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"I used to be innocent– now I'm not. Plus, it's not something I want." (Krystal Jung) krystal jung // au muse // 18+ // roleplayer

[krystalaesthetic]

Then & Now

[uhghikjhghjk-deactivated2018072]

I’m human so how could I not have regrets. Doesn’t everyone feel regret a few times, wondering why they did something? But rather than having regrets, I think more about myself in the future.

[krystalxox]

160129 f(x) the 1st concert DIMENSION 4 - Docking Station © Logo | Do Not Edit  

[juhyun]

great show baby! ♡

[soojvngie]

((In lieu of my blog's first anniversary, I will be active today orz orz and make it up to the people I left hanging))

[lxtent]

“I’ll stay here now, because I have so much to do for you, because there’s so much I owe you, because I’m so thankful…                                       

                                           Let’s not grow apart.”

:･ﾟ✧ I realise that it wasn’t so long ago that I made my first follow forever. So some of you may be wondering why I’m doing something so similar once again. But I could really never do enough of these, could never do enough to thank you all and let you all know just what you mean to me. Christmas is a time for giving right? And since I can’t give you actual gifts like I want to, this will have to be enough, even if you’re all a little tired of me telling you all how amazing you are. A lot has changed in the short time since my first follow forever. University started once again and life got a whole lot busier. I was worried that that would mean the end of this muse. Turned out I was quite wrong. You guys have kept me smiling through all the stress of the first half of this year. I’ve never stayed with a muse for this long and Leo as a character has developed and changed so much, forming relationships that have altered him entirely. I’ve met some new friends who I’ve become so close to, and gotten to know the friends who have been here since the beginning so much better. It’s really been a safe haven for me. So this is a wishlist to say thank you for all that. Reading your writing, talking to you, simply seeing you on the dash, all of it has made the last few months wonderful. It may seem like small things, but it’s these things that make a terrible day turn bright in the last few hours, or give me little stories to mind write when I have too many worries in my head. I don’t know how I can ever thank you enough. I wish you all a beautiful Christmas and a bright new year, and I hope I get to know you for many more months to come!

Oh and just a warning… this is long ^^

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[soojvngie]

(( Now that mun is on holiday break, I will be regularly RP-ing/replying :) ))

[soojvngie]

tagged by: @lxtent

rules: spell out your url in song titles then tag 10 people!  DO NOT REBLOG.

S - Sometimes (Beach Fossils) O - Odd Eye (SHINee) O - Oh! (SNSD) J - Jackson Pollock D*ck (Beenzino) V - View (SHINee) N - Nu ABO (f(x)) G - Glockenspiel Song (Dog is Dead) I - I Swear (SISTAR) E - El Dorado (EXO)

tagging: @sxnghyvk @texfels @xkrisxhyorinx @sungbino @ktaeyxon @pyojxhoon @sinful-kimjaejoong @hyunbinxai @wooxbn @dahyvvn

[askboxmemes]

Send me a symbol if you would:

Δ -Take me on a date

★ -Stay the night

♥- Kiss me

☺-Hug me

✓- Fuck me

✖- Slap me

✘-Punch me

✄- Kill me

♫- Sing me to sleep.

♡-Spend hours on my blog.

☊-Come with me to a festival/concert.

☀-Meet up with me in the future.

[soojvngie]

Random Starters [ send me one maybe? ]

"Do you believe in the tooth fairy?"

"I think I'm pregnant. And it's not yours."

"I feel like I'm going to puke."

"Are you seriously wearing that to the party tonight?"

"You need to change that attitude before we leave this house."

"I AM NOT CRAZY!"

"Stop staring at me like I grew a second head."

"Are you drunk or do you just act like that all the time?"

"I forgot where I parked my car."

"I'm not going to lie to you anymore. I do love you, but I..."

"It's only a slice of pie."

"I just want to be loved again. Is that so wrong?"

"The cat is looking at me funny."

"YOUR HOUSE IS ON FIRE!"

"I think you're the prettiest thing I've ever seen."

"Care to join me?"

"I would rather not eat dinner alone."

"Did you remember to lock the door?"

"How do you live with yourself everyday, doing what you do?"

"I don't feel pretty enough for him."

"You can do anything you set your mind to."

"People say ignorance is bliss, but... I just want to know the truth."

"People are stupid today."

"I'm in the hospital. Can you come?"

"You're act liking I'm in love with you or something."

"Go ahead and leave. I'm not going to stop you."

"I'm tired of fighting."

"I think you need help."

"Do whatever you believe in, and I'll support you."

"What is it like being you?"

[startshxtwithme]

Send a number for our muses to do something fluffy!

➊ Go on a hatedate ➋ Cuddle in bed ➌ Build a pillow fort ➍ Buy each other roses ➎ Eat out in a special restaurant ➏ Read fluffy fanfiction of their favorite ships ➐ Sing karaoke ➑ Give each other a massage ➒ Taking care of their sick partner ➓ Watch a sappy movie together

[soojvngie]

Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"Are you sure they won’t find out?”

"Are you sure this is legal?”

"Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

"Are you threatening me?"

"Be mine."

"Can you be anymore obvious?"

"Do I know you?"

"Do you love me?"

"Do you remember this?"

"Do you trust me?"

"Don’t go."

"Don’t let me die"

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Don’t make me beg.”

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"Don’t you dare."

"Explain yourself."

"For you, I would _____"

"Give it back."

"Give me another chance."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"I already regret this."

"I am not wearing that.”

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"I can’t do this anymore."

"I can’t even look at you."

"I could kill you!"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I didn’t do it.""

"I didn’t know you could do that."

"I don’t want to look at you right now.”

"I guess this is goodbye.”

"I hate you."

"I have to go."

"I just want to cuddle."

"I know your secret.”

"I love you, but I really wish I didn’t.”

"I love you."

"I miss you so very much."

"I missed you."

"I need a drink."

"I need a hug."

"I never really loved you."

"I owe you."

"I think I broke it."

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"I think it’s broken.”

"I trust you."

"I want to be yours."

"I want to try this thing I read in a book.”

"I want you. Naked. In my bed. Now."

"I’ll be there in five minutes.”



”This is really inappropriate.”

"I’m all for spicing thing’s up, but isn’t this a bit much?”

"I’m bad for you.”

"I’m dying."

"I’m going to be sick."

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"If you stay quiet, no one will know.”

"Is that my shirt?"

"It was me"

"It’s so beautiful.”

"It’s time to choose.”

"Just five more minutes."

"Just go."

"Just leave me alone."

"Just let me die."

"Just relax."

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Kiss me you idiot."

"Kiss me."

"Like you even care."

"Little too late, don't you think?"

"Make me."

"Marry me?"

"My Parents don’t know"

"My parents know.""

"Never again."

"Nh, don’t be so rough!"

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"Obviously there is something between us."

"Of all the things i've heard, that hurt the most."

"Put it away.”

"Put your trousers on!"

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"Quiet, I am trying to think."

"Relax, I have a plan."

"Really?"

"Shut up and listen."

"Take responsibility."

"That isn’t mine."

"That looked easier on TV."

"That sounds painful."

"That was a bad plan."

"That’s mine!”

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"They’re coming.”

"This seems familiar."

"This stays between us."

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Unbelievable. I can't believe you right now."

"Very good, you had me fooled."

"Want to hear a secret?"

"We need to talk."

"We’re moving too fast.”

"Well that was unexpected."

"What are we doing here?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you touching?"

"What are you?"

"What do you need?"

"What happened to you?"

"What have I done this time?"

"What if someone catches us?”

"What sort of noise was that?”

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"What were you thinking?"

"Where are my clothes?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Where do you even find this sort of thing?”

"Where were you?"

"Who’d have guessed you could pull such a face?”

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"You could have died!”

"You could have killed someone!"

"You coward."

"You don’t need to be so gentle.”

"You drive me crazy!"

"You have ten minutes, so make it quick.”

"You lied to me!"

"You mean everything to me."

"You owe me."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"You’re all out of ____."

"You’re an idiot.”

"You’re bad for me.”

"You’re dead to me."

"You’re pregnant and It’s mine"

"You’re really good at this…”

"You’re so weird."

"You’re under arrest."

[soojvngie]

The way Jessica kept her gaze on her made her face feel warmer, thus resorting to turning her head to the side, as she let out more shy giggles and fanned her face. She doesn’t really recall telling her sister about things like these, as she was more concerned with studies and her future, leaving no time for her to be fawning over boys. Sure, she would have a few puppy love crushes here and there, but she never took it seriously. Besides, she couldn’t imagine herself in another serious relationship, especially after the trauma and stress she had experienced with her previous one. “Well, I’m glad. I’m glad you’re glad.” she spoke once calming down from her giggle fit. “I’m more than, happy, especially since it gets the Jungsis approval stamp.” she jests, lightly elbowing the other, showing off her rather un-funny pun.

Smiling and clinking their glasses together, she takes a meek sip, chuckling at how it now tastes like water to her, considering she used to grimace at wine. Nonetheless, the taste didn’t matter– it was the fact that she had real bonding with her sister. After a lull washed over them, she decided to be a little bold and speak up. “Well… How have you really been?” she asked quietly, taking another sip of wine. “How’s… how’s mom? How’s dad?”

[iceprincesssooyeon]

Sooyeon loved this side of Krystal, shy giggles, blushing. There was no denying how happy her sister was right now. They hadn’t talked much about this kind of stuff when they were younger; after all, Krystal was quite a few years younger than Sooyeon was and the topic just wasn’t something a 17 year old talked about to her 12 year old sister. Especially when that sister wasn’t showing any interesting in dating at the time. But things were different now, each of them as separate people as well as their bond as sisters. It made Sooyeon happy to know that Krystal had become such an incredible woman, “Jugsis approval stamp.” She mused, a grin surfacing, “I like how that sounds.”

Sooyeon takes a sip of her wine as Krystal does, listening to her chuckle. She must be used to more than this, right? Still, Sooyeon was glad that Krystal was willing to drink it with her, “Mom and dad are… well, they’re mom and dad. They’re doing well, as always. And Minjin and Miyun have a lot of fun when they’re with them. I think they’re better at being grandparents than they ever were at being parents.” It was meant to sound like a joke, but Krystal knew as well as Sooyeon did that they had been pretty awful parents. If they hadn’t been, maybe neither of their daughters would have thought they had to run away, “Dad has lightened up a bit. He’s not as bitter as he was before. But mom still finds any reason she can to complain.” She shrugs, trying not to think too much about their mother’s most reason reasons for verbally attacking her, “Health wise, they’re both doing really well.”

“As for me…” Sooyeon’s smile is back, this time taking on a similar shyness to Krystal’s from just a few minutes ago, “I’ve been doing very well. I’m graduating, soon. I’ll be teaching English to elementary students.” That’s not what has her smiling shyly, though. Krystal already knew she was trying to finish her English teaching degree, “And… I was wondering if I could get the Jungsis approval stamp on something, too? Or, someone, rather. He and the kids get along so well. They adore each other; it’s so cute.” She laughs softly, finding herself blushing just a little though she really tries not to, “I’m happier with him than I think I’ve ever been. It’s like he’s made our little, broken, family complete.”

[soojvngie]

Hearing about their parents got her feeling a little nostalgic as well as bitter; there were times wherein she felt that everything was their fault– had they been more understanding and less repressive, she wouldn’t have run away from home and would probably have her life on track. She had thought of that many times, mostly when she was at the lowest points in her life. However, she found herself thinking less of that and more of how much she missed them, especially as a whole family. “Well, I’m glad to hear that they’re okay and that they’re easy on the kids. I hope that doesn’t change.” she replies, sincerely smiling as she takes a sip of her drink. A lull washes over them, the music softly playing as she idly runs her finger over the rim of the glass. “I miss them more than I’d like to admit.” she says softly, breaking the silence.

Masking the urge to cry with a heavy sigh, she leaned back into her seat and slowly bobbed her head to the music, trying to think of something else to say that would steer the atmosphere into a lighter one. Thankfully, Jessica had said some good news, making her grin widely and lean close. “Is that right?” she said, obviously excited. “I’m so glad and proud to hear that.” she adds, smiling from ear to ear as she reached over to hold her hand and give it a gentle squeeze.

Upon hearing her mention someone getting a Jungsis approval stamp, her ears perked up and a smug smile made its way to her face, making the other blush a little more. “Oh? Does he really?” she taunted, sticking her tongue out lightly in a jest. “Well, you know, if you’re happy, then I’m happy. The fact that he's great with the kids is a huge bonus.” she says sincerely, grinning at her. “We’re getting lucky, huh? Finding men that fix the broken us.”

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[soojvngie]

It was obvious that Krystal’s presence was starting to become unappreciated, as the female had said less than friendly words, mostly about how she was starting to become plain nosy and that business between them was over and done with. Albeit being taken aback and offended, she let out fits of rather childish giggles, only suppressing it once she saw Cate look at her with a judging stare. “I’m sorry.” she managed to breathe out once she was calm. “It’s just that you haven’t even paid me and you’re already letting me off.” she added, her giggles coming back. She didn’t mean to laugh, in fact she should be pissed, but it seemed to her like the smart woman hadn’t considered the fact that Krystal could run off and spread her little secret. After all, the deal was that the pay includes her silence.

“Listen, you can think that I’m desperate for money because you’re not wrong.” she started calmly, slowly making her way towards the other. “I’ve got bills, debts, and expenses to pay, sweetheart. I also don’t think Hyun would appreciate me using up the good stuff for free.” she said firmly as she glared coldly. “Pay up lest you want something nasty to happen.”

[texfels-archive-deactivated2016]

This odd, peculiar lady - what is she doing? ‘Tis the umpteenth time she’s had to ask herself this question today, but, really - what is she doing now? Why is she tittering? Hecate is sure she hasn’t said anything funny! Both of these women are stubborn; this has been clearly demonstrated throughout the entire night. The two bicker & quarrel & constantly bump heads, fighting for dominance. It is Krystal who is threatening killer lovely this time, & the murderer cannot help but feel disgusted. The tiny beast views herself as the queen of this world. Being spoken to like this injures her pride. It is what she gets for attempting to bounce without paying; it’s fair, but she will never be able to see that.

The other approaches her boldly, & it genuinely surprises her. So much so that she finds herself scurrying backwards; her grasp on the drugged girl tightens, & she shoves her slightly behind herself, as if afraid the addict is going to try to steal her away. A scowl forms upon red lips as digits huffily remove her wallet from its concealment. “Fine, fine. Filthy little … - just tell me how much you want, so I can get out of here.”

[soojvngie]

The other reacts defensively once Krystal goes on offensive, making her chuckle loudly. “Well, aren’t you adorable?” she mockingly asks, smirking arrogantly whilst the other scowls. Begrudgingly taking out her wallet, Cate asks her how much she wants, and Krystal chuckles; by asking that, she is placing herself flat on the palm of her hand, just the way she likes it. Tapping her chin, she slowly gave a breakdown of her fee, much to the other’s chagrin. “See, I spent some money on transport, then Hyun paid for my drinks, and you owe me to pay back for Hyun’s drugs... plus a few other things.” she replied, a sickly sweet smile painted on her face.

With a huff, Cate pulls out a hefty amount from her wallet and slaps it on her palm. “Can I go now?” she asks through gritted teeth. Shrugging playfully, Krystal smiles in response, completely ticking the other off and making her walk away with the victim. “Darling, wait.” she calls out and jogs after her. “I don’t think I’m done with you... yet. After all, I am starting to enjoy your company.” she adds, casually walking beside a very displeased Cate.