put the whole deer in the trash

aster | agender, they/them | fandom + personal | cover photo by @renza15

[asterdeer]

ngl yall I haven’t been this suicidal since i thought god was telling me to kill myself via 3 symbolic songs on the radio several years ago. hoping it’s hormones because if this lingers and keeps getting past my antidepressant then. idk. im not going to do anything, i have cats i can’t leave alone, but i really don’t want this to be my baseline again

[chateauofmymind]

have you ever suddenly + involuntarily lost consciousness

yes (fainted)

yes (head trauma)

yes (substance-induced)

yes (lack of oxygen)

yes (blood loss)

yes (multiple)

no

Remaining time: 5 days 52 minutes

[morgan-the-lonely-brick]

Cinemas should sell DVDs of the movies they're playing as you're walking out. If you liked the movie you could buy a DVD right there on the spot. Wouldn't that be awesome

[reallyndacarter]

It's June 1. It's time.

Go be gay.

[fullyerecteggplant]

[the-forest-library]

I love these covers

[slimysalamander1114]

Simon would NOT be an engineer in bloodymary swap aus. That motherfucker typed in “password” and then “password1” in the damn computer

[queers4christ]

my vibes for this pride month

[asterdeer]

shoutout to my laptop camera-cover sticker for looking EXACTLY like the start of a droplet of Some Mysterious Liquid where it very slightly covers my computer screen, which i somehow only noticed during my midnight watch of iron lung. cool experience definitely recommend if you have a stupidly overactive imagination that can and will and is perhaps contractually obligated to convince you that you are also about to die in the blood ocean 👍

[asterdeer]

gives me the creeps that some people actually enjoy the “you, the audience, are culpable for/complicit in the terrible things that have happened here” thing in storytelling. like. oh, you don’t feel enough needless sourceless guilt and shame in your life? you need to concoct a reason to feel guilty? you WANT to feel shame for doing nothing but existing in proximity to people having a bad time? cool beans cool beans

[just-another-cat-blog]

pride month!!!

[lemonsharks]

Is that a miette?

[jeanjauthor]

Pride for you!  Pride for a thousand years!!

[lost-and-cursed]

you COME OUT to miette? you come out to her as queer? oh! oh! pride for mother! pride for mother for One Thousand Years!!!!

[hollowboobtheory]

I have to upload this as a video bc you can see her think this in real time

[maraudingcaptain]

OP you just can't leave out this golden comment

[dragonpyre]

Ever look at a character and “man, I wish the writers didn’t hate you”

[kamillahn]

Elden Henson in Daredevil: Born Again - S02E05

[kitcartt]

Mermaid and cacealia 🖤💙

Drew this before may ended, cuz its still mermay day

[theperksofbeingahugefuckingcunt]

Apparently my stepdad and I are fucking psychically linked because ?? every single time he makes chili for dinner I get a migraine. Without fail. And it became like a ha ha running joke because it happened so many times but now I’m living 3 hours away from my parents and I just texted my mom and

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME

[theperksofbeingahugefuckingcunt]

Happy disability pride month

[nose-bl]

via @ninjahijabimuse​

this is so much better i love it

[gean-grey-blog]

Migraines happen more when barometric pressure changes. Which also gives people a signal that there might be cold and storms coming. Which might make people think hmm I could go for a warm pot of chili. There might literally be a correlation based on a shared causation 😂

[athanza]

From Veronica Tucker via Pinterest

[asterdeer]

@biromantic-nerd

[asterdeer]

every once in a while i try to find out whether they’ve done anything more on treating misophonia with antipsychotics and it’s like. do they need test subjects. please do more tests please keep trying oh my god. please do you need test subjects i will volunteer. i will be your guinea pig i will be a sacrificial lamb please let me tryyyyyyy im so fucking TIRED of being incurable by cbt and exposure. pleeeeeease