“alasdairofhamilton:
the corner of his mouth quirked up when she seemed to stumble over his question. yes, he believed his predictions about both the prince and the young woman before him were true. he thought about the day he and valentina could be together, trying to mentor young couples. he knew just how stubborn they could be. alasdair would press further, later, when everything had settled down again. “yes, i suppose i should ask him myself.”
alasdair sighed as catarina pushed him further, her questions teetering on the edge of accusations. he picked up the pipe again, taking a few puffs while she asked her questions. he wished for the slow rocking of the sea, the gentle breeze that came almost every calm night, the shine of the stars with no other light for miles and miles. he opened his eyes–not even sure when he had closed them–and carefully considered each question. “i’ll answer your first two questions at once. the world is at war already, your highness. we are all here under the guise that enough talking might solve our problems, but if we are honest with our hearts, we’re here hiding. my people are unhappy, and starving, and dying. i know this because, for the past fifteen years, i’ve worked with the men of my country. not the noblemen content to stay in their castles and hope to host the king, but those who grew up without privilege and joined the navy with no other options to make ends meet. my people are not concerned with the shallow goings-ons of court drama. they are concerned about feeding their babies and healing the sick.” alasdair scratched at his beard, now considering her last question. he looked exhausted. “i can’t say. valentina is the love of my life. not many people have shown me love in this life.”
Her lips pursed a little as he seemed to find amusement in her inability to answer how her betrothed felt, not entirely sure whether she enjoyed the sensation of feeling like he’d been looking for a particular answer...and hand been given it. “He can be found in the library most days,” she said helpfully, curious herself as to what kinds of answer Aurelio might give Alasdair. Though...she had her suspicions. If only she could be a fly on the wall for that conversation. “Unless...are you already acquainted with Prince Aurelio?”
Catarina listened intently to his responses, not having meant to be accusatory— but she could be firm with her curiosities when need be. And she’d wanted to be taken seriously. She understood his words, but still didn’t seem entirely sold on the fact that he’d, indeed, answered her question. “I understand that you know the people, and that you’ve heard and shared their desires. Does you brother not share these hopes as well? I’ll admit I don’t know him well. I don’t mean to be questioning of your judgement, but am more truly curious of how one decides whether potentially separating a country in two is more beneficial than not. Would a possible civil war not also strain you people’s livelihoods? Or do you hope and believe it would work out better in the end?” But she felt a flash of pity as she saw how tired the man looked, and wondered for a moment if she’d ever experience such a love herself. It seemed unlikely. “I respect your honesty in your answers, and offer my apologies for any wounds from the past.” She could potentially relate to a life led with lackluster love.










