SOUL TORN JEDI

Jedi Knight Anakin Solo. 23.

[soultornjedi]

tahiridv‌:

“You think you’re glad to hear my voice?” Tahiri almost laughed at that statement, heart wrenching. She had tried so hard to get him back, she had been so desperate and now… Now he was back. They were together and… And she could cry. She was crying. This was everything she had dreamed of for so long, to have him back in her arms. Was this some kind of dark side of the force again? She wanted to think this was real but some part of her mind just pushed her towards believing that this was another one of Caedus’ tricks, that this was an illusion and he wasn’t really there.

But kriff, this didn’t feel like it. This felt like reality and she had to believe it was actually happening, that she was with him. At that moment she remembered her last words to him, how she had told him their kiss had to wait until he made it back to base… Why had she said that. Pulling away she knew she had to do it, even if it wasn’t real she had to make sure that Anakin knew she loved him, so she reached up and pulled him down into a kiss.

It was clear that her question didn’t even require an answer - of course he was. Anakin remembered the very moment that he realized he’d never get to hear it again. Yet here he was, here they were, and kriff did the galaxy have a real strange way of working things out somehow. He didn’t even have the energy to question it anymore - Tahiri was in his arms, and he would much rather just focus on that instead of anything else.

She seemed to be thinking of something, remembering something...before he could read her expression, she was pulling him even closer, and the next thing he felt was the soft pressure of her lips on his. His entire being shivered from the contact, feeling himself grow even more emotional. Their kiss. They finally got their kiss. But this wasn’t like their first - there was more passion, less awkward shyness. No second guessing where they stood. His hands moved to grip her waist a bit tighter as he deepened the kiss without hesitation, years of pent up emotions exploding between them. Finally he broke away just enough to rest his forehead against hers, eyes locked on her. “I thought of you right up to the end,” Anakin whispered against her lips, attempting to hold her closer than even truly possible. “You gave me that strength, you know. You.”

[soultornjedi]

itsfcnris‌:

{ &. __ Open Starter : ( Coruscant HQ ) !

IT HAD BEEN SOME TIME SINCE SIRI HAD SEEN THE STARS. In fact, it’d been so long that she couldn’t remember when the last time she’d seen them even was. But that phenomenon wasn’t entirely new to people that had been resurrected through mad science ( or so she’d been told ). In fact, it was quite common, and the only thing that it had successfully done for Siri was to leave her with more question than answers ––––––– with the only knowledgable people either withholding their answers or long gone. 

She’s perched against the rooftop of some cantina in the Uscru District, and though Siri is well aware that there were other places that were much more favorable to the light of the evening sky, this was the place to be. It was something about the liveliness of it all, the festivities, and the ambiance ––––––– after having supposedly been dead for such a long time, there wasn’t any doubt in her mind that this was where she needed to be. 

❝ Hey, what’s this drink called anyways ? ❞ She smiled, eyes subtly glancing at the new body that now perched itself beside her. 

❝ Because it’s delicious. ❞

This was not his scene at all - in many ways, Anakin felt out of place here, almost as if he shouldn’t be allowed out in the first place. He had to keep reminding himself that he was older now, that he was an adult at that, expected to make all of his own decisions and somehow lead his own life on his own. Sure, his siblings were around, but they were each dealing with their own things, too. Besides, a bit of solitude amongst a crowd was something that oddly brought him a sense of peace. As much peace as he could get, that was.

As he made his way to the balcony with his second drink in his hand, Anakin gazed over the edge, in awe at the vastness of the city. He knew Coruscant well from his childhood, but seeing it now, after everything he’d been through...it was a sight he needed to take a moment to truly enjoy. The classic, hectic beauty of it all nearly took his breath away. Taking a sip of the drink, he felt a pair of eyes on him before freezing in place, the glass still to his lips.

Eyes darting sideways, Anakin slowly lowered it before turning to face the young woman who had started a conversation. Honestly, he didn’t know what he was drinking. “It’s the special,” He answered with a nonchalant shrug. “I wasn’t really listening to the name.” Already his head felt a bit heavier than it had when he’d first arrived. “I really shouldn’t even have any more - here,” He abruptly held the glass out in her direction, hoping she’d take it from him before he changed his mind.

[soultornjedi]

rcprcgrvmmd‌:

                         THERE   WAS  SOMETHING  K2  DIDN’T  UNDERSTAND  AND   IT  WAS   human   enjoyment   over   low   pyrotechnic   devices   e x p l o d i n g   in   the   air.   from   where   the   droid   stood,   it   only   asked   for   disaster   to   happen.   the   probability   of   a   building   setting   on   fire   was   a   ratio   of   one   in   five,   but   they   presume   if   the   humans   are   smarter   than   they   appear,   they   would   have   common   sense   to   take   necessary   precautions.

                         “   i     wonder     if     cassian     would     have     enjoy     this?     though,     i     hope     he     didn’t     ——–     or     else     it     would     have     been     detrimental     to     our     partnership.   ”   there   was   a   soft   hiss   of   a   whirr   as   he   walks   through   the   crowd,   trying   to   find   his   way   back   to   base.

open thread!!

Anakin wasn’t a fan of the fireworks. He’d never liked them, even as a toddler, but that dislike was especially heightened now since the noises reminded him of the battlefield in the middle of the war - blaster shots and explosions everywhere. Death everywhere. Why people found enjoyment from this, he couldn’t comprehend. In fact, he preferred to move somewhere else to a place where he wouldn’t be startled by the loud noises constantly. 

Just as he was starting to make his way to the nearest indoor location, Anakin heard the robotic voice, not sure whom he was attempting to address. But his curiosity got the best of him, noticing that the droid was also heading in the same direction as he was. “Yeah, who’s Cassian?” He questioned rather bluntly, not caring if the droid hadn’t been addressing him in the first place. “Your partner?”

[soultornjedi]

caxdus‌:

coruscant was somehow the exactly the same as it had been when jacen was young. sure, some buildings were different, and there was a war now… but essentially? it hadn’t really changed. in a way it was somewhat reassuring… or as reassuring as coruscant could ever be. 

        that being said, almost everything else was different. 

no one had told jacen how he died, or his sister,…and ben was missing. 

but anakin was back. his younger brother that had died was back and… that was positive at least. 

glancing over at his brother, he continued walking down the street, the street that was only more active with the festival going on. the thing was he had no idea where he was going. “where are you dragging me again?”

@soultornjedi

Even though Jacen and Anakin had had a handful of rough patches in the past, it was clear that neither of them wanted that to affect their dynamic now. This was their second shot to actually be brothers, to protect and appreciate each other now that they were older and hopefully, somehow, wiser. But it wasn’t as if their previous tension could disappear completely right away. Which was why this outing felt almost forced, with Anakin trying to think of anything they could do where they wouldn’t have to focus on each other too much. He didn’t want to get emotional and worked up all over again - he just wanted to have a decent time for the first time that he could truly remember in what felt like decades.

“Dunno, I guess...the entertainment district?” He replied with a shrug as he walked a few steps ahead of his older brother, keeping his eyes on the busy street ahead. “I think it’s only another block down or so...I don’t really know what they have there, but they gotta have something, right?” Anything to keep the brothers busy and distracted from anything outside of this lame festival would do the job. Maybe a gaming bar or something? He had no idea what to expect. “Have you been there?” Anakin asked suddenly, turning to glance at Jacen. “The entertainment district...you know, since you’ve...been old enough, I guess?”

[soultornjedi]

tahiridv‌:

“Anakin, I don’t, I can’t believe you’re here.” Tahiri whispered after a minute of silence, not daring let go of him. She was afraid if she did he would fade from her life once again, that she’d have to resume her desperate quest to be with him again, though she always knew that once he was dead he was gone… But apparently she was wrong. He was here, in her arms, stroking her hair like he had all those years ago.

“I’m doing so much better now.” She murmured in response to one of his questions, not sure how to answer the other one. Tahiri didn’t know if she was safe. She didn’t even know if all of this was real. It could very well have just been another one of Caedus’ tricks, resigning her to just live in the fantasy of being reunited with her love. “What about you? Are you safe? How long have you been here?” Her words where slightly muffled against his shirt but she wouldn’t dare let go.

It still took everything in him to convince himself that this wasn’t a dream, though it sure kriffing felt like one. Honestly, how had he ended up here? Coming back to life was one thing, but coming back to a time and place where Tahiri was too? It was unbelievable. He tried to push away the hows and whys of it all, focusing on just her, but he couldn’t help it - so many questions flooded through his mind, and more than half of them were directed at her; how she’d survived, what had happened after his death...had she been revived too? If she had...how had she died?

“I’m glad to hear you say that...I-I’m just, glad to hear you speak at all,” Anakin murmured back, still in a bit of shock at the situation. His arms didn’t dare loosen around her, and it seemed hers didn’t either. “I-I have no idea if I’m safe,” He replied honestly, his head shaking slightly. “I don’t even know how I’m here, or why, or who else is around...I know Jacen and Jaina are, I saw them, but...” Anakin’s words drifted at the thought of his parents. He hadn’t seen them...he hadn’t sensed them yet either. That could only mean one thing. “It’s real kriffing strange, T. I’m still...figuring it all out...” The fact that he was still physically holding her in his arms was unreal. “How did you get here? How long has it been since...since...”

[mayanovak]

[soultornjedi]

There’s always a choice.

He hadn’t believed it to be true at first, but now, staring at his oldest brother, Anakin felt it. Ben was dark. Maybe not completely, but it had definitely taken him over. And even the idea of Ben attempting to bring Anakin to the dark side after everything he’d been through made his stomach churn. This war, this very same war, had gotten him killed once. Anakin wasn’t prepared to have it happen again. “You know what? Maybe you should listen to your own words, Kylo. Anything that happens to you now...you’ve brought it upon yourself.”

[soultornjedi]

I could murder a cup of tea.

Anakin believed it, too. He knew that his older brother would absolutely not hesitate in taking a lightsaber to the mug and tearing it to pieces, liquid and all. But he wasn’t sure exactly what it was that Jacen was upset about this time - maybe everything at once, maybe one particular thing. “Can’t say I’m surprised, but mind telling me what gave you this motivation to murder hot liquid?”

[soultornjedi]

It’s going to be dangerous. Think you could bear a little danger?

Anakin couldn’t help the scoff that escaped his lips, followed by a slight shake of his head. “I’ve beared it before - didn’t make it out alive, but there’s a second time for everything...right?” Had he really gotten to the point where he was joking about his own death now? He must have been more insane than he thought. “...Yeah. No backing down. I’m prepared for it. As prepared as a once-dead kid could be.”

[sankta-zoyas]

torchwood (series 2) starters

And look at you, trying so hard to be all grown up.

Did you miss me?

What’s to fix? You don’t mess with this level of perfection.

I came back for you.

See, now you’ve given yourself away. Only someone who’s bluffing ever says they’re not.

Did I mention I’m armed? 

What can you be doing that’s more important than me? 

You went to murder rehab?

The odd kill, who does it hurt? 

Here and now, that’s what’s important. The work we do, the person I am now. That’s what I’m proud of.

What kept me fighting was the thought of coming home to you. 

Are you asking me out on a date?

We should be up there, among the stars, claiming them for our own.

Remind me never to get on your bad side. 

Your bedside manner’s rubbish.

They know more about this place than I do. Nobody knows more than I do. 

I have to stay away from you. If I don’t, I’m gonna end up hurting you. 

Each one of us must fight on to the end. Whenever that is.

I could murder a cup of tea.

You talk about your life like you’ve got no control over it.

Do you never wonder if we’re worth saving?

I think we’re worth saving. Wars and all.

I was just thinking, I’d do anything for you. 

I don’t really know where I really belong. Maybe that doesn’t matter anymore.

Stop pissing me around. You’re so used to lying and fobbing me off like the idiot I obviously am.

All I ever asked was for you trust me.

Is there anything in your life that’s actually based on truth? 

All you did tonight was mess things up. 

I just wish you were a bit uglier. 

You really think you could go back to your old life before this? 

You can’t block out the past forever.

I can’t afford to remember. 

How far would you go for me? I need to know. Would you die for me? 

Knowing there has to be more to life than this. Knowing I’m special. Waiting for someone to see it.

You save one life, a hundred lives, but it’s never enough. Who’ll save me? 

No, I don’t do flowers. And I definitely don’t do apologies.

Come on, be honest. You just came all this way to see me. 

You know, none of us know whether to take you seriously when you say those things.

I wasn’t ready to give up on you. I guess I was hoping for a miracle. And I still am.

Are we seriously going to act on something she’s googled? 

It almost sounds as if you care. Well done.

I didn’t realise we were in competition. 

I’ve seen you save so many lives. Are you really going to let this beat you?

It’s not bad that you need help.

I believed people. I believed them when they said it would get better.

You can say what you like. I’m not leaving you. 

No more locking it all away. You tell me when it’s bad. Share it with me. Okay?

I’m scared. I’m scared that if I close my eyes I’ll get trapped in the darkness. 

Listen, you’d better start trusting me, okay? 

Are you being rude about me? 

What’s with the attitude? You’ve got a face like a slapped arse. 

You used to care. You used to be bothered about people. Didn’t matter who they were, or what they did.

It’s the hope that’s killing me. 

It was better when I didn’t know. Before you, I had hope.

First I’m going to kiss him, then I’m going to kill him. 

It’s going to be dangerous. Think you could bear a little danger?

What am I supposed to do with those memories? 

We don’t have a song. And if we did have a song, it wouldn’t be this song.

I’m keeping more secrets than you’d believe. 

Hold on a minute, do I mean fun or do I mean carnage? I get them confused.

I’m gonna need a really good reason not to shoot you within the next twenty seconds.

There’s always a choice. 

The only strength I have is my hatred for you. 

You saved me.

[soultornjedi]

❛ We can be. We believe in each other… that’s everything. ❜ (Tahiri)

Anakin had always been quite good at hiding his emotions, but now, with Tahiri, it was nearly impossible. Not when he was alive again and somehow getting a second chance to live out a future with her. They were both older now, perhaps a bit wiser than before, at least enough to not let things go bad again. He wouldn’t let that happen. “It is,” Anakin choked out softly, taking her hands in his and strumming his thumb over her skin. “I won’t lose you again. And you won’t lose me - I promise.”

[sunflcwcrr]

❛bohemian rhapsody ❜  sentence starters

❛ I pity your wife if you think six minutes is forever. ❜ 

❛ Fortune favors the bold. ❜

❛ The whole room belongs to you. ❜

❛ Not the coffee machine! ❜

❛ Your life is going to be very difficult. ❜

❛ We can be. We believe in each other… that’s everything. ❜

❛ It’s an experience - love, tragedy, joy… ❜

❛ Don’t you see what you could be? ❜

❛ We need to get experimental. ❜

❛ What if I don’t have time? ❜

❛ We’re all legends. ❜ 

[soultornjedi]

tahiridv‌:

Watching him turn around, Tahiri could swear she felt her heart stop. Was it… Was it really him? This felt lilke it wasn’t possible, that this was just some awful trick Caedus was pulling on her. But kriff, he wasn’t here, at least not that she had seen. “I- I felt you, but I didn’t-” She could feel tears in her eyes. “Anakin, how-” She cut herself off again, needing to know this was real, that he was here, alive again with her. 

Breathlessly Tahiri walked forward and wrapped her arms around him, hugging him tightly, knowing this wouldn’t prove anything but itwas a comfort at the least. He wasn’t a hologram or force projection or, hell, she didn’t even know what. His smell was there, one she hadn’t known for so long, his clothes were soft and for the first time in so so long long she felt at home.

It was clear that words weren’t necessary at the moment - the most important thing was to make sure that this was real, and it seemed that Tahiri had the same thought as they both moved urgently towards each other. To feel her physically embrace him caused a low gasp to escape him, all doubts gone from his mind now. It seemed that in this new second chance at life, anything was possible, even being reunited with his long lost love. For now, he wouldn’t question it at all.

It wasn’t long before he’d wrapped his arms around her in return, a gentle hand coming up to stroke the back of her head, feeling her soft hair through his fingers. She thought he was dead. He’d hoped desperately to find her as soon as he’d been revived, but it had seemed unlikely - until now. Anakin took her in completely, not even sure how much time had passed before he finally spoke up again. “I can’t r-really even explain it myself, b-but...it doesn’t matter...I’m here, you’re here...how have you...are you doing well? A-Are you safe?”

[soultornjedi]

✧ (Jaina)

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse.

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[soultornjedi]

✧ (tahiri)

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse.

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[musingmemes]

protector / protectee starters

“no. you can’t go, it’s too dangerous.”

“it’s not dangerous. i’ll be fine.”

“i’m not going to let anything happen to you.” 

“you can’t keep me safe from everything.”

“just be careful.” 

“i’m always careful.”

“you’re going to get yourself hurt.”

“i won’t get hurt, i promise.”

“i won’t let them hurt you.”

“you can’t save me from this.”

“please try and stay out of trouble.”

“if anything happened to you…” 

“i’m not sure how to keep you safe.”

“i’m not going to let you out of my sight.”

“this is the only way to keep you safe.”

“you can’t keep an eye on me twenty four seven.”

“everywhere you go, i go.”

“it’s not your job to protect me.”

“it’s my job to protect you.”

“don’t worry, i’ve got you.”

“no one will hurt you as long as i’m breathing.”

“you don’t understand how dangerous this is.”

“please come back in one piece.”

[persephonememes]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠.

❛ And for twenty-five years, nothing. Not a whisper, not a clue. ❜

❛ Look at her – I would die for her. I would kill for her. Either way – what bliss. ❜

❛ Unhappy, darling? ❜

❛ Cara mia! ❜

❛ Last night, you were… unhinged. You were like some desperate, howling demon. You frightened me. Do it again. ❜

❛ Sorry about the window! ❜

❛ They grow up so fast, don’t they? ❜

❛ Don’t torture yourself. That’s my job. ❜

❛ Don’t tease. ❜

❛ Let me go! ❜

❛ Gimme that! Stop it! I’m warning you! It’s not a good day! ❜

❛ Can’t you keep up? ❜

❛ I wish you’d drop by more often. ❜

❛ The seance - tonight. Won’t you come? ❜

❛ Wait a minute, hold on! You have to listen to me! ❜

❛ Please… Just hear me out… ❜

❛ What a miserable evening. ❜

❛ Did you hear that?! ❜

❛ But don’t you think that’s absurd? ❜

❛ Isn’t that the most ridiculous thing you’ve ever heard? ❜

❛ Darling, how does this work again? ❜

❛ Don’t be shy. ❜

❛ Can you ever forgive me? ❜

❛ You were so dashing, you could have any woman you wanted, dead or alive. ❜

❛ Water under the bridge. Forgiven. Forgotten. ❜

❛ You forgot our secret password? ❜

❛ Can I have ice cream? ❜

❛ You spoil me… mon amour. ❜

❛ Isn’t it too enchanting? ❜

❛ There’s a trick to it. Of course. ❜

❛ Oh, no. ❜

❛ What is truth? What is fiction? ❜

❛ But let’s get to bed. ❜

❛ Spirits above me - give me a sign! Shall I be joyous? Or shall I be damned? ❜

❛ Sleepless night? ❜

❛ I don’t think so. ❜

❛ Here it is - suspicion and anxiety. ❜

❛ Haven’t you ever slaughtered anyone? ❜

❛ I’ve been around. I pick things up. ❜

❛ It’s going to be fun! ❜

❛ Darling, I’m sorry! ❜

❛ I said I was busy! ❜

❛ I changed my mind! ❜

❛ It’s a promise. ❜

❛ You were terrific. ❜

❛ What a sublime evening. A theatrical triumph… ❜

❛ A Shakespearean delight! ❜

❛ You were so beautiful - pale, and mysterious. ❜

❛ You bewitched me. I proposed that very night. ❜

❛ You were so right! What an evening! ❜

❛ How long has it been since we’ve waltzed? ❜

❛ Sometimes people have had terrible childhoods. And sometimes they just haven’t found their special place in life. And sometimes they’re dogs from hell and must be destroyed. ❜

❛ Despite everything, I don’t hate you. ❜

❛ Darling, take care! ❜

❛ To live without you - only that would be torture. ❜

❛ A day alone - only that would be death. ❜

❛ You never really loved me! ❜

❛ Come, my love - to safety! ❜

❛ What can I say? He’s going to break hearts. ❜