Silent Rain @soraky0 - Tumblr Blog

You're a really brave person, really strong. I hope you know this! I love your blog and I am lucky to be following you. Thanks for everything!<3

Aww you are too awesome! Thank you!

You are the bravest and most beautiful person I've come across honestly if I were in your shoes I don't know how I'd pull through like you have, hang in there you'll make it

Aww you're sweet :) but you would be able to do it. There isn't much of a choice, you know? So you make do with what you have and keep on keeping on.

Thanks for all the new followers!

My name is Taylor, I am now 23. I have struggled for a long time with depression, anorexia and self harm. Over the recent years my struggles have gained a new face when I became ill, but struggles are just that; struggles... That's why I started this blog. I don't have a family. I don't have friends. Between work and being ill (treatment takes time), I really don't have time to make friends or hang out. This blog is a place to express what I'm feeling and maybe even meet people struggling with the same thing.

There are not too many guys who will speak about their self harm/eating disorder issues. If you want to talk, whether you are a guy or a girl, I am here. We all have our struggles and we all need an ear to listen or a shoulder to lean on sometimes. It isn't a burden to speak with someone. I will always answer your questions and be here to listen. Even if you just need to vent. Feel free to message me! One thing I have learned is that venting can really help and it never ever hurts to listen!

Nice to meet you all :D

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Do you have a strong group of people like friends or family that you can talk to? Because its important to have people to hold you when you're down. Stay strong <3 I'm here for you

I don't. This is the only place where I say how I feel. I don't do the emotion thing well obviously. I try, but I don't really know how to show how I feel and so when I talk about it with just this blank face people don't get itm

I'm really sorry for all the shit you've had to go through. How long have you been in all this pain?

I started self harm at 8. Seems young but I took care of myself and my mother at that age. Didn't know what else to do with my emotions. Didn't have anyone to talk to. I'm 23 now.

Strength can only last for so long before cracks begin to show...

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I'm useless. To everyone including myself... I can't help but wonder what the point is to any of this.

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Sometimes I think that if I actually said what I felt someone would care... But who am I kidding! It's better kept to myself.

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Imagine receiving “that” phone call.

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I always think about that... Even though I have no relationship with either one of my parents I still think about them receiving the phone call... No matter how much they don't like me or I don't fancy them... Nobody needs that phone call. Imagine living with that the rest of your life...

I wish I had the guts to say enough is enough and just be done. With everything. Done with fighting. Done with trying... Just done.

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Not that they would really care if they could. Human nature is the most horrid/selfish thing I have ever seen.

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I don't think anyone understands how lonely it is... To the point of being painful really... I can't even explain.

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This is the truth. Think about it for a second. Really just think about it. Even if you don't self harm... How much hate, pain, and built up emotion does it take for a person to hurt themselves... Can you even imagine the pain?

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