These Donuts Aren't Gonna Glaze Themselves

18+(Some NSFW) |⚧ (He/Him/They/Them) Panromantic/Asexual/Very Fucking Single|

[spikedspider]

DEAD ACCOUNT

I have no will to live or be here anymore. 

Moved to a different account.

[squidbiscuit]

How do you explain your kinky art to people who come at you with the "but you're ace" thing? -Also an ace named Devon~

Well at this point I block most of them because most of them aren’t looking for an answer, they’re looking for a jumping off point to tell me that asexuality doesn’t exist and it’s just a special snowflake term and that I’m just denying being heterosexual (when I’ve admitted many times before that I am romantically and sexually averse to men irl)When they are sincere I usually just post this, because, even tho I consider most of the kinks I draw for to be nonsexual and my interest in them tends to be nonsexual as well, this term has helped me and many other asexual people feel like their interests and feelings make more sense. 

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More Profiles To Share

This was another unlucky account I’ve had lying around on Transsingle. I mean, after a while, you just get tired checking every 5 seconds every day for an message or answer to yours. This one is more for dating I suppose and is directed to LGBT if any other lonely queers need a place just for them to find others like them. There you go. But like I said, partners, best friends, friends, I don’t have any would love all I can get.

Buuut maybe someone here wouldn’t mind checking it out….tell your friends…anything helps…would appreciate…

I didn’t even bother with this to make cropping pretty and even. But there’s the link to my profile so you can get a better look. Many thanks if you did go to look.

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Yo that cactus is great! Hope you’re doing alright as well, you’re wonderful and deserve the world!

Aaaahhh well aren’t you just a big ball of sunshine? Seriously tho weather’s been weird. XDThank you so much! Take care my round grey friend.

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Oh look at that, art!

@mystier-e‘s moo boy, Lucky. He is currently being amazed by nature.

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The Most Desperate in History

So there’s a website I found a while ago called FriendMatch that has the whole profile thing and sending messages dating site but for friends, but hey I’m not opposed to that. obviously I’m also single. Anyone who can set some time aside and make some room for this lonely meatball. Here’s my profile. A little starter I suppose and basically an advertisement. 

Hey there! Are you interested in a new friend??? Well look no further! This recycled friend is up for grabs! Come get it while you can.....no rush...

If you’re not interested, that’s totally fine! Thanks for reading this anyways, but I’m honestly desperate enough to ask you to reblog it. That’s right. Reblog this person crying for companionship. So that someone SOMEWHERE out there may be like “Hey, I too am lonely. I think I can relate tot his person. I want to get to know them!”

I’ve been trying to send messages on there and here, but I’m still not getting that far. When I mean friends I mean FRIENDS someone to send memes to at 2am or complain to each other about this old lady that let her cat shit in your yard. If we have the same fandom or kinks you bet your tushie I’m showering you in art as that’s what I like to do. Art requests suggestions. I also love making ocs with others and roleplaying through drawings if that sounds fun to anyone. If it sweetness the deal, I make silly things out of clay like snails with peppermints for shells~ Also tacky pizza slice rings. 

I made a post that fateful day. My twin died a month ago. They were all I had. Neither of us were lucky with others. We were all we had. Now it’s just me. I’m just at home being depressed. I don’t want anyone to cry to (but by golly cry to me I’m a damn good listener) but I want to distract myself with someone by having FUN 

I’m online nonstop either phone or computer. Tell me your story ideas. Let me beta a fanfiction. Art streams? Those are cool! Art collab, I’ve been wanting to improve my line and coloring skills.

This is probably the weirdest signal boost-y posts you’ve ever seen....but idgaf anymore. Please be my friend.

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I’ve joined therapy groups, forced to creep out of my thick ass shell in class, put myself (and destroyed myself) online, and now my twin sibling is dead and nothing’s gotten better. Man, I’m at a loss here...I can’t let myself be 30 with my parents and dog being my only friends. 

I remember during the later months of last year I thought, “If I keep living, I'm allowing more bad things to happen.” Two pretty horrific events happened and yet I’m still here. 2018 I thought “Hell yeah let’s start over!” In all honesty....I rather go back to the shit of last year. I managed to spend two years out of those damn behavioral clinics and now I’m in it two times in one fucking month. I’ve never actually had the whole “spiralling out of control” feeling. Just normal depression and things going wrong here and there. But now, jeez. My head is literally spinning.

What if I went through with it all those other times last year....maybe my sibling would be me right now. I wouldn’t wish this upon anyone but...I’m surely not having fun right now...

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Literally just got this a few minutes ago. Everything is even cuter in person!

ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ

It was even framed. FRAMED! I can’t wait to put this on my wall. ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧

These are SO pretty??? ヾ(☆▽☆)

And my personal favorite...

I can’t with those little rolls. σ(≧ε≦σ) ♡

Woo gorgeous colors!

Thanks for the extra goodies. Thanks for everything! @squidbiscuit The ceramic feels so smooth~ (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

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Not sure if this is the one, but I like it.

FAT pony incense holders by @squidbiscuit /)oAo)/)” go get you some.

http://squidbiscuit.tumblr.com/post/172348804831/want-a-custom-unicorn-incense-holder-use-my-base

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Hello everyone. Please feel free to ignore this. I just have to distract myself. About an hour ago, my twin sibling, passed away, 18 years old. They jumped from a parking lot. I've actually barely cried I'm just expecting them to come home later tonight. Weve, actually planned for years to do it together. I'm.. left behind now. I may hve to follow them. I can't be left behind. This is my first ever experience with close death. I've never had so much sympathy for others who have experienced this or are going through this now. Whatever you beleive in. Bless you all. Please live your life tp the fullest.

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goddamnit-percy replied to your post Tips

I know exactly what you mean. It feels like there’s a barrier between everyone and sometimes like it’s impossible to get over. My advice is to look for posts that are like “reblog if you’re this kind of blog” and then follow all the people who reblogged it recently to be sure they’re probably still active. Not all of them will talk to you, not all of them will continue after you make a few posts or chat with them a bit. Some people just vanish eventually but others won’t

First of all, I have no idea how to reply to replies and googled and shit and this is the best I could do. I hope its ok? Secondly, thanks so much! I mostly thought you just had to be really popular since that means being noticed at least, but I’d still like to actually interact with others... I do search all over and follow artists I like and try to send asks and stuff, but it doesn’t seem to do much on my side. Hopefully I can find people that would stick. Y’know maybe consider a friend. Thirdly, I’ve loved your art for years >///< Just wanted to say that.

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First ocs on this blog to be drawn a second time if this counts as drawing.

[lastkingoflucis]

PSA

I am… not a chronologically locked rp blog.

That means that if you talk to me to establish that we want to ship our muses, or have a particular relationship or type of report between them, I am 1: totally okay with multiple threads of varying length and styles with you and 2: will probably jump around in the supposed ‘timeline’ of our muses relationships in order to keep things interesting/ make ask prompts work.

For example, we may be writing an intro thread with our muses, but if you wanna send me a thing for like… a first kiss that may happen months down the line (and shipping is what ur up for) go ahead and do it! The way I see it, separate points on a timeline are FUN to RP because then you can look back later and figure out how they connected/ try to work in little details that make them flow together. 

[saltwaffle]

i was trying to find this meme today so i could make this, luckily a version appeared on my dash

[toruhoe]

@sinenceq

[squidbiscuit]

Hey, some friendly advice? If you have a kink and you want to be friends with a kink artist but you don’t want people from your main to know about your kink? MAKE A FUCKING SIDEBLOG FOR IT! Because it makes your friend feel like shit when you talk to them and have conversations about this kink and when you REQUEST THEY DRAW/WRITE THE KINK FOR YOU AND THEN YOU DON’T REBLOG IT, ACKNOWLEDGE IT, OR EVEN ACT LIKE THEY EXIST FOR YOU!  Also, if you do that, YOU’RE  a piece of shit and I hate you. See I’m super used to being a name that people don’t want associated with them because I’m an embarrassment, that’s why most people who reblog my shit are doin’ from a sideblog like a responsible adult. But I just found out this is happening to a friend of mine, like I didn’t realize this happened to other people and now I’m ready to throw the fucking hammer down on this “our friendship is my dirty little secret~” bullshit. Make a fucking sideblog for your kink friends and activity or don’t fucking act like you’re friends with a person just to get free shit and turn around and act like you don’t even know them, you’re a piece of shit and I hate you.

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If you receive this you make someone happy. Go on anonymous and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or someone you think need cheering up. You don't have to though! If you get some back,even better! And have a pun filled day!

Me make others happy? Well golly gosh whoever you are, please keep being happy!☆ ～(‘▽^人) Thanks 💕

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I’m still very grateful...TwT

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Tips

I have no idea what to do. Does anyone have any tips to actually have a blog worth spending time on? I don’t know if it’s the content, not enough content...why does it seem like I’m so invisible? Does my stuff not show up in tags or something? I literally feel like everyone is walking past me while I sit against a wall. I share a lot of interests with a bunch of people here....but can’t....get to them.