Dead inside I fear

What if you loved me though 🖤💜🕸

[sp1derwebss001]

Heyyy this is my intro post <333

if I fuck up lmk 💜🖤💜 Lifestyle Jirai 💜

Mentions of SH, mental illnesses, and suicide 🕸 Block don't report 💜

SORRY IF I DON'T FOLLOW BACK THIS IS AN ALT BLOG 💔 I'd love to be moots with some of you but I don't want my irls knowing how messed up I am 💔🕸

About me 💜🖤💜:

Heyyy, you can call me Sp1der or Webss, I'm 17, Pan demigirl, I'm just a little fucked up (who isn't here loll), Adhd, Ocd, Depression, Anxiety 💜🖤💜 My genetics really gave me the bad mental health cocktail 💔💔 I'm verrryyy sucidal and self harm will be mentioned somewhat often

🕸Attention seeker I looooove attentionnnn!! Please be obsessed with meeee! 🕸

Interests 🕸:

×+ Panty and stocking (If you couldn't tell by the pfp), Fashionnnn!!!, Makeuppp!!!, Ofc Needy streamer overload!!! Ame made me want to be a streamer for the longest time, Object shows, Cats, Omori, ISAT, RPGmaker horror mannnn!!! I love RPGmaker horrroooorrr!!! If you've heard of an RPGmaker horror game I've probably seen it +×

Tags:

#Sp1der-Talks💜 for my regular posts

#Sp1der-Vent🕸 for my vent posts

#Sp1der-Art🖤 If I ever post my art here

This is an alt blog so if you think you know my og account or me just don't. This is the only way I get away from being myself 🕸🖤💜

[sp1derwebss001]

I may. Change my theme to Kris Deltarune. Just a thought perhaps.

[dinkingmyoiter6]

Hello hello dinkinggg It's been a long time hello!!! How are you!!! ISAT king theme!!!!! :))))!!!!

- Sp1der

Hi!!!!!!!! It has been quite a while hasn’t it? I tried to find you a few days ago actually but couldn’t find you anyways hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sp1derwebss001]

Yeah... I get pretty absentminded sometimes and forget things but! Kitty!

Kitty!!!

[sp1derwebss001]

Hello hi!!!! It's been a while! I'm sorry guys I've just been busy... doing nothing.... and being reclusive.... this summer... Well I mean. I finished Deltarune? And a few other games? Scoreee? Yeah just like... life updates here... I got a new kitty!!!!!!!! She's just so. Awesome. I love her. Anyways I'm pretty good right now!!! Probably not for long...

[sp1derwebss001]

it's so fucked up that going to a psych ward ruins your grades and leaves you with so many missing assignments it's crazy like my mental health was actually better before thank you

[dinkingmyoiter6]

Well no point sulking let’s do this again I’d tag my moots but I have terrible memory let’s see who finds me

[sp1derwebss001]

DINKING DINKING DINKING I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T FIND OU EARLIER

[sp1derwebss001]

Did dinking get termed :( dudeeee....

[sp1derwebss001]

It’s been a while how’s stuff going?

Moving's been stressful becsuse sch**l is still going on and I have music shit to get done but other than that I'm aight, just busy.

[sp1derwebss001]

I lowk feel like I'm the only person in my family that doesn't want to move. I'll miss my house idk I feel bad for it like. Why do I feel bad for an inanimate object. Like everyone wants to get out of you but I don't :( I like you house you've been good to me. my new room will be smaller and the layout is weird and I'll be 15 minutes from my school instead of 5 and so I can't go to my house during lunch breaks anymore and eughhhh... the new location is better but like idk... and moving during the school year is so stressful... I've made so many memories in this house I just feel bad that everyone wants to get out but it's a good house and it's familiar and I hate change and it's scary

[sp1derwebss001]

×+ If you cut for attention YOU ARE VALID!!!

If you cut for stress relief YOU ARE VALIDDD!

If you cut just because YOU ARE VALIDDD!

Cat scratches? VALID!

Styros? VALID!

Beans? VALID!!

Any form of self harm is valid! Self harm no matter the form is self harm! Don't feel invalidated to talk about your experiences! +×

[god-of-jirai]

Jeez lambys hair is REALLY curly today.

Well thats what lamby gets for having it in a braid for too long! :3

Hmm...

All I need is to dye it white then i'll be a REAL lamb!! XD

[sp1derwebss001]

Dyeing hair white is so hard!!! I wish you good luck on your endeavor! (/not in a condescending way)

[dinkingmyoiter5]

when’s your birthday ,,,

April 20th

[sp1derwebss001]

Your birthday is 420... woaw...

[sp1derwebss001]

I'm so mentally done right now

[sp1derwebss001]

×+ Got a new sleepwear set!!! It's so cute I love ittt !! It's a little baggy on my but that makes it more comfy +×

[dinkingmyoiter5]

Awesome

[sp1derwebss001]

Heh.. 😎✋ I know I'm awesome 😎🤣😂

[sp1derwebss001]

×+ Got a new sleepwear set!!! It's so cute I love ittt !! It's a little baggy on my but that makes it more comfy +×

[sp1derwebss001]

Hi

Hello Hi hello greetings and salutations

[suiciblog]

saw @dinkingmyoiter5 was thinking of making a poll so im making one before they can

whos better

me

🤢hrk…🤢dinkingmyoite..hhr🤢

we should just kiss?

Voting ended onJan 12

[suiciblog]

MIND YOU THIS IS MY ACCOUNT???? VOTE ME

[dinkingmyoiter5]

The people know what they want

[sp1derwebss001]

I gotta stay loyal to oiter