Sparrow Blue

22 year old, diagnosed bulimic and anorexic. I needed somewhere to vent without judgement. I will never encourage anyone to lose weight, that’s not what this blog is for. It is simply my expression.♥️

[skinnymessx]

[ssweet-lullaby]

[spookylittlepumpkinnn-deactivat]

Any 20+ ED bloggers out there? Definitely need people my age to relate to. Feel free to follow and message! 🙃

(No offense to the youngins).

[alienform]

Mee, I’ll be 24 soon

[sparrowblue-12]

#me

[anartfreak]

Getting better is hard. Sometimes it doesnt feel real and I forget why I’m doing this or what the point is. I dont know if I can keep doing this. Sometimes I miss the old times when I was nothing- felt nothing- and nothing meant anything.

[tipsformyugw]

x

[amourstreetstyle]

[sparrowblue-12]

Bella hadid bitch work it

[sparrowblue-12]

Filling out food diaries... anyone in CBT will know the struggle.

[mcworldowner]

[sparrowblue-12]

Still the Same

I’ve been receiving treatment for around a year now and despite gaining 6kg, I am still the same.

I still get heart palpitations after EVERY meal. I still imagine scenarios where I can purge undetected. I still look at every piece of food around me and see nothing but calories. My anxiety around food is not lesser, I have simply learned how to control it around certain individuals.

Infact, i feel worse because now in addition to these existing issues, I’ve gained weight. And to me, that’s the worst thing that could happen.

[luvzsick]

pain changes you

[tipsformyugw]

🕌

[youwwontknoww]

[thinspo-just-for-me]

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