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amandla

franzias-cave

painting of joan of arc but she's got a lil carabiner. is this anything.

franzias-cave

she's got the key to heaven or something

weltenwellen

Buttercream Joy Sullivan

yellow-cat

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

mewwon

no literally when you can’t even blog about it

#me rn. I shan't say about what

mewwon

no literally when you can’t even blog about it

#me rn. I shan't say about what

typingwithmyhandstied

a friend with a boyfriend is a type of dead wife

#many such cases esp when you're the always single friend

noctivagant-corvid

this is my mountain goats merch mockup. hire me john darnielle

#tmg

Everyone at work wants me to crash out and go apeshit with hammers based on how many requests and emails I've gotten lately + weather continues to be evil and I feel like a caged rat + body also continues to be evil I have not had a normal appetite in a week and I'm just??? Yeah I'm grazing to at least get some basic nutrients but I'm not hungry. + My apartment feels gross and dirty for no reason and my laundry schedule is messed up which shouldn't matter except that it's the Final Straw and I need to wash my hair and scrub the bathtub and uhhhh scream

#the duality of fran #I am going to be fine actually #I have no idea what's wrong though #just the irritation anxiousness bubbling under my skin #and cleaning isn't actually helping #I think. I am going. to put on fresh pjs. will that help? idk man. we'll try #even tho I'm changing my sheets on Sunday so Ill switch pjs again then #I am not bound by arbitrary rules I am allowed to diverge from my laundry schedule and create extra laundry and it's not a sin #< voice of a person who has A Routine that works 99% of the time but when it doesn't. oh man.

quietwingsinthesky

very important for elf characters to freak the fuck out about the aging difference thing and pre-grieve like crazy and scream themself hoarse with denial when they can’t stop death itself and they still look the same as when they met the frail aged body that’s going cold beneath their touch and eventually settle into a numbness that they’ll call acceptance but they never really let anyone get as close as they did in the first century of their life unless they know they’re going to stick around as long as they will

quietwingsinthesky

“why are elves so snobby and exclusive and cut-off from everyone else” befriending you means they’ll end up burying you and your children and your grandchildren and they’ll still be young. exactly how many times do you think you could choose to do that. if you live through enough centuries, eventually you run out of days in the year to visit each grave.

#cant relate to people who think this kind of conflict is boring or played out #i will eat that shit up every time. give it to me. extreme Everyone I’ve Ever Met Is Dust vibes #<prev #EXACTLY ITS SO DELICIOUS #I love grief!!! yayyyy

titsay

#if you run out of home grim white knuckled duty and obligation suit in a pinch

Maybe it is a small potatoes thing for the bigwigs and higher ups who make six figures and have established careers. But for ME??? early career professional??? This is extremely upsetting and frustrating

#it may or may not have actual tangible consequences as well #there isn't any way to tell it's all like. re. ppls opinion of me and my professional capabilities #man they weren't fucking kidding when they said every single archivist also has to be their own self advocate #full time #because we are academics in our own right and not a single person takes us seriously #EXCEPT when they want smthn from us last minute #the duality of fran

Waughhhhh I am going to BEAT WITH HAMMERS the [redacted department] at my workplace

#I am genuinely SO frustrated and angry #this has been going on for MONTHS #and now this thing is going out that makes ME look stupid #and I DIDNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT #and yet it is VERY PUBLIC #I am so mad I am going to finish the one (1) task I have partially done #and then maybe I read fanfic on my phone and go home early #it's 3pm on a Friday and I often work. not late. but RIGHT til the full 8 hrs #and few of my colleagues do #a #so I think. this once. I'm leaving. fuck it #gonna get soju on the way home maybe #or I have cider already #A LIL TREAT FOR ME BC IM FUCKIN LIVID #the duality of fran

torstherapy

calli0pea

unfortunately, Sky High was only (1) 1hr 30 min Disney film and not the 6 season so-bad-it’s-good CW series it could’ve been

shaydh

"WHY ARE YOU SHIPPING A VAMPIRE WITH THEIR VICTIM 🤮🤮" is. is that not the point of vampires.

An older butch with hella tattoos complimented my outfit on the subway this morning so no matter that my weeks long crashout continues and the air is on fire and work is stressing me tf out. There's that

#THANK YOU MAAM 🫡#y'know how ppl say Bruce Springsteen looks like a butch lesbian #imagine that but shorter and broader and COVETED in tattoos #I was like. oh ma'am you have saved my day from the absolute horrors #the duality of fran

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