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headcanon-based/spiderverse + some '92 elements

portrayal explores themes of: defying the narrative, being in your thirties, byronic heroism, coming back wrong, catholic guilt, gallows humor, unmasking, being kinder to yourself, perseverance

main verse is post-itsv only

literate; writes short & multi-para/novella; mostly iconless

10+ years of rp experience

mun and muse are 30+

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ciaran

it's great when characters don't know themselves well enough to communicate their trauma. if you ask them what fucked them up and really really manage to force an answer out of them they'll be like idk someone hit me i guess and they'll never manage to tell you what it actually was bc they don't know! they haven't got a damn clue what went wrong in their own life to make them end up how they did, where they did. they think whatever answer they've been scrapping with for all their life is just all there is to the matter. if you actually went and looked at their childhood you'd see, with great clarity, the continuity between what hurt them and what became of them but they can't see it—won't see it— it's important that they know that 1. something is wrong with them 2. they HAVE an idea of what it is 3. they are completely fucking wrong or kind of right but they're pointing at smth in the middle of a long series of events as the origin for the sake of convenience or they're mistaken or they are just like sincerely doing their best to answer the question but have no clue. they're not lying, maliciously or otherwise. they don't know

#( my bear to cross ).#text

mewnbuns

i just LOVE the idea of well respected, intimidating men behind closed doors with their lover. yes that man who is a rather scary, important part of an organisation and who’s name alone is capable of striking fear into his enemies DOES need a goodnight kiss from his lover every night … he may even beg for a second

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pukicho

Let it be known that my cool, emotionally distant lone-wolf personality quirk has yielded no benefit whatsoever to my social prospects

#( loose from the noose ).#text

dont-give-a-fuck-club

You can find that “fuck off” in my eyes.

#( loose from the noose ).

endlesslyanya

whatever didn't kill me turned me into this

#( my bear to cross ).

charl0ttan

i swear my consequences dont even have actions

#( my bear to cross ).

spider-mandaily

#spideyday25: Favourite Spider-Person → Miguel O’Hara AKA Spider-Man 2099

#( sharpest teeth in the shed ).

twinsfawn

baby i could treat you so good you just have to get past my strange and off-putting demeanor and my kubrick stare and my inability to behave like a human and the 40 layers of icy fortress walls i have up and answer my riddles three

twinsfawn

#( loose from the noose ).#text

carygrantsbeard

Being a hater is a heavy burden but I will gladly take on the responsibility since everyone else is so cowardly

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cepheusgalaxy

Theres something so special. About a character saying they're "used to" something. "Im used to pain." "Im used to death." "Im used to be treated like that." "It's okay, I'm used to it." It gets me. Alskskkdwlndjcjsbbsbs

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jumpgun

"how do you cope" i dont . im a man i kill myself like a man every day i wake up and kill myself 100 times . for lunch i take 300 painkillers and die . dinner time ? i die . dont ask me shit

#( loose from the noose ).#text #so glad i rbed this before op cut off rbs