:)

so it goes //

[spfisherman]

I keep having dreams where I'm in Texas, maybe 3 dreams? doesn't sound like a lot but its pretty odd. In 2 out of 3 of those dreams I was trying not to miss my flight back home. Not sure what that represents but I'll find out soon enough. I miss the freedom, I lived there for a whole month and it was cool. I felt like I was actually doing something a normal 20 something year old should be doing. It gave me a taste at living on my own and caring for myself all alone, and I enjoyed it. I wasn't completely alone, thankfully had some homies by my side who were experiencing the same thing. I was terrified to go but now I'm dreaming of her and that dang Texas bbq and their beautiful botanical garden.

[lakevida]

[spfisherman]

I know I said I need to lock in so many times but this time I need to mean it. I quite literally have nothing (dramatic) but I need to focus most of my free time on meeee. I've been too lost in another being and not in the healthy way. still I feel grateful although I wouldn't be here if I was 100%

[fortuneaday]

[spfisherman]

I wish I could explain the force

as if I'm the only one who feels it

[spfisherman]

patience is useless when i’m sober and you’re wasted

[r-siken-deactivated20210531]

saying your names, richard siken

[spfisherman]

I can't believe i'm here, feeling the way I feel. I wish I didn't

I love music.

[inanotherunivrse]

in another life, we’re still friends and everything between us is good. we still talk to each other about memories, update each other, send random texts saying that this specific thing reminded me of you… we’re still close and we have each other. just like how it should’ve been

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

i hope to possess the power of understanding what the actual fuck is wrong with me all the time

[spfisherman]

an envelope full of letters throughout the years, throughout different periods of time. but I didn’t have enough time to open them before I opened my eyes

[spfisherman]

i miss the feeling of warmth on my skin. whether it be from a sunny beach day or [redacted]

[kiisselinaattori]

A shattered memory

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

[asaarutemisha]

to stay pure at heart!! make sandwiches for picnics and spend days in the sun staring at the passing clouds, lazy dog day afternoons and writing dumb poetry knightly evenings and jamming to funny songs and learning more and letting the past be weightless and going to botanical gardens and taking the love my life to art museums and moving on with my life to bigger and better things

[spfisherman]

miss a lot of my friends but things aren’t the same anymore and i’m growing up so I feel like I have to be more accepting of the way things are even if my whole heart n soul wishes things were different

[spfisherman]

been in Texas for a lil over a week and I feel different, probably the lack of weed in my system but i’m not going crazy for it. I knew I would come out here to better myself in some way. my dreams are a little haunting,

[tulipfemme-deactivated20240718]

i mean this completely seriously but… a cup of coffee can save your life a little, a shower can save your life a little, making your favorite meal can save your life a little…….little things actually add up to really big things in the long run if you let them, the secret to surviving everyday is infusing a little bit of magic into the mundane i truly believe that