soulwordrain

she/they 8teen

[theplasticdusk]

this halloween us aspec people don’t even need any kind of costumes since most people apparently think we’re some kind of weird scary fake aliens.

[theplasticdusk]

let’s have a conversation

I’m genuinely curious as to how you guys knew that you were asexual / aromantic / aspec

tell a story.

[soulwordrain]

i was having a convo with a friend trying to figure out if i liked or not a girl and the friend asked me: imagine yourself locked in a dark room with her, what would you do?

"ask her about her favorite song, play it in the background, ask her about what makes her happy, hear her smile, ask her about her gratest fear, listen, ask her about her favorite character, draw it for her... I guess understand her, accept her and make her smile through little things. maybe hold her hand when she struggles?"

and that friend straight up told me that im one of those weirdos who dont experience sexual attraction bc dark rooms mean something totally different for the rest of the population.

[amomentwiser]

I just want to hide from the world sometimes. Is a non-corporeal existence too much to ask for?

[soulwordrain]

I want to be able to press a green button and just vanish into the air, then press a red one to return to my body

you see the problem? you can t press if you're vanished.

i want to be able to not be. that s it.

[soulwordrain]

"It'd take hours to explain"

honey, I don't think there's any sound more beautiful than your voice and any story more interesting than your past, present and future. it could take hours, days, weeks, or even a lifetime, i would never stop listenening.

[soulwordrain]

I'm like a star: beautiful until you get close to me

so stay away

[kotortwo]

personality quiz: in ur head do u refer to yourself as i, you, or we

[soulwordrain]

I - when I need to encourage myself

You - when I am mad at myself

We - in any other cases

[theplasticdusk]

I think us asexuals should partner up with climate change and marine ecosystem deterioration because everyone seems to claim that they care and then ignore us✌️

[soulwordrain]

genius.

[yms1]

Find me in bed, ignoring text messages and scrolling on Tumblr

[soulwordrain]

akajshcbsjs

[just-shower-thoughts]

So we have the knowledge, ability and power to fix everything wrong in the world, but we aren’t going to because money.

[theplasticdusk]

when people ask if I’m dating anyone my aroace self decides it’s easier to say that I’m focusing on academics instead of explaining my identity

[soulwordrain]

the memorised reply I use every time: "I want to be a millionaire, why would I try finding someone to share my money with? so yeah, I'm focusing on my studies, not on your boring, predictable feelings."

[soulwordrain]

in each second I live someone dies.

[soulwordrain]

I don't understand why I have to experience cramps.

like I will never have babies

will never prob have sex if it's my choice

will never call myself a woman

why can't I just press a button and choose to be an asexual agender body and not a female human

[soulwordrain]

pls give me aroace songs cuz I'm done listening to songs about romance and sex

me first:

D&D + Asexuality - Skull Puppies

Take a hint - Victorious

[soulwordrain]

just realized that i was obsessively watching yt videos on "how to make a girl/guy like you"/"what makes someone attractive" etc just so I could choose "crushes" so my allo friends wouldn't think that I'm a freak.

literally I would look around and be like: omg that person has blue eyes and in a survey blue eyes were chosen as the most attractive + they have a big smile + they have mouscles... AHA! "Guysss, guess whattt, I have a crush!"

[mysteriousgirlatlibrary-deactiv]

If I had a dollar for every fictional character I caught feelings for...I could afford the therapy I obviously need

[soulwordrain]

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[soulwordrain]

3am talks are my love language

[soulwordrain]