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thinking about watching nightmare on elm street but :

1. I was terrified of Freddy Krueger as a child (he still freaks me out honestly)

2. Unsure if there’s gay content

3. I hate Freddy Krueger

4. I fucking hate Freddy Krueger

[soymoss]

emo heron in boots

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[alleesaur]

the productivity creatures

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rice with egg on top with a sprinkle of green onion and chili oil ouuuuuu

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“Why even open bed and breakfast? Sell cinnamon and live like kings!”

Thor, Ghosts (US), S1:E18

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Happy Pride Month!

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room for squares by John Mayer came out a month or so before 9/11- so hypothetically some of the people who sadly died that day got to experience the magic of John Mayer…. Damn

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being a video game enjoyer so difficult sometimes like do I play BOTW, South Park & the fractured buttwhole, avatar: frontiers of Pandora, Tomodachi Life, or any of the 1 billion Lego games I own?

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I always linger

[koiagain]

I guess you could say he’s ve… he’s a very h…

[travelling-my-little-pony]

Lady Flutter has a ladybird land on her!

At Paignton, in Devon, England.

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chippy the dog has genuinely helped me get through some dark places in my life. he’s so dear to me

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sometimes I wonder if you still think about me

how we played Fortnite

how I made you play apex with me

even though you didn’t like it as much as I did

just because I wanted to play together

I wanted your attention

but I still refused to accept it

your flirtation embarrassed me

as much as it flattered me

but we were just 15

I was in Kansas while you were in California

attending military school you hated

dealing with a hard home life, just like me

we’d call for hours

I cooked eggs on FaceTime

you told me to be careful with my spatula

else it would melt

I thought that was so silly, a cooking utensil melting while doing its purpose?

I guess you just cared in those small, silly ways

I just wanted you to like me how I liked you

but I was a boy, just like you

it wasn’t something you wanted

I still see when you’re active on Fortnite

I think about inviting you to my party

using voice chat again

but I never do

I just think about it

I think of you when I see the Halloween movies

how you were so excited for the new one

how I couldn’t care less, yet I found myself wanting to watch them just to have something in common

I never did

I just stuck to Scream

pretended it didn’t matter to me at all

I wish I could remember where you lived

how we met

an instagram group chat with terrible people

but you were different

you thought I was cool

cool enough to private message and call

to be PlayStation network friends

to be 15 and stupid

to stay up, to talk late into the night

I miss that, but I know that I won’t ever get that back

being a young, dumb teenage boy

with my equally stupid friends

no cares or concerns but the new Fortnite season

I wish many things still

even though it’s in the past now

I wish I never found myself so fascinated with that man

when I was 15 and he was 19

when he told me we could be together if I went back to being a girl

moved to turkey and converted to Islam

how he told me… I can’t even type it

it sounded so silly, so outrageous

he couldn’t have possibly been serious

the things he said, the way he thought of other people

the stupid Roblox game we played, that I hated

it was so boring

the terrible but fascinating pictures he’d send me

telling me of his sickle cell disease

and how he’d bleed randomly

I knew it was wrong, but I did it anyway

but still

I wonder if you ever think about me at all

about what once was, what could of been

even though we were separated by many states

being 15 again

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finally …. It will be mine …