todesbringer

We're stronger in the places that we've been broken.

[spezialistin]

𝔐𝔦𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔞 𝔄𝔠𝔨𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔞𝔫 - hundert Soldaten wert

one-line to novella; semi-selective; multi-ship; 21+ - Written by Darth Lokke. 

carrd

wishlist

headcanon

shipping call

side blog: uraraka ochako (uravity)

side blog: usagiyama rumi (mirko)

side blog: tsutsumi kaina (lady nagant)

side blog: kocho shinobu

side blog: higuchi ichiyo

side blog: yosano akiko

side blog: margaret mitchell

WARNING: this blog isn’t really active at the moment, if I follow you, it’s because of my side blogs (please see above)

[spezialistin]

OOC: I kind of forgot how it was to have a muse that shows up a lot since my current muses don't. I have 1986 icons of teen mikasa and 1035 icons of adult mikasa. And some of her as a child, but they aren't edited yet. I thought about changing icons, but... too much work and it needs my computer.

(Don't they look kind of bland, tho?)

And since I hate myself, I decided to read snk again and maybe write her again. Give me some time to remeber things

[spezialistin]

OOC: The fact that I actually know in which google drive I uploaded my mikasa icons (because I have many accounts and I'm on mobile) is giving "this a sign to write her again". But then, I barely remember shit.

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OOC: When there's suddenly this flame of hyperfixation because you saw/read/watched something from that media again (I'm finishing the anime, finally) and you're like hm I wanna write those muses again. But then you know it'll probably be fleeting and maybe you shouldn't even start...

(But is anyone from the snk fandom still here?)

[spezialistin]

OOC: I really miss reikasa. I don't really wanna start writing Mikasa again for good. But I might be persuaded to start writing her for reikasa

[kokyuchusei]

Ah, the power of women. 

                       One need hardly say more.

©

[korosenaiishi]

I cry for you Don't you understand you must not die!

©

[kokyuchusei]

Ah, the power of women. 

                       One need hardly say more.

©

[kokyuchusei]

Ah, the power of women. 

                       One need hardly say more.

©

[kokyuchusei]

Ah, the power of women. 

                       One need hardly say more.

©

[kokyuchusei]

Ah, the power of women. 

                       One need hardly say more.

©

[spezialistin]

OOC: If you’re a bsd blog, I probably followed you because I will be having a higuchi blog, it will be at @kokyuchusei

[spezialistin]

what tarot card are you?

The World

Power is a heady thing. Do you have what it takes to control it? You thought you did, for a long time as you gained more and more. Power only begets more power, after all. Mind your breaking point, mind your load, mind how high you’ve climbed up the ladder; it’s against regulation to stand on the top rung. You could get hurt up there. You could fall. I’m not sure that I could catch you, so high above the rest of us. Don’t look down. Mind the ceiling fan.

tagged by: @naitfall​ tagging: you

[spezialistin]

If you were a Deity, What would you be God of?

The Revenant

At some point in recent years, you suffered what felt to you like a 'death', whether creative, social, emotional, spiritual or even literal, and you've been reborn. This reincarnation didn't come easy, and you're not entirely the person you were, but you sloughed yourself out of your figurative grave with the kind of vigour only a phoenix could have. When you sleep, you dream strange and vivid dreams, and your gaze now holds a certain intensity. When something takes your attention, it doesn't let go. Your kindness is endless, as is your love for vast things like the sea, the sky and the stars. You have a certain unshakable fixation with religion or higher powers, and the prospect of death doesn't scare you. In fact, you feel less fear than you should, and you've never felt more alive than you do now. As a deity, you're the god of life and death, of moving on, of growth and of courage.

tagged by: @fallesto​

[spezialistin]

what's your role in a found family dynamic?

the hermit who helps

at first, you were a resource for the established characters to turn to, but you quickly began to steal the show due to your personality, your usefulness, or your inherently interesting perspective on life. you were pretty much already able to provide for yourself, but the next thing you know, these people are growing on you. instead of asking favors, it becomes an invitation to socialize. you find yourself sticking around for no apparent reason other than you like it here. the people are fun to watch, if nothing else, but ultimately they're just--oh no. oh no, you care about them. you always thought you stayed away from this "relationship" stuff for a reason. it gets messy and isn't worth it unless it really works. for some reason, this group really works. these weirdos are now your weirdos, and if anything happens to them, there will be hell to pay. you were basically already looking after them before this, after all. welcome to the family, hermit.

tagged by: @fallesto​

[valmendy]

[spezialistin]

How do you love?

with softness, smiles and secret glances

you love with a tide of emotions curtained by vague hand gestures and almost hidden intricate details. you love as if it is the only thing you were born to do. you love as if you are set in a jane austen novel. your love is finding their eyes across the room and smiling a smile that speaks more than any words you utter ever could. your love is fingertips brushing against each other. your love is greeting everyone with hugs. you love greatly. you love gently.

tagged by: @fallesto​ tagging: you