soren :O

19 | ftm nsft sometimes

[sorensmths]

on the absolute verge of crashing out over two different men and remembering how content i used to be with being alone and wondering how i ended up this desperate for romantic and sexual attention

[sorensmths]

i’m so fucking anxious i could throw up over NOTHINGGGGG and im so sick of it. i wanna move on and live so bad but i cannot just be a normal person and have normal relationships my brain has to go a mile a minute and rush everything and freak me out and make me freak everyone else out. im finally able to live day to day without this type of anxiety constantly but every time i start something new with someone it comes back x1000 over every little thing even if everything is perfectly fine and what i wanted. i am just so tired of my body being in fight or flight all the damn time when i know i have every reason to be happy

[sorensmths]

and if i said i wanted someone to take away my permission to cum…..

[sorensmths]

Awh damn I missed it by ten minutes,,

Oh well, how are you feeling now? You miss how it filled you?

fuck i really do. wish this shit wasn’t bad for my body or i’d do it so often. i may or may not be rocking on a pillow rn throbbing and soaked thinking about how desperate it was

[sorensmths]

yes you can use your hand to hold it or squirm as much as you need to keep it all in.

ahhh god i’m definitely desperate now i can’t even stay still for a second or some might dribble out i gotta go so bad please

[silly-things34]

nooo i think you can hold it the 30 minutes, its just a little longer. you wont have an accident i believe in you !

[sorensmths]

pleaseeee please please please i gotta go so so bad it’s so urgent. i can feel it tingling wanting to leak i don’t know how much longer i can hold it i need to go

[silly-things34]

hmm i dont knowww do you really have to go that bad? do you think you can hold it 10 more minutes?

[sorensmths]

fuck i don’t know it needs to come out please it’s dribbling a little bit when i take my hand away i gotta go please please can i go

[silly-things34]

i think you can hold it 10 minutes and then you can run to the potty. it would feel so good to feel the pee all gush out of you after so long of holding it all in. it will feel better the longer you hold it

[sorensmths]

how much longer how much longer please please i’m gonna have an accident in my pants please i can’t hold it

[silly-things34]

Just 8 more minutes!! you've held it so well, you can hold it for a few more minutes. just dont think about how good it would feel to let it all flood into your pants

[sorensmths]

please please made me think about it i need to let it all out please how is it so much longer i can’t hold it please im gonna leak again

[neither-polite-nor-heterosexual]

It's been more than 8 minutes, pretty sure you can go if you haven't already. Sorry to keep you waiting if we did!

[sorensmths]

i couldn’t make it 8 minutes…. i was bouncing on my knees and holding myself so tight trying to cross my legs and it just wouldn’t stop leaking out and i wet my pants

[sorensmths]

i’m wetting myself i can’t i can’t stop it it’s all gushing out i can’t

[silly-things34]

awhhh looks like someone couldn't hold it after all~ that's okay, accidents happen! you held for so long and you held so well. good job!

[sorensmths]

i couldn’t… i tried so so hard but i had an accident in my pants and all over the towel

[sorensmths]

i’m wetting myself i can’t i can’t stop it it’s all gushing out i can’t

[sorensmths]

gonna explode fuck

[sorensmths]

i’m going please please still trying please it’s coming out i can’t stop

[sorensmths]

bouncing bouncing holding it won’t stop leaking it’s throbbing so much please i really can’t hold it i can’t make it i’m gonna wet myself it’s all gonna come out please let me go

[sorensmths]

please please gonna have an accident can’t stop

[sorensmths]

barely stopped those leaks it’s gonna come out please i can’t hold it towel is soaked pangs are wet please im gonna wet myself i cant hold it

[sorensmths]

gonmna leak please can’t make it please trying so hard fuck it came out leaking leaking please

[sorensmths]

yes you can use your hand to hold it or squirm as much as you need to keep it all in.

ahhh god i’m definitely desperate now i can’t even stay still for a second or some might dribble out i gotta go so bad please

[silly-things34]

nooo i think you can hold it the 30 minutes, its just a little longer. you wont have an accident i believe in you !

[sorensmths]

pleaseeee please please please i gotta go so so bad it’s so urgent. i can feel it tingling wanting to leak i don’t know how much longer i can hold it i need to go

[silly-things34]

hmm i dont knowww do you really have to go that bad? do you think you can hold it 10 more minutes?

[sorensmths]

fuck i don’t know it needs to come out please it’s dribbling a little bit when i take my hand away i gotta go please please can i go

[silly-things34]

i think you can hold it 10 minutes and then you can run to the potty. it would feel so good to feel the pee all gush out of you after so long of holding it all in. it will feel better the longer you hold it

[sorensmths]

how much longer how much longer please please i’m gonna have an accident in my pants please i can’t hold it

[silly-things34]

Just 8 more minutes!! you've held it so well, you can hold it for a few more minutes. just dont think about how good it would feel to let it all flood into your pants

[sorensmths]

please please made me think about it i need to let it all out please how is it so much longer i can’t hold it please im gonna leak again

[sorensmths]

have to pee have to pee have to pee please please let me pee please gonna go in my pants please

[sorensmths]

my pants are so wet it needs to come out so much more please im gonna wet myself

[sorensmths]

please please please please i can’t hold it please