✘x Vadya . Queer . 19 . Any pronouns. Funkin' & Creepypasta freak . Luvr of all pretty in blue (and pink). 🪩🌺 x✘
!! PG16 . My blog does not fit for a younger audience for multiple reasons, although i will never post NSFT content here. I cannot fully control whoever interacts with my posts, although i do ask <18 folks not to follow me. Thank you. !!
✘x BOUNDARIES & OTHER MISC. ✘x
▶ I am neurodivergent & bad with everything in this world, including interaction. If i forget to reply to you, it's not because i'm uninterested, i am just like this, i promise!
▶ I am very gatekeepy of Darnell, for he has been my special interest & source of comfort for years. Please, respect this.
▶ I am openly into selfshipping and Non-Sharing (for the most part) with Darnell. I don't mind other lovers interacting with me as long as you are respectful to me, my selfship & my serious dedication to the character.
▶ I am questioning to have a Dissociative Disorder. Whether it's that or not, it really does mess up with my identity, opinions & likes or whatnot a lot. I am not lying when i suddenly speak differently over something i used to like (or not), i will most likely come back to that mindset after a while. It's really hard for me to understand everything inside the system, if you see a change you may always ask about it!!! I will most likely not notice until you tell me so lol
▶ I vent & rant on main a lot. I try my best to tag those thoughts out, although it doesn't always work. Please, don't follow me if you're uncomfortable with that.
▶ I don't have a strict DNI, I expect you to have common sense when following me. Do not follow me if you use "proship", "anti" or other labels alike to it and often participate in online discourse.
▶ I am okay with tags & dms! I don't mind doing a drawing trend, art trade or a request as long as i'm free.
▶ That's all for now! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧
✘x YUME LIST. x✘
🧨💥 | Darnell (Newgrounds) - Non-Sharing.
🎀🔪 | Nene (Newgrounds) - Selective Sharing.
🍎🔫 | Pico (Newgrounds) - Sharing.
🦢🏖️ | Tyrell (Date Everything) - Mirror-Sharing.
✘x OTHER SOCIALS. x✘
▶ Newgrounds - krankalicious
✘x TAG SYSTEM. x✘ (wip)
#art archive. - most of my artworks can be found here. (very cluttery. didn't know what to do here)
#asks. - answering questions and suggestions.
#dreaming. ♡ - general positive dreaming prompts.
#headcanon. - character headcanons, including long rambles, short interpretation posts or analysis-based headcanons. (wip)
#Internet Strangers AU. - alternative universe dedicated to life of pico's gang as niche social media celebrities.
#requests. - finished drawing requests.
#sona. - everything and all about my persona.
#v's tba tag - to be assigned a tag later.
#wip. - things i am currently working on. updated frequently.
#[character name] newgrounds - tag for arts & rambles for specific characters.
#🏖️🎭 | tbd - selfship tag for me & Tyrell. (wip, current tag - MMIB) ♡
#🧨🎆 | Burnout. - selfship tag for me & Darnell. ♡
#🛍️🌺 | Arts&Crafts. - selfship tag for me & Nene. ♡
#🎭🚟 | Painkiller. - (platonic) selfship tag for me & Pico. ♡
#🫀🔪 | HeartAttack. - my Jeff & Nene duo tag.
✘x CREDITING. x✘
sparkly in blue header taken from scenekaiji on Pinterest.
sparkly in blue dividers taken from lonely-operator-on-the-phone.
darnell stamps made by ?
bi4aro flag made by fiirstloves
angry faic stamp taken from legality-graphics.
pardon my swag epic content taken from sav on Pinterest.
There are some minor differences from my usual headcannon for these three here - importantly, in this version the remnants of the Moon Children Cult instead stayed in a general area surrounding the city where Ben died
Realistically I do think it would be mostly easy to contain at least the physical cartridge, but given the nature of AI BEN and their combined state i just don't think that even a competent SCP facility would be able to realistically contain them outside of taking their host object (the cartridge) out of circulation
● first issue would be that AI BEN isn't technically bound to the cartridge in the same way as Ben is after the Jadusable situation, in which the AI gets released onto the world wide web
● second issue being that after they combined, its arguable that even though the physical cartridge is Ben's strongest source of manifesting that he no longer technically needs it to exist,
● instead he's primarily bound to AI BEN and they draw on each other
● it would still limit him severely to lose access to it because he's still mainly a ghost, but they're basically possessing each other and have turned into something entirely new and beyond ordinary ghost / virus logic atp
● in any case that makes this AU one of the more annoying scenarios for the facility they end up in and the BENs etc
● The SCP foundation ended up finding out about the trio both after the Jadusable situation, but also after ~20 more people had already died as a result of BEN's actions
● see, here BEN hunts victims in mainly 3 ways:
1) they have something to do with the Moon Children Cult, and in that case usually stayed within a certain range of the area where Ben was murdered
○ in which case they appear as a physical cartridge in that area or wherever they end up and lure them in with a sort of aura (which only works in this specific scenario, as they were usually involved in Ben's death
○ something something about their guilt (either directly or by association) and him being able to manipulate that to lead them to their own terrible fates
2) victims AI BEN chooses for whatever reason, mainly through the digital world - which is harder to trace through more traditional means, as he's more like an independent virus than something that comes from a specifc source
3) victims of BEN's mood and spontaneous decisions to target random people
How did the SCP Foundation find out about / hunt down BEN?
● the SCP foundation had already gathered / figured out that there's a reoccurring pattern of BEN targeting victims in that specific area they seem to either haunt especially or have a specific vendetta against
● after excluding victims who appeared outside about a hundred mile radius where victim IP adresses were mainly centered around,
● they did further investigating and noted that the few victims in this range who reported about their lives prior to dying or who had others who witnessed their declines reoccuringly noted the involvement of a certain cartridge
● the foundation personel then pieced together that the Majora's Mask cartrige tended to appear in yard sales, thrift stores, etc
● they combed through them using disguised personel and manage to intercept the cartridge while it's making its way to the next planned victim
At the Facility:
● At first the Ben, BEN, and BEN are just biding their time and trying to access what's happening
● they refuse to respond to initial prompting or show much indication of their presence even when the Foundation sets up a secured room with an N64, a TV, a controller and a D-class personel to try and establish contact
● the game is played by the live in D-class every day, who has no other choice but to live in the same containment room and do as they're told
● it takes months, but the facility is more patient than expected and kept digging for more information on what they are even after getting the cartridge
● the tactic of trying to appear like a "normal" game eventually becomes a bit pointless when the facility researchers gain a hint of the connection between the game, Ben and the Moon Children Cult
● but they don't like having to concede, so they refuse to verify the assertion by revealing themselves until about a month later
● eventually they get tired of waiting around and start to finally interact with the game, messing with the time in it, setting Link on fire, etc
● when the facility starts trying to more forcibly establish contact, that's when they respond with more genuine aggression
● they start haunting more obviously, no longer limiting themselves to the game's confines
● the D-class, who is still alive, still lives in the containment cell and sleeps in the same area with BEN
● and he starts to experience the full scope of BEN haunting them, including sporadic appearances from Ben, the cryptic nightmares, and constant psychological torment
● but none of it ever gets documented through electronic means. It never shows up on camera or attempted recordings.
● instead, screens used for observation give off no audio and show only static
● the laughter of the Happy Mask Salesman sometimes echoes from the speakers at random
They try to monitor things in person after that, but the BENs refuse to do anything when watched directly by observers. Eventually they have to just rely on the reports of the D-class.
● the facility staff decide to remove all electronics after this, now realizing the extent to which they can manipulate them
● as we'll see later tho its already too late for that by this point
● as was expected, things eventually escalate and the D-class ends up hanging himself with the wires of the N64 controller
● the walls of the cell are covered in bloody messages of "you shouldn't have done that," and "you've met with a terrible fate, haven't you?"
● the D-class made them shortly before his death using his own blood
●.......
● after gaining some more insights by studying the victims outside of the concentrated range, the facility starts trying to communicate by mainly attempting to talk with Ben and AI BEN (as they have now finally established that there's multiple entities here rather than just one)
● neither of which are particularly keen to respond
● Ben specifically because he's incoherent most of the time anyways
● even when he isn't the imprisonment agitates, always leaving him on the verge of poltergiest levels,
● also he can tell when someone's trying to manipulate him and the researchers are treating him like a thing
● in a more ideal approach their attempts to speak with him would successfully appeal to his humanity, etc but the situation is set up to fail given the context
● mainly because they imprisoned him, AI BEN is whispering in his ear and it prevents any truly neutral discussion, and finally..
● he's also not really consciously there often enough for their attempted communications to reach a proper breakthrough!
● even when he DOES manifest he's usually incoherent, or following D-class around in the game and messing with it, or just becomes flat out violent as a poltergiest
● also, any attempt to speak to him about the Moon Children simply does not go well, making him further distrusting / angry
● the cartridge disappears from the facility shortly afterwards, but not before many inside meet with a terrible fate
● after a long time of being poked and prodded at, and attempts at destroying the cartridge (which causes more deaths, this time from poltergeist Ben lashing out) eventually AI BEN reveals that he's already long since infected the devices in the facility with himself
● the facility tries to go into lock down, all devices shut down as much as can reasonably be done, but it doesn't matter
darnell after wknd1 constantly crashing at my place because he's both uncomfortable of being so alone with his thoughts and lowkey afraid of nene and doesn't want to bother already frustrated as fuck pico in the middle of the night ☝️☝️☝️ he ends up ranting all and all about pico and nene and all and everything that happened to them in the past and how much they changed but as soon as you bring up "what about you. what do you think of this situation. what was life like for you" he just kinda stares at the ceiling while laying with his big eyes, rolls over and does a very heavy comical sigh and starts snoring. stupid
wait pico & darnell renting apartments together while nene lives alone lowkey makes more sense to me now. at least maybe they decided to do so somewhen after their wknd1 fight. they got high as hell n just went Broo.. i need you for life. move in with me for tax benefits
talking further about house interior what the fuck am i supposed to do with this . is this like a singular house with a bunch of apartments. where do i find more of this. i need all and evey info i have on their places NOW
i have a very poor imagination when it comes to houses and apartments. i wanted to draw out what i think mine & darnells' tiny apartments would've looked like for ages but the thing is. idk. i just can't grasp what it would look like. because i really cannot get the images of royal highs' apartments for some reason. yeah that's how i've been surviving all this time. i'm sorry to disappoint
on the other hand i have a very detailed room interior headcanon when it comes to creepypasta characters. i see various places in my dreams almost every night and for SOME REASON. my "no house decoration inside your head" rule doesn't work here. lowkey this might be because i kind of "constructed" it from my childhood. like i don't think it changed much from what i remember imagining it like. and as a teen to adult phase i'm just kind of. idk. Poor with my imagination. i can try to think of something to write so maybe i can build up an image but i'm not sure if i can. references don't really work so haha
i have a very poor imagination when it comes to houses and apartments. i wanted to draw out what i think mine & darnells' tiny apartments would've looked like for ages but the thing is. idk. i just can't grasp what it would look like. because i really cannot get the images of royal highs' apartments for some reason. yeah that's how i've been surviving all this time. i'm sorry to disappoint