jacob

many things enthusiast

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about me

he/him // bi 🏳️‍⚧️ // 18 // grossly inlove // nsfw on occasion

Some of my fics :

Boys who fall into seas : 100,000+ words WIP, Jegulus/Wolfstar/Rosekiller, war fic, slow burn, sort of enemies to lovers, sad and sweet, pariental stuff between jegulus and harry + wolfstar and teddy, anti-hero stuff

Love you (if you let me try) : One-shot, James POV, Jegulus, dorky James, vulnerability, happy ending, trans Regulus

Star Star (you're silently mine) : mini series, multi POV, hard of hearing remus, dyslexic sirius, misunderstandings and fluff, humour

interests : marauders, films, f1 (Mercedes), psychology, painting, astronomy, reading, physical media

favorite characters : marauders + regulus mf black, achilles (does he count as a character...?) , also circe, hiccup and astrid (httyd), jack (brokeback mountain), ani (Anora), Ilya and Shane (hr), diane (bojack), zuko (atla)

Fuck : ai, JK Rowling, war, racism, sexism, transphobia, homophobia, general discrimination

uhh yeah that's it!

probably

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Sirius hc timeee :

Sirius had 5 loves during his lifetime

Firstly, Walburga. His mother. Before he was the disgraceful heir, she was the person who looked at him like he hung the moon. The person she was before he started to develop his own opinions. The version of her where all she called him was beautiful and strong and so so intelligent. He was perfect for her, and she loved him for it. He loved her back so much and he died a little inside when her appraisal turned into disappointment

Next, of course, comes Regulus. His love for his brother could only be described as utterly selfless and confusing. He sacrificed himself for regulus a hundred times, and he would do it again, and in the same breath he would hate him. He was so jealous of him, and yet, he wanted to be nothing like him. Regulus would always be his little brother, though.

Then, he met James. He was the one to teach him that doing fun things was not the same as doing bad things. He was patient enough when Sirius did bad things, and sweet enough to make Sirius gentle, too. James knew what he was thinking before Sirius did. James was his platonic soulmate.

Mary. Sirius really did love Mary MacDonald. He cursed himself every time they fought, and scolded every time he was a bad boyfriend because he didn’t want to be anything like his father. He wanted to treat Mary so good, but in the same breath, he had no idea how. He was never taught. He loved Mary, but not enough romantically to try and solve the puzzle that was their relationship.

And finally, we have Remus-bloody-Lupin. The person Sirius has been orbiting since he was 11. The one who held Sirius while he cried, and the one who made him cry the most. The boy who made him feel at home when he didn’t even know what that was. Remus loved Sirius so much Sirius could get drunk off of it, and in turn, Sirius loved Remus like the divine fates had carved it herself. Sirius never knew what a good relationship looked like— but he would do anything to have Remus forever. This is the man who holds his hand until his dying breath, and does it all with nothing less but devotion.

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I need scene Regulus like I need air in my lungs.

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Sirius is Switzerland during Jegulus arguments

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9 people you want to know better

thank you to @puuvillaa for the tag!

Reading: technically The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes but i haven’t felt up for touching it in a couple weeks. maybe i’ll get back to it soon idk. fic-wise, just reading a bunch of short oneshots

Last Song: I Want You (She’s So Heavy) by The Beatles

Last Film: i think it was Crush!

Last Series: marathoning my way through a comfort rewatch of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, but the last new show that i finished was Elle

Coffee or Tea: tea 100% coffee is gross!

Working On: writing-wise it’s gut-deep, all-consuming, heart-bruising, shame-inducing (love). but i haven’t been doing much writing; i am more often working on various crochet projects or drawings

tagging @brandileigh2003 @shunstanpike @mikibou @midnighttomoscow @kjndnxss @poetrypirate @mydearestmoonyy @iamthesilentwriter @nowolfnostar. no idea who’s done this so apologies if you have already!

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ty @mybelovedmoon and @nowolfnostar for the tag x

reading: sharp objects by gillian flynn (if you haven’t read it ITS A MUST)

last song: i live for you by george harrison

last film: pride (2014), watched it after finishing four thousand holes, such a kind movie, made me bawl all throughout

last series: rewatching the office for the fifth time

coffee or tea: coffee hundreds percent, i need my protein intake to be at least 200mg of caffeine daily or i die

working on: my language barrier wolfstar fic, writing this one makes me so happy aww it’s going great so far!! also working on passing my driving test, i have failed like 3 times already

tagging @and-st1ll-we-sleep @del-stars @ricochetyears @favouriteforlonglongtime @genericarchiver @ghostlynocturnalspirit @hkxox @cherrylusstuff @leninthestarlight @saturnsconstellation + open tags

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thank you for the tag @mydearestmoonyy and @the-star-addict !!<3

Reading: i've been reading vesuvius by cass biehn !! it's so good.

Last Song: my own worst enemy by lit

Last Film: uhh leviticus !!

Last Series: i'm always rewatching bojack

Coffee or Tea: tea, but as a gay man this question is evil

Working On: i have two in progress fics that i've been working on !! one is very fantasy and the other is a cute little wolfstar series :)

:) open tags

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Nsfw

jegulus is THE couple for “yeah he loves me but he fucks me like he hates my guts”

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guys hear me out. Byler as a wolfstar variant. like, imagine this argument

Remus : you’re destroying everything and for what? so you can swap spit with some stupid girl.

Sirius : mary’s not stupid. it’s not my fault you don’t like girls!

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does anyone ever think about how Remus 's eyes are brown like chocolate and how Sirius's eyes are gray like silver

and how chocolate is poisonous to dogs and how silver kills werewolves

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And this is why I refuse any other hc’s about Sirius’s eye color

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while they’re still friends, remus learns how to paint nails just so he can have Sirius’s undivided attention for a few hours.

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see, because in my mind, James (who actively tries to thrill-seek) is never in any catasrophe ever, whereas Regulus (who is the dabatably smarter one in their relationship) always has some crazy life-ending shit going on and this is why their anxiety levels are the way they are.

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Sirius : hey moony, remind me of that band you like?

Remus : which one?

Sirius : the one with the guy that moans a lot— tv-what’s-his-face?

Remus : do you mean Radiohead?

Sirius :

Sirius : why would a radio be getting head?

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James taking Regulus’s graduation photos because he’s the only person who can get him to truly smile

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late 2000s jegulus anyone?

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this Kinktober I think ao3 users should celebrate being the only fanfic platform that’s censorship free and write the most freaky, perverted, diabolical smut they possibly can

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Considering writing for kinktober this year

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Jegulus would send each other reels and James’ would be like :

send this some one you love ❤️

Whereas Regulus would send :

You’re the reason I don’t kms ❤️

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Barty (first day of group therapy) : so uh… would you guys rather be a freak of nature or a freak in nature?

Pandora :

Remus

Peter :

Regulus : B, what the fuck is wrong with you?

Barty : :)

Evan : I like whatever’s wrong with him.

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jegulus who began dating because one night, while they were at the club together regulus lost his favorite ring, and james was the only person in the group they were with who didn't make regulus feel stupid for freaking out over it.

like, he was immediately at regulus's side, and searching the floor around them for it. james didn't mind regulus snapping at him while he was still upset. he didn't point out how silly it was that regulus was literally crying over a cheap sun-engraved ring. when they did finally find it, he placed it on regulus's fourth finger and grinned, making a joke about how they needed to get a second ring to go above it so that wouldn't happen again. regulus then proceeded to take him home right then and there.