Is it better to speak or die?

Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was the truth, maybe I didn't want things to turn abstract; but I felt I should say it, because this was the moment to say it, because it suddenly dawned on me that this was why I had come, to tell him 'You are the only person I'd like to say goodbye to when I die, because only then will this thing I call my life make any sense. And if I should hear that you died, my life as I know it, the me who is speaking with you now, will cease to exist.

[sonoelio-blog]

starter call.

Go ahead and like this post for a starter from Elio! ♥

[purplebuddhaquotes]

I desire a love so beautiful that it surpasses the word itself. A love felt so deeply it makes a fool out of the definition. A love so grand that a new word must be invented just to describe our intricate connection.

Lynette Simeone (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[bounos]

“yes, in a way—that’s how i always say things: in a way.”

[thenerdypagan-deactivated201902]

Call Me By Your Name (2017) - Directed By Luca Guadagnino

[sonoelio-blog]

@soulscatter | closed starter.

     It’s another sun-kissed morning; Marzia’s off on her bike and the appeal of swimming is great enough to warrant a glance his way. Elio knows it’ll be a few moments before the other man notices him, and these moments are always deeply necessary.

         ( To see him is always torture of the most exquisite kind. )

“Ciao.”

          Are you leaving? Will you be back for supper? Are we speaking?

“It’s hot.” An obvious statement, though Elio can’t help the smile which accompanies such a silly remark. “I wondered if we could talk, or swim – unless you’re headed to town, in which case I won’t keep you. I know you’re popular around here.”

          May I keep you?

     Oliver always looks impeccable, and this day is no exception – wind-blown hair, skin becoming ever-more-tan thanks to the Italian sun, lips full enough to be –

          But ah, we don’t talk about that.

“Mm. Your breakfast’s been left on the table, by the way – egg shells opened and all. I can grab apricot juice too, if you’d like it -- didn’t want to leave it out with the heat, of course.”  

[alecsgrg]

Free | ( by Chris )

[coffeeandpoetrydarling]

He says that he is bored often. I am scared to look into his eyes and ask, “When are you going to get bored of me?”

- n.g //