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Not today Justin
if i look back, i am lost
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
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we're not kids anymore.
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@soupfan69
what happened to the first 68 soupfans
they are all me. to ensure that this never happens again i have secured the urls soupfan1 through soupfan419 on every social media website from allrecipes.com to the qoo. thank you for asking
I FORGOT I HAD FOLLOWED U ON TUMBLR I am so happy to have found u again.
Your twts had made me smile in some hard times, I'm sending u a hug 💞
gsgdhs clearly i forgot i made a tumblt too, but thanks! 🥰🥰 ((i AM still on twt btw just at @/soupgazing lol))
no tv show will ever be able to resolve a m/m/f love triangle as perfectly and as weirdly as Hannibal, in which the woman kisses one of the guys, sleeps with the other one, then decides "actually, never mind, you're both awful!" and marries a rich lesbian instead - and, while this is all going on, the guys develop a weird homoerotic obsession with each other culminating in them going off a cliff together. truly unhinged and unmatched
one thing about orpheus and eurydice is you guys are all like “i’m different i wouldnt turn to look at her” because you are all familiar with the story of orpheus and eurydice. but orpheus wasnt familiar with the story because he was in it lol.
“i wouldn’t look back bc logically if she’s not there it wouldnt help to look and if she is there looking back would cause me to lose her” cool so has love never made you stupid and insane
another thing thats interesting is i think most people assume its a walk of reasonably short length that you have to resist looking back. but we dont know how long that walk was. its out of the underworld, time could work very differently. could be days. could be months. could you walk for months without looking back to see if your love is okay? i dont think you could
exactly. like oh you’re not going to look back? have you never lost a love? there is so much looking back.
did you hear about yoshi? i went to your twitter account to see your reaction to it, and realised it wasn't there anymore😔😔
hahaha yes!! i deactivated for a while but i reactivated to livetweet the yoshi episode fhbbhsjgb im @/soupgazing now on twt 🐯❤️
it's been said before and i'm sure said better than i can phrase it. but really, really - if you like making "i'm going to kill myself" jokes, please try switching to being ironically conceited instead.
anytime something goes wrong, say things like "ah well at least i'm beautiful and charming and everyone loves me." when you forget something, try "my big huge brain is so smart and thinking about too many other very big wizardly thoughts you wouldn't even understand." when you're frustrated by one of your symptoms, start talking like you're in My Immortal. "Life has come for me but my eyes are beautiful pools of gorgeous fire and my hair is amazing. I stuck my middle finger up at life and told it to fuck off and it did."
just... try it for a month or two. try saying the most absurdly self-congratulatory shit you can think of.
i know it's tempting to make suicide or self-harm jokes. and for me at least, a decade ago (!) when someone suggested i stop making those kinds of jokes, i was kind of at a loss for what to replace them with. i wanted to make light of these moments, but genuinely (at the time) my first thought really was suicidal ideation. there was a part of me that even felt like ... i was kind of "making light" of that voice. that if i could say i want to die lol, it would help take the sting out of that genuine (albeit passive) desire. like i could turn my illness into a joke.
when i started complimenting myself instead, it felt awkward and stupid. it felt really, really ironic. what i was actually saying was nobody would ever think this stuff about me, that's what makes it so fucking funny.
but. the effect was immediate. first thing i noticed was the people around me. when i dropped a glass and said ah my skin is too beautiful and sleek the glass has swooned and broken for me, other people were suddenly overjoyed to jump in with the joke. rather than making an awkward moment, we'd both start cracking up. ah princess sleek hands, i've heard of you.
i was 19. i hadn't noticed i'd been making others tense when i said i want it all to end. i know now that it's incredibly hard to know how to walk that moment - do you talk to them about your concern? do you potentially make them uncomfortable by asking if they're okay? do you ignore the situation? do you help them pick up the glass, or do they need to do it by themselves? are they genuinely made suicidal over this small moment? and most importantly, how do you - without professional training or supplies - actually help?
most people want to help you pick up the glass in your life, they just have no fucking idea how to do it. they don't want to make anything worse. they don't want to make assumptions about you. they love you, they're scared for you - and being scared makes people kind of freeze up. it's not because they don't love you. it's because they do.
now when something bad happens, my first thought is how can i make a stupid joke about this. it isn't my brain saying you're a dumb fucking bitch. i spend more time laughing. i spend more time being gentle with myself. i spend more time feeling good.
and the thing is - what's kind of funny - is that you'd be surprised by how many people agree with you. the first time i said i'm too pretty to understand that, someone else said to be fair you're the prettiest person in this room. i promise - you really don't know how kindly your friends see you. but they love you for a reason. they sort of reverse-velveteen-rabbit you. your weird and ugly spots fade away and you just become... the love they want to give you.
go love yourself ironically. the worst thing that happens is that you end up tricking your reflection into actually loving you.
the best part about wei wuxian's resurrection scene is that it happens when the audience doesn't know anything about him yet, so when he goes "i'm going to act like a deranged homosexual lunatic so no one recognizes me" you're like yeah sure that could be a feasible disguise until the flashback happens and you realize it's a terrible idea, because wei wuxian acts like a deranged homosexual lunatic all the time
12/11/2022
i wish facebook wasn’t real i wish david fincher just made that up for his gay movie with andrew garfield and jesse eisenberg
not pictured: op losing their mind over how cute his hair is <3
at this point i think it's impossible that any of the actual drama or content of f1 races could be even a fraction of how entertaining it is to know nothing about it and see these lovingly crafted gifsets of the most normal adult man ive ever seen. like i truly am tempted to check it out but i just can't imagine whatever i would discover would be as fun as this is for me right now
you can only answer asks privately if they aren't anonymous, iirc from when i was active on tumblr previously, back in ye olden days.
yeah you'd think i would know more considering i did spend many of my formative years on this website but i guess the difference is that i was 14 and didnt have internet friends so i did in fact want the whole world to see everything i said. maturity has granted me the wisdom to only want maybe 70% of my thoughts to be seen by everyone now
hi tumblr user soupfan69. i've been following you for not that long on twt and i just wanted to let you know how big of a fan i am. i have a parasocial relationship with you i think.
that's nice, i think. you have great taste i bet we'd get along. also someone said there was a way to answer these things privately but i can't figure it out so everyone gets to know about our paranormal romance now sorry
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hi! this is a new account dedicated to doyoung and josh groban! we will be posting content about doyoung and josh groban! #dogroban
