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My first confession

I keep fantasizing telling someone. I am so scared to though.

And every time I feel this way I convince myself its not. I love him, but I dont want to. I wonder if he really sees it. I wonder who else sees it.

Why has no one pushed me harder to do something.

Why has no one seen it in my eyes.

That something isn’t right.

I need someone to notice.

Someone to read my body language and save me

Someone to understand my recent behaviors.

Someone to see a difference.

Someone to remember me for who I was.

Why did I have to help him.

Why does it feel like my only escape is death. Im trapped.

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Petals flew across the sky While the trees blew in the wind Starlight danced in your eyes As my love deepened for your grin Your smile kept me warm And gave me a settling grace For love will start a swarm And stitch your heart with lace

Lips are chapped Unready for kissing You kiss them anyways But love is missing Lips are drowning Unable to breathe No one to save me No one can see

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Flowers will cover the ceiling And love will seep from the walls And the red silk will flow out of my veins onto the floor And the flowers grow and trees appear And the nature of this room turns wild All I can think of is a cigarette with plants coming out of the butt and thriving in the smoke as my lungs do And fighting erupts But there's no cause or solution You learn that no matter how much love courses within We will still go insane Back in the basement a girl cries for help. The thick vines of the labyrinth trap her. And people gather round and watch and fail to speak of the evil. They enjoy seeing lilacs quiver. She tried to leave but her illness is chronic and will forever prevail. She will lose to a cycle of risky behaviors and bad habits. Out in the garden thrives sunflowers who rise to the occasion. They will not judge and they will not fall. And you can climb them to safety. A place where women in white cover you and protect you from all the dangers of men. And this place is where my Tylenol takes me. Bottle after bottle I rise with the sunflowers.

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My heart beats Craving your warmth Such wisdom and maturity flowed so elegantly from your lips And I could stare at you forever and know I am home But my heart beats faster And you no longer demand my touch And my words awaken a broken innocence in your mind And looking at me makes you feel weary And I am no longer home And if I put myself together I’d be yours But I’ve lost all the pieces To your stealing nature

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dykespeare-deactivated20181228

reblog if ur mom is smart and beautiful

kyloreybans-deactivated20160107

I scrolled passed then I felt guilty

ericazcrown

Same.

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mxxxxox

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q-universe

I hope there are days when you fall in love with being alive.

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wordsnquotes

It’s funny. I still feel like a little girl . I’m still looking around to check and see what other people are doing to make sure I’m not completely different; I’m still looking around for help, hoping for a quick nudge and a whisper of advice. But I can’t seem to be able to catch anybody’s eye. Nobody else around me seems to be looking around and wondering what to do. Why is it that I feel like I’m the only person who is confused and concerned about the choices I’ve made and where I’m headed?

Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie (via wordsnquotes)

naturaekos

“She was bored. She loved, had capacity to love, for love, to give and accept love. Only she tried twice and failed twice to find somebody not just strong enough to deserve it, earn it, match it, but even brave enough to accept it.”

William Faulkner, The Town: A Novel of the Snopes Family (via naturaekos)