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Megumi and I always bumped into each other, like we’re meant to see each other. One day, I saw her looking all sad and tired because of being famous at work. I tried to comfort her and you know be there for her.  I think she’s feeling a lot better....with me.

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I also met this gorgeous lady! Her name is Megumi, I don’t know man, I fell in love when I saw her in the neighborhood. I tried getting to know her better, invited her over my place cause she’s that cool. She’s also a B-lister already so she’s famous here, I think she can’t like me. Worst part is, she’s married (also a B-lister) and got 2 kids. You know what? Its fine, I can be THAT FRIEND. *wink, wink*

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I’ve met a lot of people here in the city. Well, actually it’s more of a freelance work where I need to take selfies with people who wears their gym clothes but its hella fun. It’s almost Christmas here and I’m excited to celebrate it in my own home. 

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Hi, I’m Hideaki Fugiwara. I’m a Japanese soldier retiree. I’ve been training my whole life and this time I want to try everything this Sims Worlds has to offer.  I mean EVERYTHING.  I just want to be free and do what normal Sims do. (if you know what I mean)

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Oh man, A lot has happen this year. Some are good but mostly bad.  it’s like a fckn’ Black Mirror episode. I know everyone knows what I’m talking about.

Anyway, I decided to make this page as a comic fantasy for the lives of my Sims creation. I saw this tumblr page doing it, and I was inspired to do the same. Also, all of my Sims got lost cause of some shitty upgrade my computer keeps on doing. 

So yeah, It’s been a while tumblr. I hope I get to do this frequently.

Let’s the Sims begin! (i’m using The Sims 4 with the update expansion pack)

P.S. I’ll leave my speakfreekid shiz here.

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A new world is a different world

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Being nothing is something

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"Should I dive or Should I fly?"

- speakfreekid

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Plain White

Smiles for forgotten hearts. Smiles for open wounds. Patch them with fantasies. Melodies for worries. Melodies for pains. Cross the burning bridge. Forgive the flowing tears. Forgive the unspoken words. Call their names and make amends. Say what you see. Say what you believe. For all of this are not mine. In the end we’ll face the forgotten. In the end no light will shine. Choices and mistakes are made. Surrender your fate. Surrender your enemy. 

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"Waking up will open another dream"

- speakfreekid

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"Breathe all the way and find that deeper image on your mind."

- speakfreekid

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My Dark Passenger

A thousand folds, a thousand folds of lies. I'm trapped in the clutches of a memory. As it turns my whole world inside out with a carnival of blood that leaves me to this calming oasis, the desert of my confusion. It doesn't make sense. I've never had much use for the concept of hell, but if hell exists, I'm in it. The same images running through my head over and over.  A blood bath of ruined emotions, buried memories forgotten all these years climbed up inside me. I never wanted to dwell on my past, No details - just a blur of images rushing by. But my friend out there wants to bring those memories into focus. No wonder I felt so disconnected into my entire life. If I did have emotions, I'd I have to feel. Put all the blame on my hands and the fear on their eyes. Inch by inch, I'm getting closer.  The reality that's shown to me is a fib. I wish the truth was more easily accessible, defining all the lies that covers everybody. 

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Waiting to exhale

When life is tough and overpowering. Our body shaken and looses everything. We are in our most vulnerable position. We Feel all the sorrow, the pain and the uncontrollable emotion. Promises, Oh Promises your counted as my loses. Time, a test of time. Maybe we just needed time, to think. Maybe we needed time to breathe, to blink. When situations like this compromise takes over. Sooner or later we'll know that it will never work; diversion. We're too Fragile when things got out hands It's get rough as we shout, We can't figure it out. Life's to short for war. As Wars wear bloodshed and armors that can never protect. As We scream our battle cry, risking out our so called life, but in the end we all know we'll eventually die. We lost in a cold warfare of hope, a tragedy we all fonder. Tears, They are the one's whose keeping us alive. We can never distinct them from the truth and the lies. Maybe that's its power to overcome it and survive. It's the light; Our tears, we're all our loose ends ties.