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Alisha. 17 y.o, she/her, UK. Japanese Street Fashion SuG is life Dream Code: 7800-5190-0246 F e m i n i s t

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i have moved~

my kpop acc is @spicy-ahjumma

my normal acc is @thesquidprincess

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so apparently today is this blogs' 6 year anniversary lol

i'm not active on this blog anymore, but anyone who is still active can feel free to follow my new blog where i actually do post: @thesquidprincess

happy anniversary to my weeb self, i guess 🎉

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http://anotherbudgetbeautyblog.blogspot.co.uk/ I created a budget beauty blog~ Please feel free to follow my new blog! I would really appreciate it, I’m going to be posting there hopefully daily from now on! Thanks <3

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Again a reminder that I have moved blogs~

@thesquidprincess

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Who Am I?

I finally made a channel trailer woooo My channel was created in 2009, and it's come a long way Hopefully you'll follow my journey forwards from here?

I made a channel trailer

I’m really proud of it, so it would mean a lot if you guys could go and check it out hehe

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I made a channel trailer~ I know this blog is kinda dead now, but I wanted to share this with those of you who have been following my adventures for a while now~ My channel was made in 2009, and I have already come so far, but I'm confident I can go even further to achieve my dream ^^

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Hi, I saw your Himezawa post and wanted to ask how you found out that it was all just lies and rumors. I sometimes visit PULL and saw her thread and the only bad thing she's done was scamming on in a Facebook group. She's also been called out on Tumblr once with screenshots. Pretty damning evidence so I believed it. :/ But if all of this is wrong, would you mind sharing in detail what you know?

Hi, as for the scamming thing, I can't really comment on that one as there are actually screenshots etc that point to that one being true, but the way I see it, everyone makes some stupid mistakes when they're younger and all of those people did get given refunds, we will never know whether the items got lost in the post or she just never sent them... I try to be as neutral as possible in cases like this, especially since she hasn't done it again, so if it was a scam she seems to have learnt her lesson. As for the rest of the claims on PULL, you only have to go to her side channel 'more Himezawa' to see that all of those are false. The claims that she "doesn't work hard and she doesn't take it seriously"? Just watch the video 'secret project and being sick' or 'ant man premiere', people claiming "she isn't well known and it's embarrassing"? She's been in a tonne of photo books and fashion shows, Aymmy and the Batty Girls for example. She also presented the Ant-Man premiere for the TV station 'an'. Her being a "nasty/unpleasant person in general"? A girl I happen to know by the name of Ophelia was at Hyper Japan at the same time I was (November 2014) and she had a panic attack, Himezawa helped her to calm down and was very nice to her, a selfless act of kindness that I think speaks volumes about her personality. Claims of her being married to get a visa, honestly she doesn't need one anyway since she's working, but even so you can see whenever she talks about him in her videos, she's reluctant to seem like she's using him as an accessory, she monitors how much she mentions him. Of course, people are always going to make up lies about those in this community who are doing what they love, it's even happened to me. The difference is, not everyone believes these things, and I think it's really important to form your own opinions rather than following the opinions of others.

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Himezawa

I feel like, part of growing as a person is to accept when you have done something wrong, and to make amends for it. So here goes…

I, like many, was blinded by certain hate-filled forums that slandered Sabrina for years, I even went so far as to purposely avoid crossing paths with her at Hyper Japan where we both performed. I cannot believe that I behaved in such an unprofessional way. This grew worse as I heard about her success as a model in Japan, something I had always dreamt of for myself. I came to the conclusion that Himezawa was given everything without having to work hard, in reality, I was just seething with envy. I became an ugly person who wished for the failure of someone who was just honestly trying to achieve their dreams, I became bitter and twisted and I honestly hate that side of myself, the side that was frustrated that no matter how much I tried, these things were not possible for me, the me who believed lies and rumours over trying to learn more about the real person herself. I wanted to acknowledge how wrong I was about Himezawa, to entirely retract my opinion of her, to say that I feel utterly stupid to have acted in such a childish way.

Himezawa/Sabrina, on the off chance that you see this, I want to apologise, honestly, from now on I will support you 100% and I really hope you go far. I wish for you every success in the world, and I hope others start to realise that what they have been following is all lies used to try and tear you down, I see this now. I’m sorry.

To everyone who reads this; please do not go onto the Himezawa thread of PULL, pointless slander is all that you will find there. As a fellow YouTuber, dancer, singer and author, I have more respect now for Himezawa than anyone. Having watched all of her vlogs on her second channel, I have seen how hard she works for all that she has, how dedicated she is.

Good luck, Himezawa! I’m so sorry.

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I will also reblog this here so that people don't think I'm trying to hide what I've done. I feel terrible. (for the record, I myself never slandered Sabrina myself, but I did believe these lies told by others)

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My latest addition to mine and Owen’s Pop! collection~ Alduin from The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim (aka my favourite game of all time I adore this game ok) Owen got the Dovahkiin one recently and I gave him the Nord for his birthday~ Our little babies haha

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My London video is coming guys I promise, it's just taking a really long time to edit because I'm back to having to use movie maker T^T

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Yaaaassss Halloween

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I was bored and feeling nostalgic so I made a thing

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And the Vampire Chronicles fandom arises to give us this gold nugget

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Larme kei co-ord today~ I feel cute ^3^

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Back on this blog to share with you the dolls that Owen ordered for me~ Disney Store Classic 12" Snow White and Jasmine 😍

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Reminder that I am now active on a new blog

thesquidprincess thesquidprincess thesquidprincess Follow for pastel aesthetic, fashion & life updates~!!

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New Blog~!

thesquidprincess is my new fashion/aesthetic blog~ I'll be posting a lot of my own outfits and also reblogging inspiration from other bloggers I look up to, the theme is pastel, mostly lilac ;3 Feel free to follow if you want to~~~