Photon

19 he/him | India | Header from Uncharted 4

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About me

Howdy, I'm Photon, I'm from India, I have no idea what heinous crimes you committed in some previous life that you ended up on my page but here we are!

Some of my interests

Music:

Favourite artists: Arctic Monkeys, Beach House, Alvvays, Porter Robinson, Slowdive, Radiohead and many more

This topster(the albums are not ranked) should probably give you a better idea of what kind of music I'm into

Last.fm: Photon139

Rate Your Music: Photon139

Films:

Favourite films: Gangs of Wasseypur, Ratatouille, The Social Network, Submarine, Portrait of a Lady on Fire and others

More comprehensive list on Letterboxd

Video games

Favourite games: The Uncharted franchise, both of the Last of Us games, Red Dead Redemption 2, The Bioshock games and others

Currently in my third year of B. Tech and being an academic victim

Main goal in life: Pretend I'm in a Wong Kar-wai film

I guess those are my main interests, hit me up if you have similar brainrots lol

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Coming to the conclusion that I'm not the love I receive but the love I give lowkey changed my brain chemistry

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Loving the new Olivia Rodrigo album very much.

In particular I have been playing the shit out of u+me=<3 lately because I kinda relate to it. The song has this vibe of Olivia coming from these less than ideal past experiences and now with this new person she feels she has learnt from her old wounds and believes good things are possible with this person.

Lately I've also been thinking about someone and this song reminds me of her, probably why I've been listening to it so much, I mean it's an amazing song as well haha

I'm not sure where my infatuation will go or will it last but to be honest, I do wanna see this through. I've spent so much time in the past losing my mind over people just for it to go nowhere but I think I've learnt to handle my emotions better and I hope I don't repeat my past mistakes so I'm a bit hopeful as well now, we'll see I guess haha

"But I got a feeling wounds are healing, talking on the phone I know everybody changes, but I hope that we don't Carve our names into the car seat leather You plus me equals a heart forever A heart forever"

GODLIVIA GOATRIGO MY BELOVED

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Some rather shit photos of my 2nd year hostel room wall, not sure what I'll do when we're allocated new rooms for 3rd year lol

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I'm like if Everything is Embarrassing by Sky Ferreira was a person

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4th semester has ended, half of my damn degree is over and I haven't done jackshit lmao

Gonna enter my 3rd year next sem, will turn 20 later this year, intern season is also approaching, this year is going to be really make or break and I'm rather worried about it but I guess I'll just have to grind CodeForces and LeetCode lol

Really hope this year will turn out well, I've got a lot of work ahead of me but oh well I chose that work myself and it aligns with my interests, so I don't mind

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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Ah hell nah

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Mera loda dekhe dhurandhar, yes I'm the woker now what to do madarchod

[thesunnahthebetter]

they should normalize saying "I'm thinking of you fondly but don't have much to say and frankly I don't even really want to talk rn but you have appeared in my thoughts and it's nice"

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Oh right I have a Tumblr account

My goal for 2026 is to stunt on these hoes and stop relating to "always an angel, never a god"

Thank you good morning

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Arpit Bala releasing Rakh Lo Tum Chupake wouldn't fill the void in my heart but sure as hell will help

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Well well well

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Sher keh endsems khatam!!!! (CGPA ghatne wala hai firse)

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I love this album so much!!!!! YOU DANCE LIKE THE JUNE SKY YOU MAGICAL PINK RAIN AND I BURN ORANGE WATCHING YOU RESPLEND LIKE THE WORLDS I LOVE YOU PINK LIKE YOU

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I'm 19 and I'm on fire (I turned 19 yesterday :3)

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Tito Merello, In The Mood For Love

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Women like Sydney Sweeny who cater to audiences that engage in the dehumanization of women are so fucking frustrating whether it be that odd soap thing she did or the recent American Eagle ad and it's play on jeans/genes. I used to feel bad for her because of how much she was objectified online especially in memes (so many Indian meme pages are so utterly disgusting with how they use women in their memes) but I've realized she willingly caters to a shit audience that dehumanizes women. Conservatives love her because for them she represents the ideal women.

Another frustrating aspect is morons justifying all her recent slop as her just having autonomy or dismissing the criticism as policing of expression of sexuality which is such a short sighted way of looking at things. Yes, she has autonomy as a woman but we live under a patriarchal society that benefits from the dehumanization of women. Just because you have the autonomy to profit from buying Lockheed Martin stocks doesn't mean you should. Just because you can profit from catering to shitty audiences doesn't mean you should.

People in Sweeny's position shouldn't fucking engage in making slop that perpetuates sexist ideals as it makes it harder for other women to exist in her space. It's so annoying that some women will never understand feminism (not bullshit like choice feminism). INDIVIDUAL AUTONOMY WILL NOT SOLVE STRUCTURAL OPPRESSION EVEN IF THAT IS PART OF THE PROCESS.

PS: If you wanna dismiss any of this, just say I'm a man saying this <3

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You're making a mountain out of a molehill here. It's just an ad. It's not very feminist to attack a young woman for doing an ad that's definitely not meant as a dogwhistle to the right. This is why wokeness has backfired and has made the left so deeply unpopular on issues where it used to have the moral high ground. There are real problems in the world. There are real things for the left to attack. Sydney Sweeney isn't one of them.

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Using the word wokeness unironically in the big 25 lmao

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Women like Sydney Sweeny who cater to audiences that engage in the dehumanization of women are so fucking frustrating whether it be that odd soap thing she did or the recent American Eagle ad and it's play on jeans/genes. I used to feel bad for her because of how much she was objectified online especially in memes (so many Indian meme pages are so utterly disgusting with how they use women in their memes) but I've realized she willingly caters to a shit audience that dehumanizes women. Conservatives love her because for them she represents the ideal women.

Another frustrating aspect is morons justifying all her recent slop as her just having autonomy or dismissing the criticism as policing of expression of sexuality which is such a short sighted way of looking at things. Yes, she has autonomy as a woman but we live under a patriarchal society that benefits from the dehumanization of women. Just because you have the autonomy to profit from buying Lockheed Martin stocks doesn't mean you should. Just because you can profit from catering to shitty audiences doesn't mean you should.

People in Sweeny's position shouldn't fucking engage in making slop that perpetuates sexist ideals as it makes it harder for other women to exist in her space. It's so annoying that some women will never understand feminism (not bullshit like choice feminism). INDIVIDUAL AUTONOMY WILL NOT SOLVE STRUCTURAL OPPRESSION EVEN IF THAT IS PART OF THE PROCESS.

PS: If you wanna dismiss any of this, just say I'm a man saying this <3