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((whispers real quiet hi guys....i'm thinkin of sneaking back in here if that's ok? ?? i just want to know if a) i'll be welcome and b) if it's ok if i return? i'm more than happy to create new characters bc all of my other ones kind of vanished, so.. ye.....ah))

((woah hi guys i've been thinkin over the past few days about maybe returnin to sh but u kno like if i'm even welcome back or w/e

if you still want/need extra chars i'm happy to return?? idk if u guys want me tho))

((OK HI GUYS i don’t want to stay here long but i’m just announcin somethin (this is not a nasty rant i promise i hate being nasty or sounding nasty or just nastiness in general)

UM……

ok so after announcing my hiatus i toddled off but i ? kept popping back up occasionally to have a scan and like idk i feel

physically ill

when i look at the superhumanity dash and i honestly have no idea why i just?? do?? like even writing this i kinda want to hurl um

also i hate breaking character and with the fish plot pluto will break character and i. refuse to let that happen.

esp i know you want to keep fish and that’s cool but for the sake of pluto and his personality that’s not possible for me so i feel it’s easiest for me to back out and let you have what you want? i don’t want to make you feel bad or anything so i’ll just take off i’ve become rather uncomfortable around hERE AND THIS IS NOT ANY OF YOUR FAULTS PLEASE DON’T THINK THAT!!!! i’m just. it’s just personal?

i love every character here and i love my own babies and i’m so upset to be leaving but i can’t keep doing this i feel so insecure and uncomfortable being around here anarchy and arguing has never sat right with me and some characters make me uncomfortable so please i’m just going to escape and…not think about this anymore? i feel sick.

i have felt sick even when there’s like an animal gif or something i just look at it and want to throw up so i’m just i’m going to get out before it gets worse

i’m really sorry and i’ve had a wonderful time here? (i’m fuckin crying right now rip) but

i just….don’t want to be in a group where i feel this uncomfortable or ill. i’m sorry.

if you want to remove pluto and repurpose his district that’s fine i can write all of my characters out if you wish but if you want t just leave it as a winter wasteland i’m perfectly cool with it. pluto can “die" during the fish plot. i’m happy to rp it out with you uwi because i feel that’ll finalise my leaving but uh

yeah

i’m sorry))

#superhumanity

((just a lil heads up i'm takin a hiatus from SH i'll come back for the fish plot but

idk sh has suddenly become really uncomf for me I DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHY all of a sudden i was like oh god not this oH GOD so

i'm gonna do the secret santa thing of course!!

but i'm just....idk. i don't feel comfortable here anymore but i don't want to abandon the fish plot because you know pluto's kind of a lil bit important so.

in the meantime i'm outtie, if you want reasons for characters disappearances just message me or w/e but. yeah. toodleoo guys i hope you all have fun uou))