I was hoping I could stay silent about this as long as possible but after realizing Orion's obsession with me has been going on for nearly 5 years [I wasn't talking about him publicly for 3-4 years], I might as well finally give him the attention he craves... ^_^'
Also since I don't think he'll fuck off unless I do something about it becuz 5 years is kinda insane. Lol.
Anyway...
MY NAME IS ROCK. I AM A TRANSGENDER MALE. A MAN!!! IT/ITS [or he/him] PRONOUNS ONLY!!! THIS IS IMPORTANT AS ORION KEEPS DEADNAMING ME AND USING THE INCORRECT PRONOUNS. I'VE BEEN A TRANS MAN SINCE LATE 2022/EARLY 2023. ORION HAD SO MUCH TIME TO GET IT RIGHT [ESP DUE TO HOW OFTEN HE BRINGS ME UP] BUT IT'S SO CLEARLY OBVIOUS THAT HE DOESN'T WANNA RESPECT MY IDENITY [DESPITE BEING A TRANS GUY HIMSELF].
ALSO ORION IS IN THE FOLLOWING FANDOMS/MEDIAS [that I know of!]
Transformers
Dragon Ball
Hazbin Hotel
Gacha Life / Gacha Club / Gacha Studio
The Sims
[Due to being a long post, I added a read more link]
Orion has told people to send me IRL gore at some point.
According to him I was around 15 years old and he would have been 18 [I was actually 16, but still underaged.]
This was through a fandom wiki that was a shit attempt at being something similar to that of Encyclopedia Dramatica [trust me, he tries so hard to act like he's some kind of 4channer or active kiwi farm user, and speaking of KF, more on that sometime in the future...]
The archive of the page:
History:
His Account as well as his Discord username which is the same name he goes by on tumblr.
Archive of the account:
This wiki page he made on me is filled with so much false information, and information he never bothered to double check [hell, there's a fuck ton of accidental grammar errors.]
One of the funniest ones to me is the fact he claims I'm born in Fresno [which I was not (I did move to Fresno tho)] and also the twitter handle [as rockstar64 is a common username sooo... I obviously do not own that account].
Orion has defended my abusive ex-boyfriend
He's defended somebody by the name of tmntphan ["phan" for short] who had abused me [first case of his abuse was him calling me names and blocking me completely out of nowhere]. Phan had also threaten to end himself if I never sent him "photos" of myself. This is basically a case of COCSA as he had made me feel terrible to a point where I gave up and decided to send him the photos the next day anyway, thinking it would improve our relationship and make him love me more.
Screenshots where you can see him clearly pressuring me into sending photos. [Also sorry about the comic sans, these screenshots were gathered YEARS ago]
NOTE: I doubt Orion even knew about this so please don't assume he was knowingly defending somebody that was an abuser in a COCSA relationship. He didn't know [I'm also putting this out there in case HE tries to twist my words into accusing him of defending *these* actions. Orion still is defending Phan though, but for different reasons. Orion is aware of the other abusive things that Phan has done to me. Just not of the COCSA.]
Screenshots of Orion acknowledging that Phan was abusive [also his pfp (in the first sc) is straight up NSFW which came from an artist who draws shotacon. This info is important for later]
Proof of him accusing me of abusing Phan when it was in fact the other way around.
Also "what we called out years ago." No you didn't. You guys never made a callout post about me with proof of me supposedly abusing Phan...
Anyway, here's proof of Phan abusing me.
Phan threating to kill me out of the blue [only because I didn't say "good night"]
People straight up telling me that what Phan was doing to me was wrong.
Phan calling me names. [Mega Man pfp / orange is me. I just censored my name for other reasons.]
And I'm the abuser, I guess...
I have ALOT more screenshots but this is about Orion and not Phan.
Bringing up the fact that I *USED* to have shotacon bookmarked on Pixiv [I was 13 when I had these saved. I'm currently 19 and I completely abandoned that account].
But as I mentioned above, Orion had cropped NSFW art made by an sh0tacon artist as his pfp. [Yes, I sadly recognize the art style.]
Fuse Man is an adult and Mega Man [who is around 10] was in this manga/comic and was well.. Doing you know what to Fuse Man...!
NOTE: I am not an anti!!! I only bring this up becuz it is very hypocritical of Orion to post screenshots of me having shotacon saved when he had shotacon related art as his pfp...
ORION BEING WEIRD TO MINORS
ORION HAD ASKED A 12 YEAR OLD TO DRAW NSFW FOR HIM [He was 15-16]
this is a screenshot from the victim. I sadly don't think I have contact with them anymore nor do I remember their name so this is all we have...
Orion did address this, though.
"This person was TOO young to draw NSFW" yet you still requested that person to draw NSFW for you anyway.
[Orion also mentioned how Phan abused me here!!! Also Orion going after the 12 YEAR OLD for drawing NSFW (again, same 12 year old HE asked to draw NSFW! You were part of the problem, Orion !!!)]
Also a screenshot of Orion talking about another 12 year old and calling them disgusting and such. This was never the reason this 12 year old lied about their age...
Do I even need to explain this part?
This was AFTER [purple] told Orion their actual age...
When Orion turned 18, he would befriend only minors because "adults didn't understand him". It is an hour long video and has been archived in case you're curious.
Orion had a history of being very weird and creepy towards people much younger than him. Hopefully there hasn't been any recent cases of this, but I did find out that Orion has his NSFW twitter linked on his main[?] tumblr account. His tumblr account doesn't have any information relating to if it's "18+ only" or "minors DNI".
This is all I have on Orion for right now. I just REALLY wanna get him off my back. I'm genuinely horrified that he's been going after me like this for so long.
this might not be the right moment in which to start writing this, but i need to get it off my chest eventually. i am so sick of not saying anything about it. okay so last i knew this person was named orion, their handle is currently PleasantSpark. if any images are wanted i will try to find them later but i don't even want to look at those right now because all i'll be doing is reliving things that never should've happened in the first place.
Orion has harrassed my friend, lied about them abusing their boyfriend when THEY were the one being abused and ORION FUCKING KNEW HE WAS ABUSIVE, AND CALLED ME AN ABUSE SUPPORTER BECAUSE I WANTED TO STAY FRIENDS WITH ROCK AND HAD TO BE NICE TO PHAN WHILE THEY WERE STILL TOGETHER OTHERWISE WE'D PROBABLY GET SEPARATED, BUT HAS BEEN SAYING ROCK WAS ABUSIVE JUST BECAUSE HE WANTS DIRT ON ROCK. ORION HAS TOLD PEOPLE TO SEND GORE TO ROCK. ALL BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO OWN UP TO THE FACT HE HAS HURT PEOPLE AND THINKS HE'S SO HIGH AND MIGHTY AND BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE. also is weirdly transphobic for a trans person because they keep deadnaming people just cus they don't like them BRUUUUU BRUUUUUUU
"i couldn't have groomed anyone, they were all around my age!" BITCH I TOLD YOU I WAS LIKE 11-12 AT THE TIME AND YOU EVEN WERE GOINT TO PUT THAT IN A CALLOUT DOC AT ONE POINT BUT I TOLD YOU TO REMOVE IT BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO GET IN TROUBLE. YOU KNEW HOW OLD I WAS AND CONTINUED TO BE SEXUAL TOWARD ME ANYWAY. YOU SAID YOU HAD A CRUSH ON ME AND ROCK AND PHAN. AND THEN SAID YOU WERE HIGH ON YOUR MOM'S CIGARETTES???? NOT HOW THEY WORK???? ALSO EITHER WAY MINORS CAN ALSO SEXUALLY ABUSE EACHOTHER YOU KNOW. AND YOU REFUSE TO EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE ME. OH YEAH AND I ALMOST FORGOT, HOW ABOUT THAT ONE TIME YOU TOLD A 12 YEAR OLD (NOT ME) TO DRAW NSFW AND THEN TRIED TO BLAME THEM FOR DRAWING IT??? ARE YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING STUPID????
the only thing i can say i was wrong about was fakeclaiming you. but you were so bad at managing your system it's no wonder people thought you were faking like actually.
i do not even have words to describe how much i despise you and your band of little friends that you only like because you all hate rock. if you're reading this, i just want you to know i fuckign remember. and i will not stop talking about this until you finally tell the truth about what happened. fuck you. i'll be more civil if you actually man up and want to talk to us instead of just talking shit on your blog. which is kind of what i'm doing right now, but i digress, you've been doing it for much longer.
I have seen posts on Palestine get thousands on thousands of notes. If each person who engaged with them donated one dollar—literally just one; no more, no less—thousands of dollars would be raised to humanitarian aid in Gaza just like that.
I understand there’s the whole bystander effect going on. People are probably like “Well there’s likely someone out there donating right now, so they can probably do without my one puny dollar” wrong. One dollar makes a huge difference. Any amount you can afford can make a huge difference.
I’m not going to say every single person on here can afford to give up a dollar, because that’s absolutely insensitive to people’s individual situations—but if you can, please donate. So many of us on here aren’t swimming in money, but we still make it a point to donate, regardless of how little or how big a sum it is. I promise it adds up.
The PCRF could use every last penny. Don’t be a bystander in a world of bystanders. It matters.
how it feels to have a dream about someone you follow on tumblr becoming your friend despite you not knowing eachother almost at all (i think they've liked/reblogged some of my stuff but that's the extent of it)
also i was just some guy in a balloon boy mask who was doing some work at this diner that had actual Fucked Up animatronics and i was not almost killed by THEM but rather i was down in this basement-type area and the pipes were busted and i nearly suffocated. then after i was done with all that stuff i was doing a bunch of people came there and held some party and that's where i met them
I lost my baby after 6 months of hope… No words can describe the pain 💔💔
I share this update with a heart weighed down by sorrow and heartbreak…
We are still living in the heart of catastrophe. Ongoing starvation, fear, and the lack of safety have destroyed what remains of our humanity. We lost our home, our jobs, our dreams… we lost the life we once knew!
I lost my baby after six months of pregnancy. Six months during which I awaited his birth as a sole beacon of hope amid death and destruction. I held onto him as a symbol of a new beginning… but he left before seeing the light of day. 💔😭
The miscarriage was difficult and painful. My body could no longer endure. I became unable to move, and my health has sharply deteriorated. My heart tears apart every moment I remember that I lost my baby…🥹
My family and I are now suffering from severe malnutrition. We’ve lost a great deal of weight and can no longer find anything to satisfy our hunger. We need flour, basic foods, nutritional supplements, and urgent medicines so I can regain my strength and care for my child and family who are still alive and struggling every day to survive.
I know you have never hesitated to help, and you have always been a symbol of humanity. But today I write to you with the last strength I have left… because my life and the lives of my family are in your hands.
Your support now means life for us… it means we have not been forgotten in this hell.
From the depths of my heart, Please not leave us alone in these moments.
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hello, I'm trying to help my friend Omar in Gaza with medical expenses. Lately his wife's condition has been worsening and she risks losing her life and the one of the child they are expecting. To save her she needs an urgent operation that costs around 3500$ so we are trying to get fundings as fast as we can.
this is the link to Omar's campaign: https://chuffed.org/project/141211-gaza-help-omar-and-his-family-survive
this is the direct link to paypal : https://paypal.me/HereSeanOnceWas
if you cannot donate please share Omar's post on his blog (@omar-hammad04 ), he's had no donations today
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i did want to send this but i usually get these through asks and i'm not too active on tumblr--
Electronic Toys - I like looking at electronic toys/coin op kiddie rides for more colorful designs. Sometimes I will Google "electronic kids toy [whatever other keywords]" in other languages to look for specific toy types. (Hindi and Portuguese as examples.) i like to browse (often B2B) marketplaces such as https://www.tradeindia.com/, https://export.indiamart.com/ and of course https://www.alibaba.com/. I would also like to mention https://www.ebuy7.com/ and https://www.aliexpress.us/ here.
Icons and Small Animated Junk - https://gifcities.org/ is an obvious addition to this, so is https://www.picmix.com/. https://www.iconarchive.com/ is a neat place too.
Miscellaneous Inspo - https://www.pinterest.com/, https://picclick.com/, Random Imgur Image Generator. https://petittube.com/ is nice for finding videos. please be warned that Random Imgur Image Generator specifically can show rather bloody or sexual content.
And, of course, I'm a bit of a hoarder, so I like to save a lot of images to my computer if I like them, so I don't lose them if the site goes down/the image gets taken down, especially for marketplace websites. I might be updating these gradually.! :))
HEY SO WOULD ANYBODY BE WILLING TO POSSIBLY SACRIFICE A WINDOWS XP VIRTUAL MACHINE TO TRY AND USE A JOLLIBEE SCREENSAVER AND FLASH WALLPAPER INSTALLER. i have a few issues trying to run VMs myself so that's why i'm not doing it myself but i might try just because i've wanted to get a VM. nobody needs to answer because i thought you Jollifan mutuals of mine (literally nobody) might just like knowing i have those files.
also would anybody happen to know what mascotflash.htm used to contain because the swf is Fucking Dead. and i had a theory on what it contained but i could be extremely wrong.
my theory was that it contains the original quality versions of these old design drawings. because iirc the redesigns were in 2008 and these snapshots come from 2002-2004. and even if i'm wrong i would still really like to see what's in it. probably Jollost Jollimedia though like the games in JThome.swf (which pssssst i also have those files although they're hardly functional.) FROWNS.
HEY SO WOULD ANYBODY BE WILLING TO POSSIBLY SACRIFICE A WINDOWS XP VIRTUAL MACHINE TO TRY AND USE A JOLLIBEE SCREENSAVER AND FLASH WALLPAPER INSTALLER. i have a few issues trying to run VMs myself so that's why i'm not doing it myself but i might try just because i've wanted to get a VM. nobody needs to answer because i thought you Jollifan mutuals of mine (literally nobody) might just like knowing i have those files.
also would anybody happen to know what mascotflash.htm used to contain because the swf is Fucking Dead. and i had a theory on what it contained but i could be extremely wrong.
my theory was that it contains the original quality versions of these old design drawings. because iirc the redesigns were in 2008 and these snapshots come from 2002-2004. and even if i'm wrong i would still really like to see what's in it. probably Jollost Jollimedia though like the games in JThome.swf (which pssssst i also have those files although they're hardly functional.) FROWNS.
