Unconventional gal

Sharing my inner darkest thoughts and emotions, stay tuned

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Prints of a work in progress I’m working on in the darkroom

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Maybe going out dancing would cure the sadness that is lingering inside of me. I think lately, I’ve been extremely sad and it’s consuming me but I won’t succumb to it.

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Pain & agony the way my body calls to yours

A simple truth can be shared between quiet moments

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<3

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I’m not crazy I swear. I just feel and love too passionately.

[n-ehpamoi]

I already needed

to hear you all the time,

before --

Now I find myself waiting,

and somehow, the missing

is even stronger --

I hope you think of me,

when I'm asleep,

like I think of you --

"Sweet Dreams,

Longing Wake."

V. Rue, 2025

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I promise I won’t be a bore if you come around again tonight

we’ll dance under the moonlight

let our hearts rhythm lead our steps

oh, please just come around again

and see what you’ll find lalalala

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

I vitelloni (Federico Fellini, 1953)

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I just want to disappear

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I was not the same person after listening to this album

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Smoking the blues away

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I cease to exist -

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#thursdaypoems #poetry

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Sometimes I’m scared that I will end up all alone just all alone in this big world

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For my birthday, I just have one wish and that is to have my best friend back.

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night rambles

it's 10:39 pm on a Monday night

I should be unwinding and trying to sleep but my thoughts nor my soul allow me to do so.

So I said, let me just try and explore what I feel. Okay, let's try and see what's underneath

Today I felt a bit disoriented. It didn't help that I took half an edible last night to sleep. I am still trying to see how my body reacts now that I'm on antidepressants (yay a will to live)....

Today I also felt, satisfied within my self. It doesn't happen too often. Still trying to find the root of the cause for this. The sun was definitely shining on all of Los Angeles.

I felt engaged to life.

My birthday is coming up and I dread it. I'm getting older now. I've never imagined myself at this age. It seems so serious. I hate it. I hate how society always confines you to be at a certain point in life which is why I'm opting out. I will be free. I will never want to change this about myself!!!!!

[yruien]

𝑰 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒃𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒍𝒆’𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒆; 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆’𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆.

𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇.

𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒆, 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉 𝒔𝒐 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆.