So, I have to whine for a bit. A few weeks ago I made the decision to end a 7 year friendship. Yes, yes I really did. Why? Well, there's a multitude of reasons. I could dumb it down by saying that, over time, I realized we just no longer clicked. But you came here for a detailed rant and that's just what I'll give you. 1) Open Mind vs Closed Mind Yes, really. I tried to push it back and ignore it, but after so long my patience wore thin. First being that I believe they held petty grudges. The girl(who will be referred to as X) deeply despises one of my dearest friends, because she believes this person is an outright weird bitch. No reason other than that. Why does this person not like X? Because years ago, when X was dating one of the girl's friends, she snuck away from home and spent the night with him. He was over 18, she was under, and her mother was overbearing and attempted to call the cops and report him for kidnapping. Which he did not do, by the way, she willingly left without parental permission. But there's more to it than that. x's fiancee(who will be referred to as Y) had heard of X's twisted retelling of their past, and roped her in on a lie. To begin texting this man again, pretending to be single and asking him to come see her, so Y can "beat his ass" and toss him in jail. Luckily for us the man in question was smarter than that. Not to mention, another example of close mindedness, is her disbelief of transgender people. Now this sets me on fire. Because her Bible and her God tell her that they do not exist, that gays are sinful abominations of Satan and are doomed to spend eternity amongst fire and brimstone. You could have a doctor tell X that being transgendered is legitimate, her response would probably be "why can't you just say gay? They're gay!!" Moving on. Reason #2, Religious Differences. Now I realize that sounds weak, and I will admit that it does. But when you open up to someone to say you've found faith in Pagan/Wicca because the biblical God never existed to you, and their response is a slap in the face, why continue that companionship? I opened up to X one night in beautiful revelation because I finally found my comfort. What am I told a few days later? "Well, I'll be honest me and Y were laying there the other night and.. I just started crying cause me and Y will be up in heaven and you'll be burning down in hell." ... well EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME, MESSIAH, FOR NOT RECOGNIZING YOUR RETURN. Some Christians seem to forget they have no power to judge, that only their god does, and that attempting to make those judgements(I.e. who goes to heaven and who goes to hell) is setting yourself up for a one-way non-refundable ticket to said inferno. And I'll be there with you, baby girl, cause guess who's got front row seats? Reason 3: general pettiness and using me X had, for reasons beyond me, blocked her mother via Facebook and has refused to talk to her. I don't remember her telling me the story, though I think it was because her mother told her to grow up. And I believe her mother is in the right. I don't give a fuck what your mother has done. Unless they've physically or emotionally abused you, or have gone every step of the way to ban you from living your lifestyle or keeping you from who you're dating, you have no reason-I repeat, NO VALID REASON-to wipe them out of your life. And acting as such basically shows you don't value your life, seeing as how they're 50% of the reason you're even breathing right now. So, you have that. Well, after blocking her mother, X asked me for permission to log on to my account and stalk her mother. I was dumb, and still viewed us as friends, and allowed her to do so. We stopped talking for a while, and I was fine with that. Until I wake up one day with a little voice in my head saying "change your password, check your search history". Now, I know damn well I did not search for X's mother or sister-in-law in my sleep. And that tore it. I messaged her, and after her confession I had told her my password had been changed and my tolerance for her had worn out. She proceeds to laugh, calling me pathetic and claiming that I'm just jealous that she has other friends and she's not stuck up my ass anymore. Actually, it's not the case. I'm glad she found the maturity to seek new friendships, because when I leave that would not leave her completely alone. I tore into her, making every valid point to call out her immaturity and my breakage of this little connection. Her response? "Ommmffffggggg hahahahaaaa this is soooo funny xDDDD go ahead and hang out with your freak friends that like to wear ears and tails and butt fuck each other and shoot their dad in the back because THEY'RE GAY!!!" Oh wow, that hurt me so much.. not. I forgot to give a fuck about those remarks. Yes, I do have friends that proudly parade around in ears and tails. As do I, when I have the gear. Why? Because we can. There's no state law against it, and we're grown enough to ignore derogatory comments we receive on the street. Because wearing said ears and tail, with faces adorned in eyeliner mimicking cat faces, is a freeing experience. These are people who are not afraid to be themselves. And I would much rather spend time with them, than waste my time watering down any portion of my personality because I'm not 'normal' and that makes someone uncomfortable. I wish you luck in the next years of your life, and maybe in the next 5 you'll mature enough to not be such an unbearable, nuggety cunt. Until then, please stay the fuck away from me. Because I'm not afraid to reach out for a No Contact order. Do not fucking test me.
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