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@specialcore
Ahem! It's High Time I Introduce Myself To You All, Don't You Think? My Name Is 'Onathan! Some Call Me The Ego Core, But That Name Is A Lot Less Flattering, Is It Not?
Many Don't See It, But I Am The Most Important Core Here, Hense The Title Of The Blog! I'd Be Very Glad To Answer Questions From My New Fans Here On Tumblr!
Ehehehehehehe, I Cannot Wait!
Were you the ego core in portal: the underground? If yes you were quite rude to the interview core
The underground? Interview co- I haven't spoken to him since he was incinerated! I have no bloody idea what you're talking about, with this "underground" thing.
HE GOT INCINERATED?
He was sent to the incinerator, so I'm assuming. I don't know what else could've happened to him. I'm a little glad, honestly.
Were you the ego core in portal: the underground? If yes you were quite rude to the interview core
The underground? Interview co- I haven't spoken to him since he was incinerated! I have no bloody idea what you're talking about, with this "underground" thing.
what do you think of that song i sent you now? the one you couldn’t understand.
I can't recall how it went... I think it wasn't in english. Wasn't it?
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Oh boy.
Okay look, I get that you’re having some very complicated emotions and you’re lost on how to deal with them, which is okay! This isn’t something you’ve experienced before and I wasn’t expecting you to have it all figured out.
However, you can’t sulk forever and I am going to need to know what’s going on with you before I can even try to help you. Now, I will admit that i’ve been….pretty absent during this whole thing, which i’m truly sorry for. But It was pretty hard to move past asking “How are you?”, when you couldn’t even give me an answer for that.
I'm trying here. I am! Why don't you understand that?
And I believe you! I’m just…not getting anything from from your responses. I kind of need you to tell me what you need from me so I can try to give it to you.
You were just told that you were causing most of your own problems, that your personality made you unlikeable and made it difficult for you to hold relationships.
Does that anger you? Are you sad? Do you have anything that we can work with to move past this? If your answer is no, then I don’t know how help you.
I don't know! I'm trying to figure it out and all you're doing is getting frustrated about it!
Okay! Okay.
Maybe we should try something. A different approach to…this. A more calm and comforting approach.
Would you be willing to try that?
I... I would like that.
Okay.
So. Umm…okay let’s try-
(Narrating your own simp story? Tragic. Anyway.
Reaching over to pick him up with both hands on each side of his hull, he-I? He lifts Onathan and places him in his lap, optic facing outward, hands still holding him. It’s real you guys.)
this. How is this?
(Onathan stayed silent for a moment. A mirage of feelings came his way. He'd finally gotten the attention he ever wanted, but at a time like this, when he felt he deserved absolutely nothing? It was all so.... overwhelming. And yet he liked being in Harley's lap. How nice it was to be cared for physically, he was finally experiencing for himself. He sighed.)
This is... nice.
(Sweet baby Caroline,,,)
G-Good that’s um….that’s good. Heh. I figured the whole yelling at each other thing wasn’t working, I’m sure you agree.
I was hoping that making you more comfortable would maybe help you open up more.
I-I've been trying to understand what I feel. I've never felt any of this before.
I... don't think I deserve this. Any of this. All I've done is walk around with my ego showing. Hell, that's what I'm made for, isn't it? But... everyone hates me, and now I can finally... see why. It's so... confusing. I'm me, I've always loved me, but... I-I don't know...
Alright, this is good! You understand why your behavior resulted in others not liking you, you get that you’re at fault here. That’s the first step to making a change within yourself so that you can be liked by others, and more importantly, truly loving yourself.
Your confusion about how you should feel about yourself after realizing you aren’t the you you thought you were be is valid, that can be a hard thing to come to terms. Luckily for you, there are things you can do to become someone you’re proud to be. There’s going to be a lot of baby steps, and those baby steps will take a while to get the hang of but you will get it.
i... i suppose you're right. well, wh- what are these 'baby steps' exactly?
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Oh boy.
Okay look, I get that you’re having some very complicated emotions and you’re lost on how to deal with them, which is okay! This isn’t something you’ve experienced before and I wasn’t expecting you to have it all figured out.
However, you can’t sulk forever and I am going to need to know what’s going on with you before I can even try to help you. Now, I will admit that i’ve been….pretty absent during this whole thing, which i’m truly sorry for. But It was pretty hard to move past asking “How are you?”, when you couldn’t even give me an answer for that.
I'm trying here. I am! Why don't you understand that?
And I believe you! I’m just…not getting anything from from your responses. I kind of need you to tell me what you need from me so I can try to give it to you.
You were just told that you were causing most of your own problems, that your personality made you unlikeable and made it difficult for you to hold relationships.
Does that anger you? Are you sad? Do you have anything that we can work with to move past this? If your answer is no, then I don’t know how help you.
I don't know! I'm trying to figure it out and all you're doing is getting frustrated about it!
Okay! Okay.
Maybe we should try something. A different approach to…this. A more calm and comforting approach.
Would you be willing to try that?
I... I would like that.
Okay.
So. Umm…okay let’s try-
(Narrating your own simp story? Tragic. Anyway.
Reaching over to pick him up with both hands on each side of his hull, he-I? He lifts Onathan and places him in his lap, optic facing outward, hands still holding him. It’s real you guys.)
this. How is this?
(Onathan stayed silent for a moment. A mirage of feelings came his way. He'd finally gotten the attention he ever wanted, but at a time like this, when he felt he deserved absolutely nothing? It was all so.... overwhelming. And yet he liked being in Harley's lap. How nice it was to be cared for physically, he was finally experiencing for himself. He sighed.)
This is... nice.
(Sweet baby Caroline,,,)
G-Good that’s um….that’s good. Heh. I figured the whole yelling at each other thing wasn’t working, I’m sure you agree.
I was hoping that making you more comfortable would maybe help you open up more.
I-I've been trying to understand what I feel. I've never felt any of this before.
I... don't think I deserve this. Any of this. All I've done is walk around with my ego showing. Hell, that's what I'm made for, isn't it? But... everyone hates me, and now I can finally... see why. It's so... confusing. I'm me, I've always loved me, but... I-I don't know...
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Oh boy.
Okay look, I get that you’re having some very complicated emotions and you’re lost on how to deal with them, which is okay! This isn’t something you’ve experienced before and I wasn’t expecting you to have it all figured out.
However, you can’t sulk forever and I am going to need to know what’s going on with you before I can even try to help you. Now, I will admit that i’ve been….pretty absent during this whole thing, which i’m truly sorry for. But It was pretty hard to move past asking “How are you?”, when you couldn’t even give me an answer for that.
I'm trying here. I am! Why don't you understand that?
And I believe you! I’m just…not getting anything from from your responses. I kind of need you to tell me what you need from me so I can try to give it to you.
You were just told that you were causing most of your own problems, that your personality made you unlikeable and made it difficult for you to hold relationships.
Does that anger you? Are you sad? Do you have anything that we can work with to move past this? If your answer is no, then I don’t know how help you.
I don't know! I'm trying to figure it out and all you're doing is getting frustrated about it!
Okay! Okay.
Maybe we should try something. A different approach to…this. A more calm and comforting approach.
Would you be willing to try that?
I... I would like that.
Okay.
So. Umm…okay let’s try-
(Narrating your own simp story? Tragic. Anyway.
Reaching over to pick him up with both hands on each side of his hull, he-I? He lifts Onathan and places him in his lap, optic facing outward, hands still holding him. It’s real you guys.)
this. How is this?
(Onathan stayed silent for a moment. A mirage of feelings came his way. He'd finally gotten the attention he ever wanted, but at a time like this, when he felt he deserved absolutely nothing? It was all so.... overwhelming. And yet he liked being in Harley's lap. How nice it was to be cared for physically, he was finally experiencing for himself. He sighed.)
This is... nice.
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Oh boy.
Okay look, I get that you’re having some very complicated emotions and you’re lost on how to deal with them, which is okay! This isn’t something you’ve experienced before and I wasn’t expecting you to have it all figured out.
However, you can’t sulk forever and I am going to need to know what’s going on with you before I can even try to help you. Now, I will admit that i’ve been….pretty absent during this whole thing, which i’m truly sorry for. But It was pretty hard to move past asking “How are you?”, when you couldn’t even give me an answer for that.
I'm trying here. I am! Why don't you understand that?
And I believe you! I’m just…not getting anything from from your responses. I kind of need you to tell me what you need from me so I can try to give it to you.
You were just told that you were causing most of your own problems, that your personality made you unlikeable and made it difficult for you to hold relationships.
Does that anger you? Are you sad? Do you have anything that we can work with to move past this? If your answer is no, then I don’t know how help you.
I don't know! I'm trying to figure it out and all you're doing is getting frustrated about it!
Okay! Okay.
Maybe we should try something. A different approach to…this. A more calm and comforting approach.
Would you be willing to try that?
I... I would like that.
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Oh boy.
Okay look, I get that you’re having some very complicated emotions and you’re lost on how to deal with them, which is okay! This isn’t something you’ve experienced before and I wasn’t expecting you to have it all figured out.
However, you can’t sulk forever and I am going to need to know what’s going on with you before I can even try to help you. Now, I will admit that i’ve been….pretty absent during this whole thing, which i’m truly sorry for. But It was pretty hard to move past asking “How are you?”, when you couldn’t even give me an answer for that.
I'm trying here. I am! Why don't you understand that?
And I believe you! I’m just…not getting anything from from your responses. I kind of need you to tell me what you need from me so I can try to give it to you.
You were just told that you were causing most of your own problems, that your personality made you unlikeable and made it difficult for you to hold relationships.
Does that anger you? Are you sad? Do you have anything that we can work with to move past this? If your answer is no, then I don’t know how help you.
I don't know! I'm trying to figure it out and all you're doing is getting frustrated about it!
hello sorry for being gone awhile here's some more music!
https://youtu.be/pZMmJ572qIs
That one's unique, certainly...
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Oh boy.
Okay look, I get that you’re having some very complicated emotions and you’re lost on how to deal with them, which is okay! This isn’t something you’ve experienced before and I wasn’t expecting you to have it all figured out.
However, you can’t sulk forever and I am going to need to know what’s going on with you before I can even try to help you. Now, I will admit that i’ve been….pretty absent during this whole thing, which i’m truly sorry for. But It was pretty hard to move past asking “How are you?”, when you couldn’t even give me an answer for that.
I'm trying here. I am! Why don't you understand that?
Good afternoon, Onathan <3
Harley..?
Hi.
Christmas Today, Huh? Ugh, I Shouldn't Be Sulking Like This. I'm Me! I'm... me.
Oh, maybe Harley's right...
Afternoon, Onathan. Merry Christmas Eve! It’s been a while
It Has Been...
Christmas Eve? Oh, I Remember Some Of The Cores Having Christmas Parties.
Oh that’s nice. Did you go to any of the Christmas parties?
I Was Never Told Of Where They Were Or When, I Just Heard About Them In Passing. It's Sad That They Didn't Invite Me. Sad For Them. So Much Wasted Potential By Not... Having Me There...
Well…if there’s a christmas party this get, which there might be, would you want to go to it?
I know a guy who knows a gy who’d make sure you’d be invited. I’m sure he’d love to have you there!
Well, I... I Don't Know.
You don’t have to of course, just a suggestion. We can stay here and talk maybe, if you’d be up for that.
But the party is still an option, just found out that it is in fact happening. Sooo…your choice really.
Uhm... I don't know...
Afternoon, Onathan. Merry Christmas Eve! It’s been a while
It Has Been...
Christmas Eve? Oh, I Remember Some Of The Cores Having Christmas Parties.
Oh that’s nice. Did you go to any of the Christmas parties?
I Was Never Told Of Where They Were Or When, I Just Heard About Them In Passing. It's Sad That They Didn't Invite Me. Sad For Them. So Much Wasted Potential By Not... Having Me There...
Well…if there’s a christmas party this get, which there might be, would you want to go to it?
I know a guy who knows a gy who’d make sure you’d be invited. I’m sure he’d love to have you there!
Well, I... I Don't Know.
Wow...
You're Quite The Oddity, You Know.
Afternoon, Onathan. Merry Christmas Eve! It’s been a while
It Has Been...
Christmas Eve? Oh, I Remember Some Of The Cores Having Christmas Parties.
Oh that’s nice. Did you go to any of the Christmas parties?
I Was Never Told Of Where They Were Or When, I Just Heard About Them In Passing. It's Sad That They Didn't Invite Me. Sad For Them. So Much Wasted Potential By Not... Having Me There...
