To the ones I hurt
I can't express how sorry I am for the pain I caused. There's no words. I'm working on getting into a rehab clinic. I have huge problem with drugs.I need to get clean and sober.I've lost everything that ever meant anything to me. My kids are gone.for good it looks like. I almost died.I don't really see a point in going on anymore. I've done nothing but cry and cut for the last 9 days.because how I am. I don't ever expect forgiveness. I don't deserve it. Hopefully I will be able to get the help I need and maybe someday and be worth talking too again.













