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[sorrowboss]

4/25/26 :: HI I CHANGED MY USER AND PROFILE LAYOUT. I WAS TROUBLEMAKERGALAXY NOW IM SORROWBOSS.

wow ive been meaning to make one of these.. bleh

hi hello howdy everypony its me. devil. im also fine being called galaxy (hi ben) along with any other shortenings of my long username

!! IMPORTANT !! MY BOYFRIEND IS IN NEED OF FINANCIAL AID!! MORE INFO HERE !!

strawpage // scp-963 rewrite // look at this tag to guess whats wrong about me (cobraposting) // read this to also try and guess // watch this to understand just a bit more // these too why not // FIGURE IT OUT.

im an aroace trans queer fag. i have 2 partners, a wife and a husband who i love very much. if you wanna up your woke level go look at my pronouns.cc.

to further elaborate: im an aroacespec transmasc loserboy oddthing mutt-ostrich-sea otter. im ambiam with 2 partners, both of which are on tumblr (wife tag) + (husband 1 tag). if youre a dick about labels and microlabels then im just blocking you im not gonna engage in that lawll.

im autistic and am incredibly annoying about my interests. this blog is moreso just my clusterfuck of pasta, with some sprinkles of my own art and comments on here. speaking of, go look at my art boy. also look at my writing. im also a system which causes Memory Issues McGee (hence why this took fucking forever). if you ask anything weird about it im going to shred you like the receipt paper you are.

be weird to me in dms and im just gonna block you dude i dont caaaare. if i blocked you either you posted shit i dont fuck with, you're just annoying to me in some way, you're a piece of shit, or for some other hidden fourth reason.

PLEASE TAG ME IN BUGS, MGS POSTS / SPINTEREST POSTS, OR ANYTHING THAT REMINDS YOU OF ME THANK YOU. chain tags and tag games are only for mutuals sorryyyyyyy. im always open for dms and asks about boundaries or anythin lol

ok image dump below

[year2000electronics]

hlvrv spoilers under cut

yeah fuck it what if we all jumped the shark

[erma-werma]

Even more for you guys

[cherryzlem]

Okay this was originally meant to be an ask but I had too much to say about tonight so I'm just gonna make this a whole text post, I'm not cutting down my thoughts for shit, nuh uh, I'm not sorry. So, dear user @year2000electronics , dear Mothra, can i go in depth after this session ? Because I will. Your writing improved so much and it shows and it makes me very very very happy

First and forefuckingmost, Gordon B's reaction to being decontaminated, un-lovebugged if you will, was so so good, incredible step forward in terms of caracterization whereas i feel like it mayhaps had been slightly rushed in the og (re-read that bit recently in mental prep for tonight lmao). Here ? Incredible. He IS rightfully mad at what Benrey did but also he doesn't hate the guy, which just, ough. Oof. Ouch. My heart

SECONDLY. GMAN CONTEXT ???? Shout out to nuancing your character, man…im 99% sure we didnt have softer gman backstory moment in the old blog, IT'S A NICE TOUCH I LOVE !! HE WASN'T ALWAYS AN ASSHOLE !!! HE JUST WANTED A SON and shit BACKFIRED BAD!! Plus that just. Throws even more pressure on Tommy's back because he feels responsible for the way his father is, especially since he IS blaming his son for it when he just. Didn't ask to be involved. Pulling a "I never asked to be made" card ? once again, ouchies.

Freeman backstory moment ? Freeman pre-job ? Incredible food, wonderful moments of rare vulnerability from the admins. Genuine "WHAT ???" moment from me when the frenreylatta past-polycule was announced, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO THEM !! In seriousness, again, I don't know if they were canon in the older blog, but I feel like it is a very very nice detail to add (gay people are thriving and suffering in hlvrv). Overall, other aspects of canon being developped feels really good (makes sense that this session was a long one haha), along with more hindsight into the admins' motivations and personal attachment to Freeman is really nice to see. Kittle also putting them in their places for being actually so selfish with that operation is a very very good scene that the og lacked (I think so at least ? been a few months since i read it)

Good sess…good sess I loved…Gordy B fuckin' em up with the power of friendship was great too, side note. Mothra, never stop being awesome and developping your shit man…omg this was a very fun evening

[year2000electronics]

gordonplayer not to be confused with the gordon that is player

every day on the year2000electronics blog i feel like i invent some new concept or phrase that makes understanding whatever the fuck i’m talking about at the time even harder

[year2000electronics]

Clearly the solution here is to refer to Gordon-player-entity as The #Gamer—

[year2000electronics]

Gordon B and Benrey

YUUUPPPP

[year2000electronics]

I'm actively dissecting every sprite of Y2kBens pixel by pixel in this hlvrv episode. He's ADORABLE 🩷🩵🩷🩵🩷🩵🩷🩵

HEHEHE! sprites uploaded to the drive soon :>

[year2000electronics]

"consider it a mercy" monday

[hlvrvredux]

So now the real work can begin

[C timidly shakes Gordon B's hand.]

Admin C: Deal.

[A new page turns in their story.]

[This time, they'll do it right.]

[hlvrvredux]

I mean, considering the circumstances? They were probably thinking about as much as Doc was thinking when it came to bringing her Science Team back- even if it meant betraying y'all, or as much as Gordon B's Benny was thinking when it came to getting out, or as much as Any of y'all were thinking when YOU fucked it up. Like. Don't let them off completely scott-free but, Desperation fucking DOES SHIT to you man.

Gordon B: ...So, there you have it. Let's start over. Let's get our good endings for real. You guys included.

[He sticks out his hand.]

Gordon B: ...We have a deal or not?

[hlvrvredux]

All due respect P and F. Please stop lying about wanting to do this for the others. Kittle sees RIGHT through you. You only wanted to do all of this to get more information on Freeman, and then you were going to leave everyone behind and back in their worlds to rot with no help or way out of their situations.

That is no better than GMan, and frankly while I do understand you all have kinder reasons for WHY you did it, it's still horrible. You used these people like tools. Living, breathing people treated as means to an end.

Given your experiences, and what happened with Doc just now, I think you can see why risking a multiverse for one person (or a few people) is a horrible thing to do. You all NEED to make shit right.

— 💀☔️

Swap: ...You promised us, man.

[Gordon B steps forward, looking down at his necklace again.]

Gordon B: ...Okay. Yes. You guys are hurting. And you're selfish, and you fucked up, and we're all kinda mad at you.

Gordon B: ...What do you guys plan to do about it, though?

Gordon B: You can't just wallow in it. You can't just give up. You know why that crazy Restrictor picked Doc, specifically? Instead of just- taking your Gordon back?

Gordon B: He wants you to give up. He wants you to be too ashamed, too broken to try saving your guy again. He wants to break your spirits! To dismantle your plan from the inside out so you never try again! Destroy your hope!

Gordon B: ...I'm not gonna let that happen.

Benrey: ...neither am i.

Benrey: if i have to wade through the shit to fix what i did... then so do you guys. i faced my fears for the first time and- shit, it was the first worthwhile thing that's happened since i got pulled out here!

Gordon B: So... we're staying here and helping you fix this mess. We're gonna help Malcom, and Swap, and Freeman. And we're gonna help Doc.

Swap: ...We have to help Doc. He must feel.... awful. He's hurting. I did awful things when I was hurting, too.

Kittle: ...

Gordon B: Yeah, Mal. I wanna help you. You deserve to be helped.

Swap: What he said!

Kittle: ...So, what? Are you idiots saying we're pulling a mutiny on the Admins again?

Gordon B: No. I want to work... with them. I think we can only get anywhere if we work together this time.

[hlvrvredux]

doc gave you the idea for the ship? fixing bad endings

Admin F: ...It wasn't just that.

Admin F: The Mad Science Team, before their... unfortunate passing... was studying something.

[hlvrvredux]

more like someone, it seems.

Admin F: We... we thought that maybe we could... help Doc be a little less alone...

Admin P: Out there on her own... it's no way for anyone to be...

Kittle: ...Oh my god, you thought she had information on Freeman. You took Doc because he might've known something about Freeman.

[hlvrvredux]

Selfish fucking assholes.

Kittle: You-! What the hell were you guys THINKING!? Trying to use Swap and- and B here and Player and- fuck, using DOC like that! Look, I'm a piece of shit. My life doesn't matter all that much. But you guys punished PLAYER for MY sins?! Jesus, you KIDNAPPED a GRIEVING MAN and made a PROMISE to her that you ABSOLUTELY couldn't fucking keep!! What the hell were you THINKING?!

Admin C: I... I just...

Admin F: ...

Admin P: ...

[hlvrvredux]

so why everyone else?

Admin C: We... It gave us the idea-! We thought maybe, if we could find others like Doc, people who needed help... If we could grab our Gordon, and spend enough time with him, showing him people talking about their lives, indirectly... If we- if we could get through to him deep enough... Keep him away from my dad for long enough... We could... He could...

Kittle: Ohhhh my god.

[hlvrvredux]

more like someone, it seems.

Admin F: We... we thought that maybe we could... help Doc be a little less alone...

Admin P: Out there on her own... it's no way for anyone to be...

Kittle: ...Oh my god, you thought she had information on Freeman. You took Doc because he might've known something about Freeman.