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"You better not to light that fire. It will take you to the darkest part of the weather." — Warpaint.

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Could not believe I could deff flown away with this cover. I'm so into the original song of Redbone - Childish Gambino, but this...

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Hi folks,

Let me tell you, this is my first time having a brunch—or probably lunch— at Nook, a cozy bistro in Bali. I ordered Beef Burger and they came up with this huge burger with a yummy wedges potato and salad. I also ordered mix juice—if I’m not mistaken—.

I’m not good at capturing food, but this is the best picture I could get for you.

Other than the food, you probably stunned with the view that Nook have. No place could give you a quiet yet calming ricefield view, but Nook.

After Covid-19 has fall off, you folks SHOULD try to eat at Nook in Bali.

NOOK. APPROVED.

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It’s been a while...

I’ve been doing fine here...

Even if you’re not here...

I’ll be staying true...

And white...

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I just realizes that I am surrounded by super kind hearted friends.

I thought they were such a jerk because they never meet my standards of “good friend”. I just never see them from different perspectives.

They are such an angel dispite of their annoyance. But that’s make them unique.

I just never let myself in. I decide to stay outside when they ask me to enter. Until at this time like this, I’m craving for “a friend”, and they are still there, waiting for me to go inside this circle.

I love them, will always be.

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No one would understand the pain you have but you.

Just keep it to yourself.

Heal it by yourself.

That’s how you gonna survive life.

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Omg!

I went to AEON by myself. Litterally by myself. I’m proud of it.

I feel so insecure. My panic attacks didn’t know when to butt in or butt off. People stare at me like im a fucking rubbish. I feel so depressed. Can’t breath well.

But I manage to keep it cool.

I wish i could do this more often.

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Perhaps, i need to start losing my interest in sleeping after eating. Like, I need to lose weight! Hope this song reminds me to lose weight, lol.

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“I love you, just like the sun loves the moon.”

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I vomit, when i’m depressed.

I keep on vomiting. Again.

And again.

And again.

Until there’s nothing left in my stomach.

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It’s okay.

I keep telling myself everytime i’m about to cry “it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s just a temporary sadness. Don’t cry.” and it helps me to calm down and not even shed tears.

Other than that, I keep on listening to I Will Follow You by Toulouse. It worsen my feeling, indeed. But, I feel better after.

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We can’t ask people to stay when they won’t.

We can’t ask people to give when they don’t have any.

We can’t ask people to smile when they’re sad.

We can’t ask people to laugh when it’s not even funny.

We can’t ask people to listen when they aren’t not even interested with the topic.

We just have to understand and let go.

There will always be someone who will stay, give, smile, laugh, and listen, even when you’re not asking for it.

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This song got me a calm vibe outside but ambitious inside. Feels like, this song is my kind of “spirit animal” to motivate myself. Even, I’m keen to learn the guitar chord and planning on to do a guitar duet with my boyfriend. Never feel that way before, tho.

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Raja Ampat.

A fine day to kiss the sun, but the sun was hiding behind those clouds. The sun has 86ed me. Too bad.

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Hate on people who are better than you ain’t make you better

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Home

When you don’t have someone to lean on,

when you don’t have someone to talk to,

When you don’t have someone to cry with,

When you don’t have someone to be with,

Just come back home,

just come home...

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in no time

When you said that you need me

I was the one who loved you

When you said that you miss me

I was the one who loved you

When you said that you love me

I was the one who loved you

When you said that you won’t let go

I was the one who loved you

but then,

When you said that I’ve changed

I was the one who still love you

When you said that you can never love me

I was the one who still love you

When you said to call it quit

I was the one who still love you

When you have someone else beside you,

I was the one who still in love with you,

in pain,

in sorrow,

in silence..

and,

in no time I can tell to stop...

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Damn..

When you look at how beautiful the clear blue sky is 

you’ll find what it is called as heaven on earth..

I know, those words seem a bit classic and too shitty. 

But, that’s how I feel about that damn clear blue sky..

I always find that blue sky always calm my mind,

And help me clear my messy mind..

I just don’t know why..

I cant tell you,

that not all the blue thing cause you to feel like on the cloud nine,

there is one blue feeling that you won’t feel or even see..

but,

these day, all I see was grey sky that always cause me feeling so blue..

Yeah, Blue in Grey..