There’s actually this rad place over in Forest Hills. I can’t quite afford it yet, but I’m close. And that is on a coach’s salary. Don’t forget sex ed teacher.
STEVE HARRINGTON
2.01: MADMAX | 5.08: The Rightside Up
↳ summary: three weeks ago, steve harrington left y/n’s life without saying goodbye. fifty five minutes until new years, and maybe it’s insane to think he will show up.
↳ warnings: angst, pure love.
↳ notes: happy new years! more of a comfort fic ngl
word count: 5k
It was eleven o'clock on New Year's Eve, and the world smelled like burnt marinade, pine needles, and the metallic tang of snow that hadn't quite fallen yet.
Y/N stood by the sliding glass door, wrapped in a coat that felt two sizes too big now. She was watching her father flip burgers on the grill, laughing at something Robin's dad had said. It was a picture of normalcy. It was a scene from a life she felt she had lost the rights to.
"It's weird, right?" Robin's voice sliced through the cold. She was standing next to Y/N, clutching a plastic cup of warm cider like a lifeline. "The concept of time? We arbitrarily decided that in exactly fifty-nine minutes, everything resets. Like, poof, new year, new trauma. Or, hopefully, less trauma. Statistically speaking, we're due for a boring year. I've done the math. The probability of an apocalypse happening four years in a row has to be infinitesimal."
Y/N took a sip of her own drink. "Robin, breathe."
"I am breathing. I'm breathing exclusively to keep my body temperature up because it is freezing and my mom insisted we do a 'winter barbecue' because she read it in Better Homes & Gardens," Robin rambled, her breath pluming in the air. She bumped Y/N's shoulder gently. "You okay? You're doing the staring thing again. The 'thousand-yard stare into the void' thing."
"I'm fine," Y/N lied. The word felt brittle in her mouth.
She wasn't fine. She hadn't been fucking fine for months.
It had started slowly, insidious and quiet, like mold blooming behind wallpaper. At first, it was just the headaches, a dull, rhythmic throb at the base of her skull that synced with her heartbeat. Very annoying. She had blamed it on the fluorescent lights at the Hawkins Post, where she worked as a junior editor. Then came the nosebleeds, sudden and hot, ruining her white blouses in the middle of meetings.
But it was the sleep that destroyed her...
For weeks, sleep had become a battlefield. It wasn't just nightmares; it was a dismantling of her psyche. She would close her eyes and smell rotting pumpkins. She would hear the wet, slick sound of something moving in the walls. And in the center of it all was the guilt, the job offer.
California. The letter had been sitting in her desk drawer for a month, burning a hole through the wood. A senior position at the San Francisco Chronicle. It was absolutely everything she wanted. It was escape from Hawkins.
And Vecna had used it. He had twisted her ambition into a noose. He whispered to her in the dark, telling her she was selfish, that she was abandoning the people who saved her, that she was leaving Steve behind to rot in a dead-end town while she chased sunshine. The guilt had fed the curse until Y/N was a walking corpse—pale, trembling, seeing grandfather clocks in every corner of the newsroom.
She had only broken free by screaming the truth. By telling them. By shattering the secret.
And everyone had smiled. Everyone had hugged her.
Everyone except him.
"He's not coming, is he?" Y/N asked, her voice barely audible over the hiss of the grill.
Robin stopped rambling. She looked down at her boots, kicking at a patch of frozen grass. "I... I don't know, Y/N. I called him again an hour ago. It went straight to the machine. Again."
"It's been twenty-one days," Y/N whispered. She didn't need to look at a calendar. She felt every single one of those days like a physical bruise.
"I know," Robin sighed, frustrated. "Look, he's... he's spiraling. You know how he gets. He got fired from the video store—which is insane, by the way, Keith is a tyrant—and Henderson has been avoiding him because they got into that huge fight about Eddie, and now... with you leaving..."
"I didn't leave yet," Y/N cut in sharply. "I said I was considering it. And instead of talking to me, he vanished."
She looked at the empty driveway. Three weeks.
He had missed their goddamn anniversary. December 12th. Three goddamn years. She had sat in her living room, dressed in Steve's favorite blue sweater, waiting for the phone to ring. Waiting for the BMW to pull up. She had waited until the sun came up the next morning, and the silence that filled the room was heavier than any monster from the Upside Down.
"He thinks you dumped him," Robin said softly, a pained grimace on her face. "Or... he thinks he's dumping you preemptively so you don't have to do it. It's the good ol' King Steve defense mechanism. Reject the rejection before it kills you."
"It's cowardly," Y/N spat, though her eyes burned with hot tears. "It's cruel. I almost died, Robin. I had that... thing in my head. And when I finally get it out, the person I wanted to hold me the most decides to play invisible man."
"He's an idiot," Robin agreed, shivering in her coat. "He is a capital-D Dingus. But... I think he's scared. He feels like he's losing everything. His job, his kids, his status... and you. You were the last steady thing he had."
Y/N wrapped her arms tighter around herself. The cold was seeping into her bones, but it wasn't the winter air. It was the absolute, crushing certainty that she was entering a new year alone. Not even alone, she doesn't care about that. But without him.
"Well," Y/N murmured, staring at the dark treeline of the woods bordering her backyard. "If he doesn't show up tonight... I'm taking the job. I'm accepting it tomorrow morning."
Robin's eyes went wide. "Y/N—"
"I mean it," Y/N said, her voice trembling but firm. "I can't stay here for a ghost. I already fought one ghost this year. I won't let another one haunt me."
"He loves you," Robin insisted, but her voice lacked its usual conviction. She sounded worried. She sounded like someone who hadn't heard from her best friend in three weeks either.
"Then he has fifty-five minutes to prove it," Y/N said.
She turned away from the grill, away from the families laughing and eating, and stared at the digital watch on her wrist. The numbers blinked relentlessly.
11:05 PM.
It was a ridiculous thought, really. A cinematic delusion born from too many rom-coms and not enough REM sleep.
Y/N sat at the long dining table, staring down at a heap of potato salad that looked increasingly like grey sludge. The mayonnaise had formed a slight, translucent film on top, and the sight of it made her stomach turn over. Why would he come? Steve Harrington didn't do grand gestures anymore. He didn't drive across town in a blizzard to salvage things. Not anymore.
He was probably in Connecticut. Y/N knew his parents dragged him there for the holidays sometimes, to some sprawling, drafty estate with heated floors and crazy aunts who drank too much sherry and asked him why he wasn't a stockbroker yet. Or maybe he was at a massive blowout in Loch Nora, surrounded by absolute babes who didn't have Vecna's rot inside their heads, girls whose biggest problem was a run in their pantyhose, not the lingering psychological terror of a grandfather clock chiming in their worst nightmares.
He was probably flirting, laughing, holding a red cup, the memory of Y/N already fading like a polaroid left in the sun.
"This brisket is fantastic, Jim," Mr. Buckley, Robin's dad, said around a mouthful of food, oblivious to the tension radiating off the girl sitting next to his daughter. He wiped grease from his chin with a festive napkin. "Really. You outdid yourself. Is that hickory?"
"Secret is the brown sugar," Y/N's dad beamed, pouring more wine into everyone's glasses, the red liquid glugging loudly. "And a little bit of bourbon. Gives it a kick."
Robin sat next to Y/N, her leg bouncing nervously under the table like a jackhammer. She kept shooting Y/N side-glances, silently checking for cracks in the porcelain, trying to telepathically apologize for the existence of this dinner.
"So," Mr. Buckley said, leaning back and looking around the table. He swirled his wine, his eyes wandering aimlessly before landing, with terrifying innocence, on Y/N. "Speaking of bourbon and bad decisions... where is that boyfriend of yours? The Harrington kid?"
The air left the room instantly.
Y/N's hand froze halfway to her mouth. The fork trembled.
"Keith," Mrs. Buckley hissed softly, kicking her husband under the table.
"What?" Mr. Buckley blinked, looking around. "I just expected to see the famous hair tonight. Usually, you can't pry those two apart with a crowbar on New Year's. Is he running late?"
Robin choked on her water, slamming the glass down. "Dad, stop. He's—he's busy. With... charity. Orphan... things."
"He's not coming, Keith," Y/N's mother interrupted.
She didn't look up from cutting her brisket. Her knife scraped against the porcelain plate with a sound that set Y/N's teeth on edge. Her tone was brisk, practical, the same tone she used to discuss tax returns or dry cleaning.
"Steve and Y/N aren't together anymore."
Y/N felt her heart stop.
"Oh," Mr. Buckley blinked, looking genuinely awkward. "Oh. I didn't know. I'm sorry, kiddo."
"It's for the best, really," Y/N's mother continued, oblivious—or perhaps indifferent—to the way Y/N's knuckles had turned white around her utensil. She took a delicate sip of wine. "With Y/N moving to San Francisco, long distance never works. It's a mercy killing, if you ask me."
"Mom," Y/N whispered, the word scraping her throat.
"What?" Her mother looked up, finally seeing Y/N's face. She sighed, a sound of maternal exasperation. "Oh, honey, don't look like that. Be realistic. You have this big new job! You have a whole new life waiting on the coast. You don't need to be tethered to Hawkins by a boy who can't even hold down a job at a video store."
"He was a good kid," Y/N's dad muttered into his wine, looking uncomfortable. "I liked him."
"We all liked him, Jim," Y/N's mother conceded, waving her fork. "But let's be honest. We all thought they'd get married eventually just by momentum. High school sweethearts, the whole cliché. But three years is a long time to invest in something that doesn't have a future. Better he broke it off now than dragged it out."
Broke it off.
Married.
The words hung in the air, toxic and heavy.
The mention of marriage felt like a physical blow. Y/N stared at the centerpiece, a candle flickering in a wreath of pine. She thought of the ring she had found in Steve's drawer six months ago, the one he thought she hadn't seen. She thought of the way he used to look at her when she fell asleep on the couch, like she was something holy.
And now, according to her mother, it was just a failed investment. A waste of time. A "mercy killing."
"I... I have to go," Y/N choked out.
She stood up so fast her chair scraped violently against the hardwood floor, toppling backward with a loud crash.
"Y/N?" Robin grabbed her wrist. "Wait—"
"I can't," Y/N gasped. The walls were closing in. The smell of the brisket was making her nauseous. The sound of her mother's voice was worse than the ticking of the clock. "I need air."
She ripped her arm from Robin's grip. She turned and sprinted out of the dining room, her vision blurring at the edges. She felt like she was back in the trance, back in the red smoke of her mind, running from something she couldn't see.
She fumbled with the lock on the front door, her fingers shaking so badly she could barely turn the latch. Finally, it clicked.
She burst out onto the front porch and slammed the door behind her, cutting off the warmth, the smell of food, and the sound of her life being dissected.
The cold was merciless. It bit at her exposed skin, instant and sharp, but she didn't care.
Y/N stumbled down the porch steps, her legs giving out on the bottom stair. She collapsed onto the concrete, pulling her knees to her chest, rocking back and forth.
The dam broke.
It wasn't a pretty cry. It was violent. It was the kind of sobbing that racks your entire body, where you can't catch your breath, where it feels like your ribs are trying to crack open to let the grief out. She buried her face in her hands, gasping for air, letting out three weeks of silence, three years of love, and months of terror.
She cried because she was leaving. She cried because she was alive when she almost wasn't. But mostly, she cried because her mother was right.
He wasn't coming. It was 11:45 PM on New Year's Eve, and she was sitting alone on a freezing porch step, sobbing into her hands, and Steve Harrington was gone.
The tears were freezing on her cheeks, turning into icy tracks that burned her skin.
Y/N sat huddled on the concrete steps, her body shaking so violently that her teeth chattered, a rhythmic, skeletal sound in the quiet night. She tried to stop. She tried to suck in a breath that didn't stutter in her chest, but the grief was a physical weight, pressing the air out of her lungs like a heavy boot.
Stop it, she told herself, digging her fingernails into her palms until she felt crescent-shaped stings. Stop crying. You have to stop. You know what happens when you get like this.
But she couldn't. The dam had broken, and she was drowning. She was drowning in three weeks of silence, three years of memories, and the crushing weight of a future she didn't want.
Then, the feeling changed.
It shifted from sorrow to something sharper. Something colder. Something wrong.
A sudden, piercing throb struck the base of her skull, not a headache, but a warning. It felt like a needle being pushed slowly, deliberately, into the soft tissue of her brain.
Y/N gasped, her hands flying to her head, gripping her hair at the roots.
The wind seemed to stop. The rustling of the bare trees in the yard ceased instantly, replaced by a heavy, unnatural silence. The air pressure dropped, popping her ears. The darkness at the edge of the driveway seemed to thicken, curling inward like smoke, blotting out the streetlights one by one.
No.
Panic, icy and primal, flooded her veins, chasing away the cold of the winter night and replacing it with the deep, rot-scented chill of the Upside Down.
No, no, no. Not now. Not tonight.
She knew the rules. She knew how He worked. Vecna didn't come for the happy. He came for the broken. He came for the bleeding hearts and the guilty minds. And right now, sobbing on her porch in the dark, wishing she could disappear, Y/N was a beacon.
I'm doing it, she thought, terror seizing her throat, choking her. I'm calling him. I'm letting him in.
Tick.
The sound was faint, wet, like a clock gear grinding through mud.
Tock.
Y/N squeezed her eyes shut, pressing the heels of her hands into her eye sockets until she saw stars.
Go away, she pleaded mentally, her heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs that felt like a bird trying to break a cage. I'm happy. I'm fine. I'm taking the job. I'm moving to California. I'm happy. Please, I'm happy.
She felt a tickle under her nose. A warm, wet sensation that slid over her lip. She wiped it with a trembling hand and pulled it away. Even in the dark, she knew what it was. Metallic. Sticky.
She curled into a ball, burying her face in her knees, waiting for the red smoke. Waiting for the voice to rasp her name. Waiting for the bones to snap.
CRUNCH.
A sound broke the silence.
It wasn't a clock. It wasn't wet. It was heavy. Physical. Real.
Footsteps. Running. Slapping hard against the pavement and then the snow-crusted grass. Not the slow, predatory walk of a monster, but the frantic, clumsy sprint of something desperate.
Heavy breathing. Ragged, wheezing gasps for air that sounded like a bellows working very overtime.
Y/N flinched, bracing herself for the monster, for the demobats, for anything. She squeezed her eyes tighter.
"Y/N!"
The voice wasn't deep. It wasn't distorted. It was breathless, high-pitched with panic, and beautifully, undeniably human.
Y/N's head snapped up.
She blinked, her vision blurry with tears and terror, expecting to see a rotting corpse.
Instead, she saw a disaster.
Steve Harrington was standing at the bottom of the porch steps.
He looked like he had run through a war zone. His hair was a mess, windblown and sticking to his forehead with sweat despite the freezing temperature. His face was flushed a deep, alarming crimson, and his chest was heaving so violently his polo shirt was clinging to his skin.
He was missing a shoe. He was standing in the snow in one white Reebok and one soaking wet sock.
In his left arm, he was clutching a bouquet of red roses so massive it was practically swallowing his head. It had to be three dozen flowers, the stems haphazardly wrapped in crinkling plastic that was fogging up from his body heat. Petals were trailing behind him on the driveway like breadcrumbs out of a fairytale.
Tucked precariously under his right elbow, threatening to slip at any moment, was a giant, heart-shaped box of chocolates, the cheap kind you buy at a gas station in a panic, currently being crushed against his ribs.
And in his right hand, gripped white-knuckled and shaking, was a small, rectangular box.
It was wrapped sloppily. The tape was uneven, bunched up at the corners. But the paper...
Y/N stared at the wrapping paper through her tear-blurred vision. It wasn't Christmas paper. It wasn't birthday paper. It was covered in little cartoon dogs. Tiny, long-bodied, floppy-eared dachshunds wearing Santa hats. Her favorite.
Steve didn't speak. He couldn't. He was bent over slightly, hands on his knees (or as close as he could get with the armful of stuff), wheezing, gasping for air like a man who had just run a marathon. He looked up at her, his eyes wide, wild, and terrified.
He took in her face, the tears, the terror, the streak of dark blood under her nose.
He stood there, one shoe in the snow, clutching the ridiculous bounty of apologies he had clearly raided a convenience store for, and stared at her with a desperation that sucked the air out of the yard. He didn't crack a joke. He didn't smile. He looked like he was about to cry himself.
"Steve?"
The name tore out of Y/N's throat, ragged and wet. She stared at him, blinking rapidly, trying to reconcile the terrifying hallucination of the clock with the messy, panting reality of the boy standing in front of her.
"What..." She wiped the blood from her lip with the back of her hand, her voice trembling uncontrollably. "What are you doing here?"
Steve didn't answer. Not at first.
The fight seemed to drain out of him all at once. His shoulders slumped, the adrenaline crash hitting him visibly. He stepped carefully over a patch of ice, walked up the two concrete steps, and simply sat down next to her.
He didn't care about the snow soaking into his jeans. He didn't care about the cold biting at his exposed ankle. He placed the crushed box of chocolates and the massive, crinkling bouquet of roses on the step between them, building a wall of red petals and cardboard.
He stared straight ahead at the darkness of the yard, his chest still heaving, his hands resting limply on his knees.
"I'm not in Connecticut," Steve said. His voice was flat, devoid of the usual charm, stripped down to something raw and hollow. "My parents left this morning. They took the BMW. They took the luggage. They're eating roast duck in a dining room in Hartford right now."
He swallowed hard, the sound audible in the quiet night.
"I didn't go. I told them I was sick." He laughed, a short, humorless sound that puffed out in a white cloud. "I didn't eat dinner, Y/N. I haven't eaten all day. I was just... lying on my bed. Staring at the ceiling. Counting the cracks in the plaster."
Y/N watched him, her heart aching in a confusing, jagged rhythm. She hugged her knees tighter.
"I was just going to stay there," Steve continued, his words spilling out faster now, as if he couldn't stop them. "I was going to lay there and wait for the ball to drop and just... cry. I was going to cry about how I ruined the only good thing I've ever had."
He finally turned his head. He looked at her. He saw the tear tracks freezing on her cheeks. He saw the smear of blood under her nose, the undeniable sign of the curse he knew she carried.
His face crumpled. It was a look of pure, unadulterated self-hatred.
"I'm a goddamn asshole," Steve whispered, the words shaking. "I'm not just a bad boyfriend, Y/N. I suck. I know what you're going through. I know what the silence does to you. I know that thing in your head feeds on isolation. It feeds on you feeling unloved."
He reached out, his hand hovering near her knee but not daring to touch her, as if he felt he hadn't earned the right.
"I left you alone with it," he choked out. "For twenty-one days. I let you think I didn't care. I let you sit in the dark, scared out of your mind, thinking I had abandoned you. I could have killed you. If something had happened... if He had taken you..."
Steve squeezed his eyes shut, shaking his head violently. "I would never forgive myself. There is no version of this where I forgive myself. I promised to keep you safe. That was the one thing I was supposed to be good at."
The wind picked up, rustling the plastic wrap of the roses.
"I don't expect you to fix this," Steve said, his voice dropping to a jagged whisper. "I don't expect you to take the flowers. I don't even expect you to look at me. I messed up, Y/N. I messed up so bad that I don't think there's a word for it. There's nothing I can do to fix this mess. I just... I had to see you. I had to make sure you were still here."
Y/N stared at his profile. She wasn't looking at the roses. She wasn't looking at the chocolates. She was listening to the sound of his voice.
It cracked.
It was a small sound, a fracture in the baritone, but it hit Y/N harder than the cold.
Steve doesn't cry.
She remembered the funeral for his grandmother two years ago. It had been raining. His mother was sobbing, his father was grim, but Steve had stood there in his black suit, dry-eyed and stoic, holding the umbrella over Y/N. He had held it together. He always held it together. He didn't do vulnerability.
But now...
Y/N leaned forward slightly, peering into his face.
Steve was biting his lip so hard it was turning white. His chin was trembling, a tiny, uncontrollable quiver. His eyes, usually so guarded, were swimming. Thick, heavy tears were pooling along his lower lashes, clinging there, shimmering in the porch light.
He was pouting. He looked like a little boy who had lost everything. He was fighting it with every ounce of strength he had, blinking rapidly, trying to force the tears back, trying to maintain some scrap of dignity, but he was losing the battle.
Steve Harrington was about to break.
The silence that stretched between them was fragile, spun from glass. Steve's tear finally fell, a hot, silver track cutting through the grime on his cheek, but before Y/N could reach out, the spell was broken.
The front door creaked open.
A slice of warm, yellow light spilled onto the porch, cutting across the darkness and illuminating the pathetic shrine of roses and chocolates Steve had built on the concrete. The sound of laughter and clinking glasses swelled from inside, a stark, jarring contrast to the frozen tableau on the steps.
"Y/N, honey!"
Her mother's voice was bright, frantic with festive urgency. She stepped halfway out onto the porch, clutching a glass of champagne, a party horn tucked behind her ear.
"Come on, sweetheart, you're missing it! It's almost—"
She stopped.
The words died in her throat as her eyes adjusted to the shadows. She saw her daughter, huddled in a coat that was too big, eyes red and raw. And then she saw him.
She saw Steve Harrington sitting on the bottom step. She saw the missing shoe. She saw the desperation etched into the lines of his face, the tears he hadn't managed to wipe away, and the absurd, heart-wrenching pile of gifts he had dragged through the snow.
For a second, nobody breathed. Y/N braced herself for a comment, for a scolding, for a reminder of the "mercy killing."
But her mother didn't say a word. Her gaze lingered on Steve—on the boy she had dismissed an hour ago as a waste of time—and something in her expression softened. She looked at the way he was looking at Y/N, as if he would tear his own heart out just to keep her warm.
Slowly, quietly, Y/N's mother stepped back. She caught Y/N's eye, gave a tiny, almost imperceptible nod, and pulled the door shut.
The light vanished. The warmth was cut off. They were alone again in the blue-black winter night.
And then, the world ended.
Or rather, it began again. The first firework tore through the sky above Hawkins. It was a massive, glittering chrysanthemum of gold that shattered the darkness, bathing the snowy yard in a brief, amber glow.
Then came another. And another. Blue, green, violent violet.
From inside the house, a muffled roar of cheering erupted. Y/N could hear the neighbors two doors down screaming, "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" screaming into the void, banging pots and pans. The entire town was vibrating with the collective relief of surviving another year.
But on the porch, it was quiet.
Steve didn't look at the sky. He didn't flinch at the explosions. He kept his eyes locked on his hands, watching the way the red light of a flare reflected off his knuckles. He looked defeated, waiting for Y/N to tell him to leave, to tell him it was too late.
Y/N watched the colors dance across his profile. She looked at the dachshund wrapping paper, damp from the snow. She thought about the silence of the last three weeks, the terror of the clock, and the letter from San Francisco sitting on her desk.
She took a breath. The air was cold, but for the first time in months, it felt clean.
"You know," Y/N whispered.
Her voice was soft, barely audible beneath the crackle of the fireworks, but Steve's head snapped up instantly.
"Robin says time is arbitrary," Y/N said, looking up at the explosion of red sparks fading into the clouds. "That we just decided tonight is the night everything resets. But... I think I like that. I like the idea of a zero point."
Steve watched her, his breath hitching. "A zero point?"
"A chance to wipe the slate," Y/N clarified. She turned her head, meeting his gaze. The fear was gone from her eyes, replaced by a steady, quiet resolve. "To stop counting the days we missed. To stop counting the mistakes."
She reached out. Her hand, trembling slightly, covered his freezing one where it rested on his knee. His skin was ice cold, but the moment she touched him, he flipped his hand over, intertwining their fingers with a grip so tight it felt like a lifeline.
"I'm taking the job, Steve," she said softly.
Steve's face fell, a fresh wave of pain washing over him. He nodded, looking down, accepting his sentence. "I know. You should. You deserve it. I won't stop you."
"I know you won't," Y/N squeezed his hand. "Because I don't want to go alone."
Steve froze. His eyes flew up to hers, wide and uncomprehending. The fireworks banged overhead, a rapid-fire finale of white strobes, but he didn't blink.
"What?" he breathed.
"I don't want to be in California alone," Y/N said, her thumb brushing over his knuckles. "It's a big city. It's scary. And apparently, I have a tendency to attract weird things."
She offered him a small, watery smile.
"I think I need a bodyguard. Or... a babysitter. Or just a guy who is willing to run through the snow with one shoe just to bring me chocolates." She paused, her voice turning serious. "New Year's is a possibility to start from zero, Steve. Maybe we could move places... together. Maybe we could start from zero there."
Steve stared at her. The information processed slowly, fighting through his guilt and his self-loathing. Together.
A tremor went through him. The tension that had held his body rigid for twenty-one days finally snapped.
A smile broke across his face. It wasn't charming or cocky. It was light. It was relieved. It was the smile of a man who had just been pulled back from the edge of a cliff.
"Yeah," Steve whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "Yeah. I think... I think I could do that. I think I'd really like that."
He shifted, leaning toward her. He moved slowly, giving her every chance to pull away, to change her mind.
But she didn't.
Under the canopy of fading sparks and drifting smoke, amidst the distant cheers of a town celebrating survival, Steve cupped her face with his free hand. His palm was cold, but his touch was impossibly gentle, treating her like she was made of the same fragile glass as the silence.
He leaned in and pressed his lips to hers.
Y/N closed her eyes, listening to the beat of his heart, loud and steady and here.
in which… steve harrington loves his job. or steve knows what he’s doing.
warnings: oral(f!receiving),fingering, jacking off, pussydrunk!steve, sexedteacher!steve, no actual pinv, roleplay at the end if you squint,
you can’t help but whine as steve pushes your legs further apart, pinning them down on the mattress beneath you. the sheets beneath your body are definitely stained with both your juices and steve’s at this point, the result of multiple rounds of this exact same thing.
“s-steve. need a break baby please.” you pant, biting down on your lip as you push your fingers deep into the your boyfriends hair. his curls are scattered between your fingers, each with a mind of their own.
“don’t care.” steve replies, his voice muffled by your skin. his words vibrate against your clit, earning another moan from your mouth. steve can’t do anything but let out a moan of his own, his nails digging into the plush of your thighs.
“baby.. baby please please. if not for me than for you” you giggle, using the fingers still tangled in steve’s hair to pull him off. he groans when you do so, inching upwards to pull your mouth into a kiss.
the juices from between your thighs are switched to be in your mouth, alongside some of steve’s spit, but you don’t care. not right now. not anytime soon.
“why’d you make me stop hm?” steve whispers, pulling away slow enough to leave a string of saliva connecting your mouth with his. “school just ended but i have to keep myself educated. i’m teaching about this stuff now.. gotta know what i’m doing. you’re just the best way to do it.” he continues, moving his fingers to replace the actions his mouth was just committing.
“y-you’re teaching your students how to eat a girl out?” you joke, gasping when steve slips one of his fingers into your walls.
“not what i mean and you know it. stop being so bratty.” steve mumbles, kissing down your neck slowly, making sure to leave marks.
you can’t help but laugh as he speaks, moving your own hand down to jerk him off in tandem with his fingers on your clit. “mkay…sure mr. harrington.. mind teaching me some sex ed then?”
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