Cameleon
Momās leaving today.Ā Iām sad. Iām sad because I realized Iāve neglected Mom so many times. I realized that Mom is very sad, because she didnāt know before. She didnāt know how to go further because no one had told her. She didnāt know she could go to a graduate school or a medical school because she thought she was content with what she had. But she looks back on her life now, and she sighs deeply. I tell her sheās an intelligent Mom, intelligent woman. But she tells me that I should never be content. I sigh a deep sigh because Mom sighs and because Iām afraid.Ā
Itās scary, even insane how fast my emotions change.Ā I was about to explode then Iām so calm. I was about to cry then Iām laughing. Just by one soothing assurance from Mom, Iām well again. My emotions fluctuate and I wish Momās always happy because then I would be always happy.Ā Love you Mom.Ā
12.12.15Ā










