the descent ™

deadly delivery artist lori’s selfship blog ★ she/her SPY selfshipper <3 (non-sharing!!)

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“you can lie to me, but winter never does.”

📍PERSONAL POSTS WILL BE TAGGED AS #UNAFFILIATED

hallo, i’m lori !! eng/中文

main art blog: @alien-charmies (interactions from here)

secondary side blog: @starry-eyed-lori

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welcome to my selfship side blog!! i selfship with SPY from deadly delivery (dd) roblox. he’s my husband <3 i’m nonsharing—i won’t block those doubles but i’ll limit my interactions with them (if they exist—)

there’ll be mainly dd content on this blog. mostly self-insert x spy stuff… gulp… i’m an artist, so expect art on top of text posts and headcanons :3

i love cops/federal agents/detectives/spies/bodyguards!! though, i’m NOT pro-government. just in love with the discipline, mystery, and confidentiality <3 i’m a desperate romantic unfortunately…

i’m very enthusiastic over fictional men, especially big hairy middle-aged muscular/chubby guys~~ i’m unlabelled though!!

i’m here to love and have fun!! i try not to take myself seriously here (nothing wrong with being self-indulgent and loving fictional men). absolutely NO discourse on my blog please

do note that my self-insert is NOT the same age as me and my persona!!

i want to rewrite my pinned post zzz

tags list:

#space mission dd — selfship tag

#space mission dd fanart — selfship fanart

#spy deadly delivery — husband posts

#art — my dd art

#wip — my wips

#loriposting — random posts

#text post — text posts

#imagine —scenarios with spy

#headcanons — (usually spy) headcanons

#late night yearnings — 🥺

#reblog — reblogs

#interrogation room — inbox/ask replies

🚫 NO NSFW!! i sometimes post suggestive (don’t worry, suggestive posts will be tagged as #cw suggestive)

profile picture: @subjeg (discord)

banner: -

divider credits: @shimihu

socials: portfolio | ko-fi | discord server | instagram | youtube

{ last updated: 24/07/26 }

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maybe this is tmi for a blog post but i’m not ready to share this personally with any of my friends. i really need to get this out into the void no one should bother reading this

cw for grooming and sui mention and vent stuff. i should private this soon but i probably wouldn’t bother

i’m so upset at the universe for how things are.

i hate being into older men. i hate myself for being this way. i feel so incapable of waiting until i grow older to get into a relationship (because that’s the safe thing to do) because god i’m so empty inside. i almost want to let myself get taken advantage of as long as i’m touched and loved. but. some part of me believes that i don’t mean it. i want to keep myself safe because i owe myself that self-respect. but what’s the point if i’m unhappy?

nobody truly understands my love for spy. i can love him without the repercussions of a real older man hurting me as a young woman. he’s supposed to keep me safe but now i’m craving a real life version of him. i wish he were real at this point i don’t care about the problematic age gap he’d love me and only me unconditionally. i’m a horrible person for saying this.

i’m so scared that i’ll never find a husband and be a mother to any children. i know 17 is too young to be worrying about these things but i want to be a wife and a mother more than anything

i don’t want to die young but lately when i think about being gone, i feel relieved. living seems pointless now if i’m waiting for love because no one is coming for me. i don’t want to feel longing and loneliness and fear anymore i don’t want to feel anything

i think some people are just meant to be alone forever—loved, but never chosen. and i almost believe that that’s my fate

maybe i am not meant for anything. love, at least.

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🗡️ DEADLY SURVIVAL

spy in deadly survival please 🥺 i need spy in all the deadly games (first ds fanart yaya!!) method to get lori to play a new roblox game unpatched

also i injured my thumb so drawing is a bit tougher

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sprinter gubby and spy gubby

i’m hungry

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NEW DIY PROJECT WIP!!! RAHHH!!! i’m really loving crafting right now 💙

why so small smoking a blunt

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spy telling me i will be okay and suddenly everything feels alright

i just cried over this stupid drawing i love this man so much i feel sick

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🪡 my spy plushie!! ˙✧˖°⋆｡ °

after a little more than a week of working on him, i’m finally done!! i absolutely loveee how he turned out he’s so precious LOOK AT HIM 🥺💕

i’ll get a display pouch to put my spy bear in hehehe and maybe hang it on my ita bag?? which is still in the works. also everything is removable except for his hair and beard

i cut the accessories off of a coca cola polar bear plush i already had, sewed his clothes, and made his accessories. i even sprayed perfume on him so he’d smell nice!! the scent is very comforting goshhh i love spy so much <3 💜✨

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silly lasso tool doodle because i was bored at the recording studio

kinda fun might do more of these!! ALSO FILM NOIR SPY SKIN??? I NEED TO DRAW THAT CONCEPT 🖤

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first DD fanart

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WIP

Doing this during exam season is a really bad idea lol

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I FINISHED SEWING A SPY BEAR PLUSHIE LIKE TWO DAYS AGO BUT I DON’T HAVE A GOOD PIC OF IT YET

I’LL POST IT SOON TRUST!!!

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spy as a polar bear

i forgot how to draw anthro don’t come after me 🥺

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⛓️‍💥 BAD DOG.

i love government lapdog characters ohhh my gosh my subservient husband 🥺 he’s so miserable from serving the authorities, blindly obeying their every order

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i headcanon spy as a cia agent under the directorate of operations. during the apocalypse, he was recruited to morty’s tech and he tricked them into believing he was retrenched because of the nuclear war. but he’s still working a covert operation and gathering intel on the morty family. he’s a little government tool he’s under immense pressure he’s a liar and no connection he makes is real <33

was this artwork an excuse for me to draw spy in a muzzle and chained up? …n-no comment…

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I’M AN OFFICIAL ARTIST FOR DEADLY DELIVERY YAYAYAY 💜💜

i may or may not have caused the class roles to override the staff and contributor roles… just because i wanted spy next to my name… oops…

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I interpret this guy going into a frenzy when he first sees the health inspector or the veterinarian cause doctor- clothes- trauma

After a long time I imagine he’ll begrudgingly go into the same run with Evelyn cause she can revive without using a syringe- he doesn’t like the stinging sensation

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madness and evelyn best buddies 🥺

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