Sep 7, 2020
I’m sad. I think I need help. Maybe I was never really ok, or maybe I’m just having my emotions run high. Either way, cutting wasn’t the answer. It’s pathetic really, the blade didn’t even do it’s just the first time I tried. I could only laugh at how sad that was and laugh as I tried again a little harder. It’s not deep. It’s not supposed to be. It didn’t hurt. It’s not supposed to. Maybe. What I am feeling though, it hurts a lot. it slows me down. It plays with my thoughts and emotions. I thought I was better than this. Guess I could only stay strong for so long. It’s been years since I’ve felt this low. Maybe I just need to drop the dramatics and let time either cover my hurt or put me back together.

















