thing she could taste normally. it was the only think she knew how it tasted like, and that was alcohol. she was a wine lady, she never hid that, but her recent time spend around the newly turned demon had her open up to whiskey. they are both on her couch, and she’s taken a seat on her armrest, legs crossed in front of her and a nearly empty glass in her hand.

“you seem to be around me a lot lately, hmm?” she teases junho, grinning widely at him, ignoring how her cheeks burned from the alcohol. they had been spending more and more time around each other and hyojin had began to speculate it was because he was either worried about her mental health or he just wanted some free alcohol and get babied or he wanted to get in her pants. so with those thoughts in mind, she raises her free hand to him, index finger waving in junho’s direction.

“don’t try you weird sin demon magic on me, kid. i’m warning you.“

it was odd for the demon, to spend so much time around another without the gain of primal needs. but perhaps it was due to the notion that they were a family, of sorts. a twisted one at that, but still a family, that stuck together through thick of thin. and as much as he worried over her state of mind, he was mindful of his own, too. a hard break up had recently been suffered through. and though the demon wore a brave face in light of responsibility, he could often feel himself breaking at the seams whenever he was left to his own dread thoughts.

thus found him here, yet again, in the crossroad demon’s apartment, lips stinging under the burn of whiskey as it ran warm down his throat. a nice burn, he’d admit.

he lounged back against the couch, glass cradled in his hands, head tilted all the way back as he allowed the remnants of alcohol dance along his tongue. it’d be stupid to deny the fact that he was passing beyond the state of tipsiness. he couldn’t deny it, always wound down under the influence. couldn’t control himself, nor that brave face he always managed to maintain. that air of carelessness.

though he could admit that he enjoyed the company. a couple of lost souls, stressed, coming together under the same outlet. she didn’t judge him for the things he partook in. didn’t refuse his wills and wishes under the suggestions to open yet another bottle, as he watched her pour another glass for him. thankful, almost, that she indulged him in such a way without questioning why he needed it so much.

it was under her warning that he finally straightened up, though. hint of a smirk toying at his lips, and a chuckle soon to follow.

“as if i would. have i ever played that game with you before, babe?”

he’d question, shuffling himself closer to his leader, head shifting itself to drop against her arm.

“i bet you’d love it if i used my powers anyway, right? it’d give you an excuse to get feisty with me, then.”

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ie. it's a lifestyle #ie. hyojin

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#➤ m e m e ┊ ❛ rapping on my chamber door. ❜

songjunhoe

𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕤𝕖 / 𝖋𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉! ﹁ jaesun

songjunhoe

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“okay.” fingers peel the covers away from his face, knowing the smack would cover the redness of his skin, would disguise the true source of his slowly swelling eyes. “well, unless you want to go to a courthouse today and get married, i think we should leave the planning for a better hour. maybe not right now, when we’ve just woken up, and where i’m clearly spilling nonsense.” pushing forth, jaesun nuzzles his face into the crevice of the other’s neck, tucks himself in again — not hiding, this time, but simply seeking out familiar warmth. “i want to just stay here, today. all day. i just want to stay with you. we can order in, we can watch junk movies, whatever. i don’t want to go outside and see anyone else. not today.” body shimmies slightly to further loosen sheets from around her, now feeling suddenly suffocated. like a ton of bricks tossed over him; the burden of needing to hide his emotions, and yet also to unveil them. bit by bit, and very slowly. a gradual process. “let’s try and rearrange the living room today.” random thoughts blurted out to distort thoughtful silences. yet, thoughts always hop onto yet another track. once more, and again. time and time again. “you need a ring.” almost a hum, hardly audible words. “it’s time to go ring shopping, properly, before we get married. i don’t want to be reading my vowels, and then trying to shove a ring that’s too small for you onto your finger. embarrassing.”

perhaps his own ignorance was bliss, to promise and agree upon notions neither understood. to rid themselves of gang life in its entirety, would be the equivalent of culture shock. to abandon a lifestyle so suddenly, to trace steps in a bid to attempt normal life. it simply wouldn’t work, for either of them. lives, habits, skills, thoughts--all forged upon a common threat, not easily escaped, nor possible under rules and regulations that befitted deserting. but living in such a facade, of working towards the possible goal of them escaping, was enough to keep junho content. content with what they were doing, words they’d spill around intent to love. it was all enough for him, to settle tired mind adrift from responsibilities that had become second nature. and perhaps that’s why junho was so carefree in that moment. built up by the understanding that someday, they may possibly be able to consume themselves within each other, entirely, without the looming shadow of danger lurking so eagerly behind them. already been caught in its snare more times than thought natural. perhaps led him to holding on tighter. arms securing their grip.

eyes had slipped closed entirely at that. through the gentle shifting, and the reassurances that his heart held too earnestly. as if wrapped under zen, too much so, to extent of not paying mind to bumping fingers against skin. any other day, he might have teased the elder. might have played along to hear tinkling laugh. but today was different. different, because it was a milestone. something fought towards against all odds. against everything that befitted their kind. and for that, he couldn’t find it within himself to tease, or playfully disrespect. could only revel in this sense of serenity, if only for a moment longer. if only to soak in the other’s presence as much as he could, before their double lives would call for their attention. render them unable to drift off into their own little worlds together. and muttered exchange of something as simple as ‘i love you’s’ were more than enough to placate him. enough to draw a faint flush to his cheeks. a constant, no matter how many times he’d heard the wolf mutter those same words to him. they’d always strike him just right.

eyebrows had furrowed, though, through the sound of muffled slaps against skin. half confused over sound, and the unknown. tempted to question as much, if it weren’t for the sudden reappearance of his other half. “you think i’d marry you spur of the moment? nuh-uh. we’re going all out. if we’re not exchanging vows while skydiving, i won’t be impressed.” and despite jokes and well placed words, his own had very easily escaped him, through words sweeter than sweet. a promise of togetherness, unbridled. the only thing he’d ever want. “you’re adorable. like, super adorable. you’re making my heart hurt. i’m surprised the sound of it isn’t annoying you.” slender fingers curled themselves between strands of hair, tips soft in their pursuit to massage scalp. “i couldn’t think of anything better than staying here all day with you, though. sounds perfect.” it was the rapid succession of topic changes that drew laughter from the younger, though. enough to have him holding on just a little tighter, carefree in delivery. “why are we rearranging the living room, huh?” lips pressed to head, then. couldn’t hold back the onslaught of affection dished out, as though he’d been starved of it. “please. that’d be hilarious. and it’d give me fuel to hold over your head for the rest of our lives. say the word, though, and we’ll go ring shopping.”

#➤ t h r e a d ┊ ❛ it can’t rain all the time. ❜#ft. jaesun #ie. lighthouse found

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