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Kill blue Ep 1: Let's Go to School

Mello being a great father,

tomorrow is my daughter’s birthday! which means i won’t really be online—but i wanted to post something so here’s a sketchy thing i’m never going to finish. do with it as you please. i’ll see you on wednesday when the animatic drops!

xoxo, mousey

hazelkoa

These guys keep appearing in my head while I am trying to sleep and I have to get up and draw so I can properly rest, damn...

Well, headcanon time!!! I kinda enjoy that "religious Mello" theory.

Listen, what if: Mello is religious, though not in the sense of believing that "God created the universe"; rather, for him, it is something more personal—something that guides his morality and also soothes his fear of death and of existence itself lacking a purpose.

So, upon joining the mafia and starting to do things that are clearly questionable, he clings to his beliefs, convincing himself somehow that it will all be worth it in the end—even though he knows full well that his ultimate goal is quite selfish...

Well, this is all pretty deep for a post featuring such dumb drawings, isn't it? wwww, well, all that so I could explain WHY I personally think he would struggle to accept his sexuality, period. (it was not that hard, it could've been a lot shorter...)

takethstoyrgrave

wammys

belldandies

piercethemello

Sometimes I like to imagine he first began growing his hair out as a way to remember Mello but he just found himself so unable to cut it because of his depression that he never ended up doing it.

🕯️🩸📀

AWAWAA

I've been having busy busy days recently 😪

butwhocares🙄 have this baby L eating gummy bear😈

piercethemello

His body type changes so much

mellophiliac

mello may have kidnapped two women and held one woman at gunpoint, but he died because he was being respectful to the woman he was kidnapping. a very complicated feminist icon. everyone makes mistakes. let people grow 💛