indigo ⋆⭒˚｡⋆⊹₊ ⋆

21, they/he, queer/nonbinary ⊹ ࣪ ˖ wolfstar, erasermic, and soukoku fanatic ⊹ ࣪ ˖ i like yaoi/yuri and stuff

[soukokutruther]

introduction post . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ you can call me indigo! im 21 years old :)

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ i use they/he pronouns, and im queer and trans/nonbinary!

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ i have autism and adhd and am otherwise neurodivergant

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ i study english/literature in college and am currently a senior/fourth year!

a bit about me and my interests!

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ my favorite ships are wolfstar, jegulus, and soukoku ˎˊ˗ i also like erasermic, bakudeku, and yoshikaru

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ my kins are, sirius black, castiel, hikaru (tshd), osamu dazai, atsushi nakajima, tamaki suoh, basil (omori), yuri katsuki, and mafuyu sato

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ my main fandoms at the moment are the marauders, my hero academia, and the summer hikaru died ˎˊ˗ i also like bungo stray dogs, omori, supernatural, stranger things, percy jackson, yuri!!! on ice, sk8 the infinity, twilight, and banana fish

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ this blog is just a place for me to post about my interests and things i enjoy :)

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ my general interests include cats, literature/reading, nature, art/crafting, writing, baking, spiritualism/paganism, my ocs, editing, adrianne lenker, chappell roan, ethel cain, and i like a lot of things from the 70s-90s :)

⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ i also like call me by your name, my own private idaho, whimsigoth, david bowie, cds, dvds, physical media, fanfiction/ao3, going outside, gothic stories/literature (especially rural gothic!), learning, flowers, reading on substack, animals, clothes/fashion, and my friends!!

tags

⋆˚꩜｡⋆ soukokutruther rbs : things i reblog! ⋆˚꩜｡⋆ soukokutruther headcanons: headcanons i think of!

[genericarchiver]

Sirius is not a man or woman; he is a divine entity worthy of lifelong worship

[soukokutruther]

i know i reblog this stuff all the time but androgynous genderfluid sirius is like everything to me omg

[siriuslikethestarr]

ok ok ok but what if i said that remus is bi and sirius is genderfluid so remus is living the dream. one day its sirius in a dress, the next in baggy band tees, the next a mix of both styles, and you know its the hottest thing remus (or anyone) has ever seen

[worshipthevalkyries]

My Sirius has a soft, angular face with those beautiful long lustrous hair, he likes makeup, heels, skirts and a shit ton of jewellery but he also likes sports, has a lean and athletic build, an almost deep and raspy sort of voice, is very rough and boyish. He is extremely queer and androgynous. And I mean androgynous, not just feminine.

[moonlitsochi]

Regulus loves butterflies bc they remind him of the freedom he had wanted all the time he lived in his house with his parents. So, when James proposes to him, he does with a silver ring that had a bluish violet stone in the shape of a butterfly

[genericarchiver]

deaf Remus who’s confused why the guy on the train keeps trying to talk to him even though he wears a “hard of hearing” pin vs. extremely dyslexic Sirius who hasn’t even attempted to read it and just wants to know why the guy in the train won’t flirt with him back

[soukokutruther]

this means the world to me

[theway-thingswere]

Academic weapon Sirius playing dumb in Remus’ study group just so he gives him more attention send post

[kaihasmoreswagthanyou3]

jerking off is gay because you’re the same gender as yourself

[miwiheroes]

list of posts that mike wheeler would genuinely get anxious abt

[stolbik-stolbik]

[hkxox]

sirius can handle people shouting at him, prefers it even, he’ll stand there stone faced with not a hint of emotion, yell back with sharpest, the deepest cutting words, but speak to him, gently with patience, trying to understand instead of accuse, and he falls apart, eyes watering before he can stop them

[soukokutruther]

sirius is familiar with the battle but hes never experienced gentleness before... we he can put down his sword and shield after a life of fighting he doesnt know what to do :(

[carmensreos]

Sirius is possesive and Remus is protective. No one can convince me otherwise.

[bunnybonesstudio]

I saw someone say they came out to their dad. The dad basically did not care in the slightest and grilled them on why they don’t have a job yet.

That’s Mike and Ted Wheeler.

Mike: “Dad! I’m gay and Will is my boyfriend! We’re in love and we’re dating and we’re gonna get married one day! So that’s THAT!”

Ted: “Hm, maybe if you got a JOB instead of playing that board game of yours all day you’d be able to support him better.”

Mike: “…huh?”

Ted: “Get a job, son.”

[hkxox]

sirius' eyes randomly welling up with tears, while he's doing mundane tasks like brushing his hair, or doing the laundry, there's no thought that triggers it, his body is just so full of grief that it spills over in the smallest moments

[firelace]

remus lupin ⏾⋆.˚

[soukokutruther]

my boyfriend...

[sincerelyemery]

oh nothing i’m just thinking about remus discovering sirius’ hanging body. remus who, after he calms down (somewhat) takes down sirius’ limp body, gently loosening the rope around his neck as if to not hurt him. remus who cups sirius’ cold cheek in his trembling hand and shakily tells him to say hello to their friends in heaven for him. remus who furiously tries to blink away his tears so the can see the face of the man he loves one last time before he’s in the casket, just like the rest of the people he loves. remus who traces sirius’ lips with his finger, admiring the way they’re curled up at the edges, as if he’s remembering a fond memory. sirius looks so at peace, remus thinks. if anyone deserved peace, it was sirius.

[coffeestainedstars]

was the brick kissed

[soukokutruther]

what the actual eff

[somebitchprobably-graphicdump]

Gothic Celestial Dividers

Images made from Canva and Pinterest

Free to use just either like/ reblog, tag if you would be so kind but it’s not necessary🌜

[soukokutruther]

reblogging so i can use later ehehehe

[mydearestmoonyy]

regulus sliding a poorly written apology letter under sirius’s door after they had a fight when they were little