'this story will eat you alive'

kieran he/him 18

[spilledmilkfactory]

`intro post'

hi im kieran im 18 (11/30) transgender and gay and really weird and annoying about it and horribly autistic.

this will probably be a self ship blog, but knowing me I'll post fandom and random thoughts on here too, why don't you stick around.

I don't know how to do the whole introduction thing but I really like movies and video games and being really weird and artsy all the time. I've been on tumblr for years but never bothered to make my online presence known.

I'm also a fictionkin and im really cool and awesome.

I like cats and consuming media and horror and cool music. I love making friends and I would be so joyous if you interacted with me. I want friends. sniffles.

I'd recommend being at least 16 to interact and befriend because im a bit weird and cursed with the visions (hypersexuality)

f/o list below the cut. I don't really like doubles sorry.

Akihiko Sanada- Persona 3 (6 years strong <3)

Alex Casey- Alan Wake

Laios Touden- Dungeon Meshi

Gray Fox- Metal Gear

Solid Snake- Metal Gear

Hughie Campbell- The Boys (TV)

Sigma Klim- Zero Escape

Alex Shepherd- Silent Hill

Aikawa-Dorohedoro

Ray Garraty-The Long Walk

Evan Myers-EveryManHYBRID

Michael Afton- FNAF movieverse

Max Payne- Max Payne

Barney Calhoun- Half Life

Dylan Faden- Control

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I want to start posting Selfship stuff again but everytime I load up this app i think about that one awful interaction I had and get scared

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I don’t get familial f/o’s often and I only really have one which is hilarious to me because he canonically could not be a worse dad

like yeah the guy that makes me feel safe and warm and who I’d trust to protect me has canonically fucked up children so…

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Im not far in the pitt at all but oh my god I am so obsessed w him I am crushing hard bro 😭

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hi guys sorry for radio silence,,,, been really busy w life I wanna get to know you all everypony share your ships w me

[mewstilid]

commission for @spilledmilkfactory!

[theadventuresofclutchpowers]

dip f/o in milk now they're soggy #NowThey'reSoggy

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I just had the most amazing revelation at 4am that I do not in fact have to be jealous of one of the most popular ships w my f/o because…. Im literally a fictionkin of who hes shipped with. The is healing <3

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I think I view my self insert obviously as more personal, more shaped out of my real life experiences, insecurities and all that bullshit. It feels visually closer to me but theres a comfort in yeah me and him would find in each other in every universe INCLUDING THE CANON ONE

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I just had the most amazing revelation at 4am that I do not in fact have to be jealous of one of the most popular ships w my f/o because…. Im literally a fictionkin of who hes shipped with. The is healing <3

[kempkin]

hellooo calling all persona 3 fans

[100shark]

New official Illustration for Chainsaw Man: Reze Arc

Tag list

@somefunkyaxolotl @grimauxiliatrix624 @heartsfromcyber @willottie @lucciet @lyndexv @fandaniel @bark-4-me @bizarrescribblez @heartmatic @mrs-goemio @tyrianluda @lheartmagicians @pigeonbksimp @strawhatwife @frankys-wife @wishi-selfships @akiyuess

ask to add or remove

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waiter waiter more vaguely talking about selfshipping and making jokes about it instead of actually talking about my f/o’s directly and my relationships

[venton2232]

I’m trying not to be too mean to this guy

[reverieships]

self shipping is like the biggest act of self love. it genuinely feels so healing. like yes I deserve love. yes I deserve a happy and fulfilling relationship. yes this 300 year old cryptid would smooch me.

[have-an-fo-who]

does anyone have a f/o from the remedyverse

Do you have an F/O who is from the Remedyverse?

I do

I do not

Voting ended onMar 12

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made a project for my AP Euro class that centered around one of my f/o's for shits and giggles and when I walked in today my teacher was like "oh my god that was the coolest thing ever, I love that video game" which made me super happy however the whole time I was thinking

"he doesn't know that guy is my husband"

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Always impressed w people who save the anniversary of all their f/o’s, i cant identify the day i started loving any of these guys one day they just popped in my mind enclosure and never left

I can narrow it down to years and sometimes a month but rarely 😭