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The best part about turning 30 was, legitimately, unlocking the ability to use this image

recommending The Thief is like. yeah I know it’s drastically below your reading level but the sequels are progressively more mature. yeah I know it’s a lot of hiking and myth-telling but the end is so good. but also. if you could read it knowing everything about what happens after, every single sentence is a master class.

irish-american-chan

The Summertime Is A Little Different From The Normaltime

irish-american-chan

Did You Know Clovers Theyre Doing This Kind Of Thing Nowadays

loveridden1999

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

#the duality of Fran #on June SECOND #u know the bit where thara disappears and everyone thinks he killed himself???? yeah.#don't romanticize ur sadness etc etc #have u considered without a martyrs complex I would've killed myself a billion times over by now #without a sense of duty and obligation to the Good that exists beyond me #what else is there #nevermind that Good turns it back again and again and I'm never ALLOWED a piece of it. not even to try for one.#nevermind THAT #I'll die one day and hopefully that'll just be it. nothing. I'm afraid it won't be. but damn.#what else can I expect. ME? not allowed.#anyway. sufjan Carrie and Lowell. on. office door closed #I will simply cry and do some filing #it needed to be done. and well. at least I'm productive and therefore useful #it's as close to goodness as I get #hashtag my empty cup #and people are really happy like this? fulfilled and not so so so hungry?#how else can you stop being hungry #I'm tired of pretending I'm not.#hungry for wanted and needed and chosen and me #if a single (1) person tries to quote some religious shit at me I am blocking on sight #Idc that is not it. rn or ever. frankly.#the grass is always greener sure. but my grass could be A LITTLE LESS DEAD. JUST A BIT #the next happily partnered (romantically or qpr or poly) person to try to say shit to me is getting bit #unless you have been crushingly isolated and passively suicidal for 2 decades I just. don't want to hear it.#and OFC BC I have to or the guilt kills me. this is not vaguing or about anyone #it is about past experience. with fuckin. I #Catholics OFC.

celceta

I love seasonal fruits they're like girl we're back lol

prinxe-with-no-crown

happy pride month

my-dailydreams

#me @ my family #like if y'all are gonna keep being like oh you're almost 30 and no bf. that's on you #IM LITERALLY INTO MEN. but. find me one??? esp when there r so many more eligible women I know???#anyway. my family is either very oblivious or willfully ignorant

lovesodeepandwideandwell

Use Person-First Language

Instead of "professor," say "professing person"

Instead of "academic," say "person experiencing academia"

Instead of "conference presenter," say "person hoping for even 1 other person to really listen to their ideas"

Instead of "researcher," say "person following 1000 rabbit trails of other people's thoughts and ideas to try to figure out something that's both true and marketable in today's research world"

#😔😔😔 it do be like that

flufflecat

almost time

tabris-the-seventeenth-angel

HEARTBREAKING: friends who i should be going to the movies and playing dnd and watching anime and cosplaying and going to the mall and having sleepovers and exploring the woods with live one hundred trillion miles away

fuckass-bird-blog

I think things just Hit Different TM when you have spent more of your life than not at least passively and often actively wanting to die

#this isn't a scary post. I'm fine! I am simply talking about uhhhhh.idk man #I think Christianity is a v dif religion. for the suicidal.#I AM NOT VAGUGING I LOVE U ALL #I am simply thinking out loud #esp bc I have been uhhh meditating on thara a lot lately #and that's ofc tied up in it #the duality of fran #suicide mention

mephistopheles

being single sucks [remembers that romantic love isnt the gleaming beacon of salvation that will fix the chasm within me] #mychasm #isupportmychasm [remembers not to trivialize my emotions] but it is painful to never have been deemed worthy of that kind of lasting love [remembers how many incels there are] but honestly you should be totally self-sufficient and never want anything ever [remembers that im evil] im evil

melancholic-whimsy

yeah im afab (assigned fundamentally flawed at birth)

tothechaos

[in the notes app] there is an ancient evil inside of me and it will devour anyone who gets too close to me whole

[30 seconds later in the group chat] OMGGGGG if we were pigeons we would absolutely make a nest together #ournest

miniangel

miffy with a pearl earring i adore you

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