just kidding. but on a serious note, i have moved acacia elsewhere. i won't display the url but if you come across her new blog and would like to follow, never hesitate. thank you for letting me rp an oc i thought i wouldn't get to play for a week. thank you for 400+ followers on an account i was going to delete within a month.
A MATCHING EYE - ROLL.. “ it’s not like a requirement if you’re willing to drop down into the MOST BORING SKANK OF THE YEAR category in the yearbook. “ she doesn’t ask as she nestles beside her , hip checking as she sits down. “ prince and elijah want to skip - out tonight . go to the park or whatever the fuck they think is going to get us forget that they ditched us at lunch. “ a snort. imagine , the brains and the beauty of them both and imagine the the evil that grows. “ don’t be such a brat.” and she’s swatted the other’s phone to the floor.
SHE HAS A LIKING TO THE FEELING OF salt in her wounds . the burn against her flesh , the sting in her veins . ❛ talking about yourself in such a way totally shows your insecurity , sarina . work on it . ❜ eyes squint , almost as if her words went through one ear and left out the other . prince . his name riles up in her throat and gets stuck there . she could vomit the emotions he’s put inside her . ❛ tell prince to stick it in a paper shredder . ❜ then sarina is pushed , skin pinched as she watches her screen hit the sidewalk . ❛ act your age , UGLY . ❜
A SLAPPING NOISE SCISSORS THROUGH WARM AIR as skin meets skin. oops! lips part to say something, however remain silent ( dramatic pause! ). green shaded irises are fixated on honeyed ones instead, disbelief represented in even features as well as the wisp of a grin. he stands up, forcing her to step back, glancing down at her. ❛ don’t ever do that again. ❜
IF SHE COULD HELP HERSELF he would be scratched raw . have his blood caked under her nails , blood drip upon her sofa , on her floor . red everywhere . in her mind he should be grateful she only permitted him to a slap . her own lips curl , hands find home in each other behind her back , chin tilted , eyes wide . ❛ why ? ❜
s/o to anon for that question but also ? A question for you so I can add onto it later ? Who is meaner and who is colder between Acacia and Sarina ?
that anon is a real one . but ! is it fair to say that i think sarina is colder whereas acacia is meaner ? sarina has that stone cold , could turn you into ice , type of stare . to me , and to acacia , it seems like sarina has that personality that’ll have chill bumps run down your spine and nerves bubble up in your stomach . you see her and though you can walk past her , you may not want to .
so where sarina is cold , acacia is just unkind . just like walking past sarina , you’d be scared to walk past acacia because you just don’t know if she’s going to hurt you or not . she’s unpredictable . acacia likes torture , acacia likes to do whatever she can to have the upper hand , to be the center of attention . she says things to get people riled up , to be spiteful . acacia finds joy in harming others , taking things from them , annoying them ; she is cruel and she has a sense of pride in being cruel . i think acacia’s personality is warmer than sarina but truly . . . they’re both just so frigid and raw .
i know Acacia is best friends with bledbrain but ? are they ever like ? Nice to each other ? Genuinely nice or kind ?
this is . . . such a great question , honestly . i think i should start with the fact that acacia is never genuinely nice to anyone ? i mean , it’s significantly harder for her to have any real emotions towards anyone regardless if they’re her best friend , her lover , her family , etc . she’s awfully used to masking true emotion with one that is fake to secure her own heart . on top of that , she’s a narcissist and she finds pleasure in hurting others . friends or not , acacia will laugh at you if you fall and hurt yourself . even more , acacia will laugh if she’s the one who hurt you . she thinks it’s a game . she thinks that’s how you show affection , by hurting other people . they won’t be offended , right ?
this is where sarina comes in . the girl who’ll hold her hand and help her put a knife in someone’s throat . it’s hard to say that acacia has genuine feelings for sarina but i do know that if she came to her crying she’ll let her in her bed until she feels better . to hold her and coo sweet nothings in her ear until she’s not crying anymore is another story , but she’d rather not see her in pain . THAT’S NOT TO SAY acacia’s not the type to try and hurt her herself . less in a physical sense and more in a verbal one . slurs are thrown as affection ( slut , whore , bitch ) ; pinches , slaps , pushes ; all used to get her anger out but knowing sarina won’t stop talking to her because of it ( at least , that’s what acacia thinks ) .
to answer your question , is she ever genuinely nice to sarina ? well , no . but she’s WAY nicer to her than to anyone else . she likes sarina unlike other people . she WANTS to hold her hand and leave lipstick stains on her cheeks and pick up boys way too old for the both of them with her . sarina is acacia’s best friend regardless if she wants to admit it or not . / @bledbrain
okay but i'm here to say that acacia and sarina's best friendship gives me sm life ok ? i live for it i love them !
friends that kill together stay together ! friends that clean blood off of each other stay together ! friends that lure guys to them just to take turns hurting them in the woods stay together ! friends who take pictures of each other in all angles stay together !
IT’S LIKE HE’S BEGGING FOR IT. getting his ass kicked. truth is, he’s not. came here to relax, actually. his behavior, however, indicates otherwise. rebellious pose & tone, breaking into her home & this: ❛ you don’t happen to have sand in your vagina, do you? ❜
CAN’T SAVE HEAVEN BUT SHE MAY RAISE HELL ! blood boils over & her actions have no thought behind them . silent noise , grit of her teeth ; palm of her hand a loud smack against his skin . dare her pigment turn rosy . ❛ have decency while you loiter in my house , rat . ❜
“ slut.” her favourite term of endearment for the girl as she comes striding into acacia’s room. she’s got the latest on allison , the latest on how in the HELL to rig the attendence so that each time they’ve skipped the system marks them present and , the real kicker , new college boys to mess with. “ you didn’t answer my text.”
@spewroses
EYES GLANCE UP & A SCOFF FOLLOWS . ❛ bitch . ❜ an immediate response . she’s been to her own devices since the day began , stuck in teenage angst & several new ways to braid her hair . ❛ oh is that , like , a requirement ? i’ve got other things to worry about than your texts , you know . ❜
EBONY BLACK STRANDS OF HAIR gently bathe his forehead as he, after an appropriate amount of time, of course, lazily turns his head to look at her. ❛ relax. it was just a nap. you should be glad that a guy is willing to visit you at home. ❜
TAUNT & TEASE , SHE’S ON A THIN LINE . she comes prepared , with a knife hidden in exotic places . like glass on a broken table will the other shatter with such tone in his voice . ( she is not scared of hiding a battered body in her bedroom ) . ❛ boys come here to die , you might want to RETHINK your intentions , asshole . ❜
'Seiji and Alex won cutest couple !' Eden rests on standby for the outburst that is to follow.
she could dot her i’s with hearts for so long before the news rings in her ears . her teeth grit , eyes narrow , pen slams and skids across the desk onto the floor with a gentle crack against hard vinyl . ❛ you , seiji , AND alex can all drink fucking bleach , okay ? ❜
okay I'm throwing asks about you but talk about acacia and her relationship to the other girls , especially Sarina
in relation to — SARINA !
acacia and sarina are two halves of one nightmare . they’re a mere definition of cruel youth , teenage angst , two girls with no remorse , and it’ll be wrong to say acacia didn’t find an ounce of infatuation when she found how evil sarina could be . she’ll call it an accident by far , to find another a friend ( a BEST friend ) ; but with linked arms and laughter that falls past their lips when another is hurt by their own actions … she’ll let it slide . acacia had a best friend , one that left her to her own devices to find her throne in hell , acacia never seemed to get past that . so to befriend another ( devil ) was an action acacia wasn’t used to . not when those around her was used to better herself in the long run . allison , jessica , madison … the list may continue .
to acacia , sarina’s the one she calls at two am when she’s bored , the person she giggles about when a rubber band pops on eden’s arm or she tugs a little on seiji’s hair for fun . sarina’s the girl that helps her wrap her dainty arms ‘round the necks of college boys and helps place the cherry lipstick ‘pon her pretty lips .
to say acacia LOVES her is something you’ll never once hear on her own , but rather a roll of acacia’s eyes and a swat of her hand to dismiss the topic at hand . to show her love , she’ll skype call sarina at the worst hours , ponder the love she has for prince and tease the relationship of sarina and her boyfriend . she’ll try her hardest to push him away without sticking a blade to his throat . she’s jealous and it shows , that’s when you know acacia’s warmth runs deep .
in relation to — SEIJI !
the girl acacia could not stand the moment she caught glance at her outfit . seiji , totally clueless at best . to find luck in the misfit was something acacia could not believe in the slightest . she’ll claim her friendship with seiji starts and ends with her brothers . two of the cutest guys she could ever lay her eyes upon . if she could use seiji for the rest of her life just to see two boys as cute as them then she would !
there’s jealousy , by far . the mere love between seiji and alex is one that makes acacia gag . she can’t lie and say she doesn’t want that love as well ( and perhaps the reason why she’d rather have ick all over her designer shoes than to see seiji and alex HOLD HANDS ) . acacia likes their dynamic , though . acacia likes the contrast between her pink zanotti’s and seiji’s black boots . she may think it LOOKS WEIRD but it’s a cause for inspiration at least . a way to rebel . she may not see it now but seiji means MORE to her than she realizes . she means MORE to her in the long run than she does right now .
acacia likes to tease and taunt , watch as tears run down seiji’s face at the words she spits in her direction . but when seiji visits her at the hospital or crawls through her bedroom window when prince fucks up she can’t help but allow her to cuddle in her bed that night .
in relation to — EDEN !
how to describe eden : the girl acacia loves to hate . the girl acacia loves to tease , maybe even more so than seiji . she finds shelter in the softer ones . she’ll admit it was better when donghae didn’t love eden back , but with the constant back and forth in their group chat she’ll find SOMETHING to pick at .
acacia may or may not own an article of clothing once worn by eden ( and will she ever get it back ? maybe when eden is attending her funeral in thirty years ) . she’ll mix and match the garments and make comments about how eden’s cute little dress looks SO much better on herself than it ever will on eden .
it’s also fair to say that eden is acacia’s favorite church girl . how every sunday she can find eden sitting with a bible on her lap . acacia will come with a charm for her bracelet or a pin to put in her hair to show the holy spirit acacia DOES NOT deserve to burn for her sins . ( and it’s almost as if acacia is only nice to eden to put on a show . to make everyone believe she can be civil with just about everyone , that those with the slightest difference , with the slightest similarities , can have a relationship with lucifer’s tiffany’s daughter ) .
“ THEN I DARE YOU TO BREAK UP WITH PRINCE.” a joke dare , not the real one but the girl nonetheless laughs. a finger is pointed ——————- “ he’s right over there. go do it. tell him you’re going to date the math club president.” ( she ignores sarina’s protest in the background ; YES , MATH IS REALLY THAT BAD. ) “ if you don’t wanna do it , i can give you another one.”
anti - saint ; the melody of her girlhood . ❜ SCREW YOU , EDEN . love is so not to be messed with , you bitch . ❜ all games & joking matter , she’d rather not reopen a bruising scar . ❜ i told you i’m gonna do it . BUT I’M NOT asking out the math club president , he can go swallow rocks & drown in lake siskiyou . ❜
no one promised eternity. but it is found in the arch of your fingertips , the everlasting sunrise & the caress of individual stars that beckon your soul. smile is wayward. just west of weird , a haunting memory in a hazy twilight. ❛ her name is pacifica. ❜ unsure of yourself / careful where your feet land. YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID. but demons called your name oh , they still do & you answered the dark. ❛ ghosts usually aren’t the nicest people. i’ve used a oujia board , they’re serious stuff. ❜
you’re likened by the angels ! they wanna give you a halo & wings , with blood caked on fragile skin & though you won’t see if you don’t look past the dark glint of your malevolent eyes . you come to reek of teenage death & melancholy ; to be reminded of ANYONE who sought not the devil caused curiosity to peak . like on cue does jealousy find way to the pit of your stomach , you could vomit vile & envy all over his shoes ! ❛ i don’t know her but i don’t LIKE her ! i’m , like , ONE OF A KIND , okay ? ❜ night - creatures are authentic , aren’t they ? ❛ how serious ? like the poltergeist or paranormal activity ? ❜
acacia song + aesthetics ; ( RED ) — in the end , the fact remains : acacia enjoyed hurting . “ i like violence . “ she’d shriek at me . “ i blame my mother . “
RIGID BONES BEND AT HER WILL , blood rising to any spot she so much as touches him in &. he’s horrid at coming to terms with it. ❛ hm . you’re the wolf &. i’m the sheep, is all i’m getting from that . me : a fucking idiot with wool over my eyes, TRUSTING you . ❜ eyes syrupy &. dark meet with the ceiling above , only the whites of them visible . ❛ you don’t need to force anything, baby . you kill me slowly everyday —- give it time . ❜ a sharp pang within him sounds off, echoing through his cavernous corpse as, once again, her brash &. heartless demeanor towards the demons that run a muck in his brain &. soul leaves a metallic taste on his tongue. either way, to prove a point, nails drag across the pale skin of her neck, calloused thumb hooking beneath acacia’s chin &. almost pulling her to meet his chapped lips ROUGHLY .
IT WASN’T LONG AGO WHEN SHE WANTED TO press a gun against his temple . more or less for the excitement of power , to prove something to herself , to him . young girl with feelings she can’t get rid of without the disappearance of someone else . ( and she has to nerve to call sin on others ! ) his lips touch hers , her heart places a beat in the midst of her chest . a feeling that leaves her skin with chills . a better way to shut her up , she’ll even admit . her hand finds way to his cheek , holding him steady for that she was not ready for him to pull away . she didn’t argue her point just for this moment to be snatched away from her .
