Mind Dump

I'm grateful for the ones that are still hanging around no matter how difficult it gets. Here are my thoughts; both the sad and happy.

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Can we just remember that we’re on the same team?

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And if these are still not enough to make you happy… what then?

Because sometimes I really don’t know what to do.

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“Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?

…For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.”

- ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6‬:‭26‬-‭27‬, ‭32‬-‭34‬‬ ‭ESV‬‬

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I’m not sure how much I can continue on with in this church.

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This Season's Prayer

Make my heart beat for what beats Yours, Jesus. Amen.

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The Simple Trust

Psalms 131

1 My heart is not proud, Lord,

my eyes are not haughty;

I do not concern myself with great matters

or things too wonderful for me.

2 But I have calmed and quieted myself,

I am like a weaned child with its mother;

like a weaned child I am content.

3 Israel, put your hope in the Lord

both now and forevermore.

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Let Go and Let God. It is the only way for Him to lead and rule. The only way for His Kingdom to come.

It’s only getting more and more exciting from here onwards!

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Dear Heavenly Father,

It has been a struggle, a constant wrestle between “not enough” and “You alone are enough”. As much as I know it it in my head, that You will come through for me. I struggle to see it. This world of flesh and earth that I am in, surrounded by all this noise and events happening, it is truly not easy to stay focused on You goodness. You have been truly good to me, God. There’s no doubt about that. You have brought my through and I know You will bring me through again.

This dream home of mine, a place where I can call it my own, my family’s safe haven, a constant in this ever changing world like You are to me. I lay this dream unto You. You know what owning a home takes, a citizenship, the affordability and the location. Let this desire turn into a reality through You, because only You alone are the true constant. I pray that this is within Your will, and only then I will claim in. For now, I will patiently save and patiently wait. I love you, Lord. Thank you for bringing me through life and this far too. Praise Your name for all the achievements and opportunities.

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen.

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It’s sad to say this but the more I reflect the more that these things happen; the more that I feel I didn’t have a dad growing up - I had a financier.

It’s getting worse, how is it that it’s my fault that I’m asking him for money that he borrowed back? It’s not fair.

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Reflection:

I have recently realised that i have finally come to a place where I appreciate the now of where I am and be comfortable with it - even when my inner self is always telling me there’s always room for better.

It’s been a long journey to come to this place and it just hit me that once upon a time, I would get so caught up in the strive for better and hurt everyone around me (including myself too).

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There may be a great fire in our soul, but no one ever comes to warm himself by it, all that passers-by can see is a little smoke.

Vincent Van Gogh

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I rmb this feeling.