Free will… what will I do with you today?

If you followed for art sorry I also yap alot {also commissions closed rn sorry}

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can we normalize grown men shutting the fuck up

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genuinely was so nice out today 🍐

I wish I spent more of the day outside tho

idk I feel the depression lifting

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I cant escape the doom and despair that is destiel

everywhere i turn theres a devistating soul crushing edit or reminder

I cant outrun it

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I CUT MY HAIR TOO SHORT AND NOW IM FUCKING BALD BUT ALSO HAVE A MULLET SOMEHOW

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how does one find inspiration again?

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should I split up things into diff blogs? to make things more organized?

idk I feel like everything I post is too random for that

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I actually love The Go-Go’s

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Happy Easter to my fellow Orthodox ppl!

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7$ haul!

I refuse to buy the full blueray box set when I can slowly get these prettier ones for cheaper

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yes he’s lopsided, sue me.

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how to solve gut wrenching depression exept I dont know if I want to solve- to fix it. If I feel sad It means I dont feel nothing. I dont feel as empty, I feel so filled with sadness It’s overflowing. from the tips of my toes to the top of my head I’m heavy with it. It weighs me down in ways none could possibly understand, and how I want them to understand. I dont want to be greeted with odd or worried looks when I express how I feel. I want to be treated as an understood equal, not some mental outcast.

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when they remember a small detail abt me ive mentioned once:

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new rosary I got while antiqueing! really beautiful wood and its from jerusalem which is rly cool

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holyyfuckk how I hate being trans

Its so much work to just be me Its tiring

I feel like I always have to prove myself

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Crochetstiel 🧶

Taglist💙 (please let me know if you want to be added or removed)

@idontexistbutwhodoes

@lav-mna

@iloveyoudeanwinchester

@spacegoat-ooo

@mango-is-tired

@shipsawayandusuallygay

@turtleraccoonsoup

@luciferstempest

@universalcas

@anavivana

@meeshsen

@examishbookwyrm

@dotti55

@lavenderleahy

@destielshipper82

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someone needs to make me thiss

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what if I just spontaneously combusted