Spectra

Fairy dust sewed into words.

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Book recs

Guys, I need help. Give me your BEST book recs. I'm dying for a story that'll completeley hook me. I'm obsessed with the Twisted series by Ana Huang and the Dreamland Billionaires by Lauren Asher. Mostly, I read romance, classics and on Wattpad. Honestly, does anyone else feel like every Wattpad story is the same?

Maybe it's time I write my own book. I overthink EVERYTHING and create wild scenarios in my head... but writing isn't my talent :(

Otherwise I'd be the modern Jane Austen.

Lowkey bored without a good Netflix show or a decent book.

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I live to write, and write to live.

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My Lacy

She's always there, not near, not far but present. Present in my head and deep in my thoughts. I hate the fact that I hate her just for existing.

Lacy is even nice, as if being perfect wasn‘t enough. If she wouldn‘t be nice then I would have a reason to despise her but I don't. I hate her perfect hair, her perfect body and even the way she breathes in air.

Everyone has their own Lacy, but mine are everywhere. I see every girl as someone I'm not and yes that may be controversial, but please tell me that I'm not the only one who thinks that way.

The guilt is consuming me.

Whether blond or brunette, tall or small, cutesy or loud.

They all have something that I dont. They are someone I want to be.

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Hello Guys,

Im trying to start my own blog, which I wanted to do for years, but I was always scared. I honestly stil am but Im trying my best to overcome that. Im going to try my best to post regulary. If you have any suggestions or requests, feel free to share your thoughts and opinions.

I actually don't even know what I want to write about, everyone has some type of passion, aestetic or hobby and Im just existing. I know that others feel the same way, and that's one of the reasons I want to start this blog.

First, to prove that I can achive anything I've always dreamed of and second to reach people that also feel lost or like they dont fit in (just like me).

Im the kind of person that fits nowehere, but can change herself to fit in everywhere. Im like a whole range of colors without being my own color. The girls hat get it get it, the girls that don't don't.

Im also very random so don't mind the constant topic changes.

Disclamer: My first languge isnt english so please ignore any mistakes in grammar.

Literally me rn: